always protecting her❤️

part 80

*the next day*
BELLAS POV:

i close my locker at the end of the day to be greated by max.

"sup babe" he said going for a kiss.

i kiss him back.

i smiled, he's in a good mood.

i just didn't like the eyes i felt on me.

"come over at my house tonight?" he asked.

"sure, what time?" i asked.

"8 9 whenever you want" he said.

"sure" i said with a smile.

"alright see ya" he said walking away.

"what was that about" tommy's voice popped out of nowhere making me jump.

"you scared me" i said pushing his shoulder.

i walk away smiling.

i hop in my dads car looking at the window smiling hoping we have a cute date night or movie night or something i was so excited.

*a few hours later*

i put on a quite little dress.

i told dad that i'm going with tommy, he agreed after begging.

tommy dropped me off.

"be careful" he said.

"thanks t" i said hopping off his car.

i knock on his door as his mom greets me.

"hey" i said smiling at she just moves out the way without saying anything i reply with a thank you and she just nods.

our relationship isn't that close but she seems nice.

i go up to his room as i knock on the door.

"come in" he said.

we decided to watch a movie. i loved the trailer so i was pretty excited.

15 mins into the movie he starts touching my thigh.

i thought he just did it as in a cuddly way but he turned around and kissed me, aggressively.

we started making out. he starts to remove my the strap so of my dress as i tried to back away but he grabbed my thighs and pulled me closer. i tried to get out of his grip. when i finally did he said "what?" in a mad tone.

"i'm not ready" i said.

"we've been dating for 3 months" he says aggressively.

"i didn't know there was an expiration for "when should couples fuck" " i said.

"get out" he said.

"wha-"

"get out!" he yelled.

i try fighting the tears once i grab my things and leave.

tears rushed down when i closed his front door.

i found starbucks near by as i sat there with my dried tear stains on my cheek.

a young blonde girl comes up to me and asks me if i wanted anything.

"just some water please" i said.

"alright honey" she said softly, i'm pretty sure she noticed how devastated i looked.

once i finished i zone out distracted with my thoughts. the feeling of him grabbing my thighs took me back to unwanted flashbacks.

some tears escaped as i left the coffee shop leaving the money and a tip in the table.

i went back home, no one was at the living room.

i quickly went upstairs trying to avoid anyone who comes out of their room.

i change my clothes looking at my bathroom mirror, messy hair, dried tear stains on my red checks, messed up dress.

i slowly remove my clothes and hopped in the shower to make myself less disgusted.

i put on my dads hoodie and some sweatpants to sleep in.

i lay down on my bed as i heard someone knock on my door.

"come in" i said not moving.

"hey bells did you eat some dinner" i heard my dad voice quietly.

"yeah i did" i lied but i hoped that my voice didn't sound like i was crying.

"you okay?" he asked as i heard his footsteps getting closer.

shit fuck shit.

"yeah" i said as i sniffled. fuck.

"do you want to come sleep at my room?" he asked.

i nodded as i got out of bed.

"come here" he said giving me a hug.

"do you want to tell me what happened or no?"

i shook my head no.

"it's okay, when your ready" he said kissing my forehead.

i fell asleep on his chest, where i felt safe again.

MATTIAS POV:

who hurt her?

was the first question that came to my mind.

i want her to tell me everything but i have to be patient. i remember that's what i wanted when i was fucked up in my teenage years, just someone who can be there for me. and my biggest fear is loosing bella in every way possible, emotionally mentally everything.

i don't want her to feel like she can't tell me things, ik i'm strict but i'm just trying my best to look out for her.

i turned off her alarm for school tmrw, i think she just needs a break.

BELLAS POV:

how does he know how to deal with all of this.

even when i didn't say anything to him he just understands.

i fall asleep hoping for a better day tmrw.

*2 days later*

i wake up for school.

i was absent yesterday, well dad made me which was so nice.

i walk into school as all eyes were on me, whispers and stares. fuck i hate this.

i take deep breaths trying my best not to have a panic attack.

"i feel so bad for her" i heard a girl say.

what does she mean?

i texted tommy where was he. he said he's not coming today cause he has an appointment today.

i run to the bathroom as i locked myself in the stall.

"did you hear about max cheating on his gf" i heard a girl say.

it's just a rumor as usual i try to convince myself.

i go on with my day trying to avoid everyone.

when lunchtime came i decided to stay in the library to avoid everyone.

i look for a book i saw in the internet the other day, i just wanted to read the first page to see if it is that good.

when i was looking for it, i turned around to the other shelf seeing a couple making out.

ew.

i turn my head down trying to find it.

bingo.

i took the book as i lifted my head to see the couple was still making out.

but the boy

the boy

the boy was

he was

"max!" i tell dropping the book.