More Than Anything

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Your pov

Gerard and I walked to my house in the cold. Light snowflakes fell from the sky, but the clouds above made it clear it would get worse later.

"It's gonna get pretty bad later..." I said, gazing up at the fluffy clouds, "Do you think they'll cancel school?"

"Man, I hope so," Gerard said, "Snow days are the best! And it'll be even better cause I'll get to spend this one with you!" Aww...

"Aww, punk boy..." I kissed his cold pale cheek as we walked to my porch, "Wanna come in?"

"Yeah, but I dunno if I can stay long." He said, gazing up at the clouds.

"Mkay..." We walked inside, going straight into my room. He dropped his bag on the floor just as I did, "I'm gonna go change..."

"Alright..." He fell backwards into my bed. I giggled, but left the room with a black sweater and jeans in hands.

Quickly, I changed my clothes in the bathroom. When I walked to my room, I heard something strange. My fingers held the knob, but didn't turn it.

"By starlight, I'll kiss you, and promise to be, your one and only..." He's singing! The Smashing Pumpkins! Aww... Gerard...

"Aww..." I couldn't help myself.

"I'll make you feel happy, and leave you to be lost in mine..." Wow... he sings so beautifully... I don't want it to stop... aww... I love...

"And where will we go, what will we do? Soon said I, we'll know..." Aww... punk boy...

The singing had come to a stop. I was confused at first, but then he opened the door.

"I could here you going 'aww,'" He said, "I didn't mean for you to hear that."

"Gerard, that was amazing! You sing so good." I hugged him.

"Wait, you liked it?" He asked.

"Yeah, that was beautiful." I said, pulling away.

"Thanks..." He smiled, then pressed his lips to mine for only a second. When Gerard pulled away, he took my hand, leading me into the bedroom. I shut the door behind us.

"It's getting pretty bad out there..." I said, gazing out the window while we walked to the bed.

"Oh damn..." He said, "I should go soon..." My insides filled with a heavy sadness at the sound of this.

"Do you have to?" I asked, unable to keep down the sad tones. He gazed over at me.

"Angel face, I don't want to. But the snow. I won't be able to get home. Even if I got a ride..." I hugged him, keeping him close.

"Punk boy..." I spoke, then kissed the side of his head, "Alright..." When I pulled away, he wore a smile of sadness, "Goodbye..."

"Bye..." He got up, grabbed his bag, but, hesitated at my bedroom door. What's he doing?

"Y'know, the roads are already pretty bad," He turned, facing me, "I could, slip on ice or something. It might just be safer if I, stayed." A smile came over my face as he dropped his bag, and I got up, facing him.

"And I mean, with all this snow, school may just be canceled. So, maybe, stay the night?" I tested. He smirked.

"I might, maybe, if I gotta kiss, from miss angel face...?" I stepped closer to my punk boy, so I brought my arms around his neck.

"That can be arranged. Only if punk boy kisses back." His smirked widened.

"Deal..."

I leaned in, closed my eyes, and pressed my lips to his. Keeping his end of the deal, Gerard pressed back with more force than I. Because of this, I almost fell backwards. Punk boy brought his hands to my back before I could.

"Pumpkin, I gotcha... I gotcha..." He spoke against my lips. Tingles ran up and down my body from this.

"Oh, I know you do baby..." I spoke against his lips. Over and over, our lips pressed against each other.

"Angel face..." He muttered.

"Punk boy..." I copied his tone. Then, he pulled away, smiling, "What are you staring at, my love?"

"Just the prettiest girl in Jersey." I giggled.

"Of course you are..." His eyes went wide while his mouth hung open with a gasp.

"You didn't deny how pretty you are! Angel face!" His smile grew so wide, "I'm gonna kiss you so much!" I giggled as he planted his lips all over my face, ending with a sweet kiss to the lips.

"Punk boy, you're adorable." He chuckled, burying his face into the crook of my neck.

"So are you, sugar babe..." Gerard whispered, then kissed my neck only once, "Would it be cool if we... cuddled?"

"Hell yeah!" I kissed the side of his head, "C'mon..." I pulled away, leading him to the bed. When I fell back into the comforter, I held my arms out, "Punk boy!" He chuckled, but laid beside me.

I brought my arms around him, holding him close. My fingers traced lines across his back while he held me. Almost immediately, he relaxed into my touch.

"Honey buns, I really like this. Just, being with you..." I smiled.

"Yeah, I like it too."

"Angel face, you make me feel so good. You're always so warm, and so, fuckin', amazing..."

"Yeah?" I asked. He nodded, "You do the same thing to me. I can't help but smile when I see you my love," With a smile, he leaned over and kissed me, "Babe, I dunno what I'm gonna do without you. You're keeping me so happy..."

"Oh, me too..." His tone saddened at the mention of this. The room became quiet for a good thirty seconds.

"Babe?" He hummed, "What's gonna happen to us, when I'm gone?" But deep down inside we both knew the answer. The one we had been avoiding for days. We're gonna split up...

"I know what I'll have to do, but I don't have the strength to do it." My arms held him as close as possible without hurting him. Tears threatened my eyes from the thought of leaving this boy.

"Hey... hey..." He spoke so softly, pulling away from me, and taking my hands, "Angel face, it's okay." The tears then spilt down my cheeks.

"No it's not. I... I don't wanna leave you." Tears then spilt out of his eyes.

"I don't either," He hugged me, "Oh, please... please don't cry... when you cry, I cry..." He sobbed.

"Oh, Gerard..." I whispered, "I love you so damn much."

"Y/n, I love you too. More than anything." I hate you author... I hate you so fucking much...


OwO~
Well fuck you Y/n I created you. Lmaoooooo I'm so funny hahaha. And also evil >:). Been procrastinating on this chapter cuz I've been busy watching the hobbit lmao. But I hope you enjoyed it. Have a damn fine day~peace out cheesebags

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