Only Love (Hey Angel Face sequel)

An Epic Party at Ryan's House (Pt.2)

Ryan's pov after you guys danced

I practically ran into my bedroom, shutting the door behind me. Goddamnit... she's so beautiful... I can't... ugh...

My body slid down the door so I sat with my knees to chest. Tears sprinkled my eyes as I ran a hand through my hair. Y/n... why'd she dance with me? Is this some kind of, messed up torture?

There was then a quiet knock upon my door.

"Ryan? You in there?" Pete asked.

"Yeah..."

"Could I come in?"

"Yeah..." I stood up and opened the door.

"Hey, what's... woah, are you crying?" Quickly, I wiped away the tears.

"No..." I shut the door as he stepped in.

"Dude, I can see that you are! What's up?" He sat on my bed.

"Uhm," I sat beside him, "I... well I uhm..." I sighed, "Never mind, it's stupid."

"Stupid? I'm not gonna make fun of ya," I sent him a look, "I promise I won't make fun of ya."

"Alright," Nervously, I held a hand to the side of my neck while my gaze fell to the floor, "Well, I uhm, I kinda have a crush on someone." I had shut my eyes tight, thinking it wouldn't hurt as bad.

"Really!? Who?"

"Y/n..."

"Y/n!? Dude, she's dating Ger-"

"Yeah, I know!" I opened my eyes, keeping my gaze on the carpet, "That's what sucks. I feel like a terrible person for thinking about her like that. I just... she's so cool..."

"Maybe you should tell her." I sent a confused glance towards him.

"Why would I do that?"

"I dunno, maybe she feels the same."

"If I tell her that's just asking for a beating! Gerard will be on my ass in seconds!"

"So don't tell her around Gerard."

"No! She'll tell him! I just," I sighed, "I wish I didn't feel this way about her."

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

"I just wanna be alone for a bit."

"Alright," He got up from the bed, "I'm sorry, about Y/n n' all." I hummed, falling back into my bed as he left the room, shutting the door behind him. My eyes went to the ceiling while I laid on my back.

Even if she wasn't going out with Gerard... why would she go out with me? Out of all people? I hate this... I just wish I could have her... or this would go away... Y/n...

Just then, there was a quiet knock on the door. I sat up to see who it was.

"Ryan...?" The door slowly opened as Y/n stood there. Shit...

"What're you doing here?" I asked.

"Pete sent me," She shut the door and sat beside me, "You okay?" She's gorgeous...

"Eh, could be better."

"What's up?"

"Uhm, I'd rather not say." She sent a curious look.

"Ryan, I'm not gonna make fun of you or anything."

"I know I know," Her pretty eyes looked into mine, "Uhm, I just I," I brought my gaze down, "Okay, there's this girl-"

"Oh you have a crush on someone!?" I nodded, "Who!? Do I know them?"

"No, well, yeah, I dunno, anyways," I sighed, then looked back to her, "The thing about this girl is that she's already dating someone. He'd kick my ass if I said anything to her. But I just, I can't stop thinkin' about her. I hate myself for it," Our eyes were so focused on each other's, "But I want her to be happy. If that means not being with me, then, she should be with the one she loves. Even if it hurts so bad..."

"Ryan..." She brought her eyes down, "It's me, isn't it?" Hesitantly, I nodded.

"Y/n, I'm so sorry. I wish I didn't feel this way. I just-" Suddenly, she hugged me. The room went quiet for a few minutes until I spoke again, "Why aren't you yelling at me? Why aren't you grabbing Gerard to beat the shit outta me?" She pulled away and sent a sad smile.

"Cause, you're still my friend, and well, I don't want Gerard beating you up. If you were a total pig about it then yeah," She giggled, "But, you're not. You're a really good guy." I smiled.

"Thanks for not kicking me out of your life." She giggled. Aww...

"I could never."

"Good..." We both fell back into my bed. I turned to face her while she stared at the ceiling, "It's not gonna be weird now, is it?" She gazed over to me.

"Not unless you make it weird."

"Oh yeah, I'm gonna make it so weird," She giggled, "I'm gonna act so awkward around you. It's gonna be awful." I spoke sarcastically.

"Yeah?"

"Yeah, I'm gonna make our friendship so miserable. I'm gonna avoid you in the halls, create this nasty awkward tension, and, act like a huge jerk around your boyfriend." The sarcasm was heavy.

"Wow, now Gerard's really gonna kick your ass." She joked, getting up from the bed.

"Where're you going?"

"C'mon," She tugged on my hand, "Let's go dance."

"Alright," I got up and began following her out of the room, but, before we could make it, she stopped.

"Uhm, if I were you I wouldn't mention the whole crush thing around Gerard."

"Yeah, I wasn't gonna."

"Good..." Then, she stood on her toes, and kissed my cheek, "What was that for?" She kissed me... oh wow...

"For being such a good guy," I smiled to myself, "C'mon..." She tugged on my hand once again until we finally left the room.

Gerard was sitting just a few feet away from the door. He sat with his legs out stretched to his sides and his hands in his lap. He looks like a little kid...

"Angel face! I-" Once he stood up, his eyes fell to our hands, "Wh... what's that!? Are you-"

"No!" She pulled away from me, "No, I was just, leading him into the living room."

Suddenly, he grabbed her waist, held her close, and kissed her. My eyes fell to the floor as I became increasingly uncomfortable from the sight of them.

"Punk boy..." She giggled, but stepped away, "Let's go dance. C'mon Ryan..."

"Mkay..." Gerard draped his arm around Y/n's shoulders, keeping her close to him, "Uhm, if it's alright, I'm just gonna hang out with Pete."

"Cool, c'mon angel face! Let's dance!"

"Are you sure?" She asked, I nodded, "Okay, see ya..."

"Yeah," I wandered into the kitchen where Pete stood, eating some chips.

"Sup," He greeted. I leaned back against the island counter where the booze and snacks sat.

"I told her." He dropped the chips he held.

"Oh shit, what happened!?" I shook my head.

"We're still friends."

"Damn..."

"Damn is right..." I sighed, "Pour me a drink?"

"Hell yeah!"

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Damn, shit happened, ugh I have so much planned for this story I'm so excited. Have a cool day~peace out cheesebags