{Ellies pov}
I wake up, in a room I've seen once before and sadly, for the same reason.
This time when I wake up I know exactly why I'm here.
I just don't know why Ashton Irwin is the one beside me sleeping, waiting for me this time.
Why is he here?
Shit. Did my mom tell them? They can't know. I swear to god if-
"El?" Ashtons voice barely says.
I look at him and can't hold back tears that i didn't realize I was holding in.
God he's so perfect. I'm so not. Why does he pretend to care?
"El, why?"
I sigh and start to speak slowly. "Ashton there are some things about me that you know, and that you don't. One of the things that you don't know, Is that so b-badly I want to d-die. Ashton I don't get why you want to be here with me, I'm a mistake. A failure. I just do-"
Once again my rambling is stopped with a kiss.
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Short update, and I haven't updated in 272943727294 years but here you go. Stay strong & stay beautiful :))
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falling. (ashton)
Teen Fictionthe idea of falling, seems a hell of a lot easier when you know for a fact that no one is going to be there to pick you up.
