falling. (ashton)

Surprises

Surprise, im back.
The story has almost 800 reads which I didn't think would happen so I felt bad on not posting. Here you go.
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Ashtons pov

I'm walking up to el's flat, from the car and can't seem to steady my breathing. I want her more than anything. I need her more than I need air. I just don't know how I'm ever going to tell her.

Cmon ash it's not gonna be that hard... Just knock on the door.

I knock, take a breath and wait.

She opens the door and I immediately forget why I came. God she's beautiful.

"Hey ash" she says and smiles, shyly.

"U-uh hey beauti-EL." I correct myself.

Fuck.

What am I doing.

She first looks to the ground and smiles but then says, "come in."

Oh god this is gonna be a lot harder than I imagined.

"Hey c-can we t-talk?" I stutter out. "Uh yeah, what about?" She looks at me curiously.

"Im falling." Is all I manage to spit out.

"Wait- what?" She looks concerned.

"El, I'm falling. You don't understand, and oh god I don't know how to explain..."

She once again looks at me, and looks back to the floor.

"El, I'm falling."

"Ashton stop! Just tell me what that means you are really frust-"

I cut her off with my lips forced onto hers, not caring that I interrupted her. We break apart, but still close to each other catching our breath.

"El, I'm falling in Love with you. And I can't seem to stop myself."

"Ash..." She says and I stop her with a kiss, once again not wanting to face reality.

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Hey guys I hope you like the update and I'm going to be updating more often.

Stay strong, beautiful and remember I love you guys💗💗