falling. (ashton)

How?

{Ellies pov}

I want people to think about what happened to me and think it was a mistake.

The only mistake here is me, and what I tried to accomplish was a decision I made. Something I wanted.

I wanted to die.

I was falling, I hit the ground and somehow was pulled back up. I dong know why, because I was 110% sure no one really and truly cared.

Then I met a guy as great as the one and only ashton Irwin.

I don't know what he sees in me, and God I wish I could.

I'm shit compared to him.

He is so amazing and I think he might actually care. I think he's the one that is truly going to pick me up.

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{ash pov}

I don't know what would have happened if I didn't see her on the ground, cold, fragile, weak and unconscious.

It's a sight im never going to be able to forget and kills me that I had to see it.

In a way im glad I saw her so miserable. Not because of the fact she was miserable but because I got to see why she acts the way she does.

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Next day
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{ashtons pov}

I need to tell el. I want her to know how much I care and how much I need her.

It's been a day since I've seen her. She was able to leave the hospital earlier than expected, so that was great.

But God I need to see her.

To: El <3
Can I come over? Xx

From: El <3
Yah ofc. 15 min?

To: El<3
Ok see you then :) xx

How am I going to tell her.

How am I supposed to tell her that I think I love her?

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I love you guys.
Stay strong & beautiful. :)