MATTIAS POV:
and here i am trying to make bella go to sleep since it's almost 2 am now.
"dad i tok you i'm not sleepy i just want to watch tv" bella said as i groaned again.
"dad you can go to sleep i'll be alright" she said.
"no i'm not leaving you here alone when it's pitch black" i said.
"i can turn on the lights" she said.
i go and sit next to her.
"your going to bed" i said.
"no"
"yes"
"no"
"yes"
"no"
"yes"
"no no no no no" bella says shaking her head looking like a 5 year old kid.
"ugh that's it" i said getting up.
"wha- dad! put me down" bella says as i throw her on my shoulder.
i turn off the tv, turn off the lights and walk upstairs to my room but bella kept moving her legs.
"you know if you keep moving your legs i can drop you"
bella then stops.
i place her on the bed.
"your going to sleep" i said pointing at her.
"but i don't want to" she whined.
"why not" i said.
"um- idk i'm- just um not sleep i guess?"
BELLAS POV:
the reason i didn't want to go to sleep is because of my nightmares. they were getting worse. i got up last night sweaty and crying after a horrible nightmare that reminded me of my abuse and... yk.
i just didn't want to have these nightmares, they keep getting worse like they are eating me alive.
i hated it so much but i didn't want to tell dad.
he's already worried and stressed and i didn't want him to know cause i just didn't want to just put pressure and stress him.
"bella" dad said taking a deep breath.
"can you please please please just go to bed" he said as i saw his eyes getting tired. i gave up.
"okay" i said.
"ple- wait what?" he said.
"i'll go to sleep" i said.
dad lays a down as i place my head on his chest and start fake sleeping.
a couple of mins later dad was dead asleep. i didn't move cause i didn't want him to wake up. but i was stuck alone here with my unstoppable thoughts.
i'm really hungry right now
yeah cause you didn't eat enough at dinner after i told you
no thank god she didn't eat she's gonna get fat
you know your putting stress on your dad
poor dad with a weak daughter
you want some flashbacks i have of those nights
you look like a skeleton
just imagine cynthia punching you like she always did
trying to stop my horrible thoughts that kept going on i opened dads phone.
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