Sita's P.O.V
My chirpy butterfly gone in deep slumber now. I feel guilty I left her alone in the new environment, it has been a pure marital bliss for me and Raghunandan but for lakshman-urmila it has been a seperation from the loved one you vowed to stay together always, to whom you vowed never to leave each other's side. Raghunandan has caught lakshman sobbing in the night so many times he also feels guilty that he left his wife in the palace but my guilt weighed more, I never told urmila or any of my sister's that I would choose my wife's duty in front of a sisters duty, I felt bad for her for my sister, my son who has seen his mother sumitra in me he gave me the position of his mother. I had seen him in tears many times in the day as well, I wasn't even able to suffer seperation from Raghunandan for even a year, I wonder how did lakshman manage?
What if I stayed in the palace?
I asked this question to myself a lot of times I felt really uneasy when I thought about this question I saw lakshman sometimes had a blank face sometimes had tear strains on his face. But not anymore the separation will end in a short time we will reach my sister soon.
So yes this was really a small chapter, but I have tried my best to put Sita's emotions about urmila and Lakshman her thoughts on their sacrifice.
I would like to thank 2 people one is n-i-t-h-y-a and another one is my partner in crime Ramayana_lover these both have supported me very much and gave me ideas and and supported me to no end! 🙏🙏💖💖 Love both of you.
