El's pov
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After ash had kissed me, I honeslty didn't know what to say.
My heart wanted him so bad, but God my mind kept telling me it was a bad idea.
I don't want to hurt him.
And I don't want him to hurt me. He would never try to hurt me but I just can't take anymore pain I. My life to risk that.
"Ashton, i-i don't know what to say."
"Tell me the same thing el. Tell me that you want me too."
What?
"Since when do you know me personally?" I was starting to get pissed at his response.
He doesn't know me and also doesn't get to decide whether I'm falling for him or not.
"No, no babe that's not what I meant."
Babe.
"Ash please don't call me that. I don't want to get hurt. I've been through enough to realize that what I want right now is not love. I can't live someone, if I can't even learn to love myself."
Ashton slowly nodded looking at the ground.
I sighed, and he looked at me as if he was determined.
"El, I'm gonna make you a deal."
Oh god.
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It's really short but I feel like I needed to make up for the fact that I never post anymore.
Stay strong and beautiful, and remember I love you guys. 💗💗
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falling. (ashton)
Teen Fictionthe idea of falling, seems a hell of a lot easier when you know for a fact that no one is going to be there to pick you up.
