always protecting her❤️

part 62

*4 months later*

MATTIAS POV:

"dad dad dad get up!" bella says getting on top of me as i get up.

"bella it's 5 am" i groan.

"aunt maiyas in labor!" she says with excitement.

"come on dad can we go please"

"bella you know only her family are allowed" i tell her.

"we are family"

"no i mean blood related family" i explain.

"ohhhh"

"so we can't see her?" she says as her voice calms down.

"not when she is in labor, after she gives birth me and you can go visit them okay?" i say trying to cheer her up.

"okay"

"now can you go back to bed it's 5 am" i say tired.

"ugh fine" she says laying down next to me facing me.

"i'm so excited" she says as i chuckle.

"and im tired now go back to sleep or we won't visit them" i tell her.

"okay okay" she says.

you see bella is getting better thank god. she is still not comfortable with people she isn't close to and doesn't trust. bella gets nightmares every now and then but sometimes would manage to sleep in her room alone.

therapy helped and so did jack. bella can't go anywhere without jack now, it's either jack is a with her or she's glued to me all the time.

i'm still working on her getting outside the house more. we went to the mall the other day, she almost cried when she saw a man yelling at one of the starbucks workers.

the thing is the boys are telling me to get her to go back to school.

"she needs to get used to people her age mattia" kairi says.

"you know she needs to go back eventually she can't be stuck at home all the time"  ale says.

"mattias it's been 4 months, she'll be fine"  alvaro says.

i talked to her therapist. she said it was for the best to let her go back to school but i'm still overthink everything.

what if she gets bullied again?

is she gonna be okay with it?

thoughts flying through my head everyday about this.

*the next day*

BELLAS POV:

we couldn't go to the hospital yesterday cause dad said her whole family plus uncle alvaros family was there he said we can visit her today which i'm so excited about.

i just woke up and went to the bathroom. looking at myself in the mirror i look extremely tired but i was still excited.

i wash my face remembering what happened last night. i was crying at 3 am cause i had a horrible nightmare. i couldn't move out of my bed cause i was terrified, dad was sleeping so i couldn't do anything.