I am no monster (Vampire Knight x Reader) *UNDER EDIT*

Ending 4: Takuma Ichijo

*(Y/N)'s P.O.V*

As soon as the door had opened there was a gasp and suddenly warm arms were around me rocking me back and forth "you poor girl, i'm so sorry all of this had to of happened to you it must be so overhwelming" it was Takuma, he was acting to caring as usual. He's so unlike the others, truly caring, but in a different way to Kaname. Kaname tends to be kind to get others off his back, like his fangirls, it keep them happy and away from him. Takuma is kind because that's him in a whole, walking compassion.

The way he was hugging me was very awkward, my side pressed to his chest, his fingers laced together resting on my arm. His right arm in front of my face and his left arm at my back, i clutched onto the arm in front of my face and sobbed silently. I have no family, i almost died, the first person since i had woken up who showed me any kindness (the scientist) was most likely dead, the head of the vampire hunter's association..well i guess ex-head now, pretended to care just to use me to kill my friends.

Ichijo was right, it was unbelievably overwhelming, my closest friend from my childhood aside from Tsubaki had betrayed me and i had no clue where she was or if she was even alive at this point, but frankly i don't care, she tried to hurt my friends and it's because of her Tsubaki is dead. Everything had come to me at once, all the emotions i had fet during my life time, everything just hit me and i had no idea what to do "it's okay" Takuma whispered trying his best to calm me down.

Takuma turned me to face him, trying my best not to continue breaking down my loower lip quivered, he smiled warmly and brushed the tears from my face. Only for them t be replaced with new ones.

*Takuma's P.O.V*

She stared up at me, her large (E/C) filled with tears, her noose slightly red from where she had rubbed it, her bottom lip trembling. In all honesty, it was rather adorable and i would've hugged her again if i wasn't so focused on trying to get her to smile again. No matter how cute her crying face is her happy face tops all.

Cupping her face in my hands i grinned "hey now, it's okay to cry but if you had only a hundred tears left would you want too waste them on something like this?" i asked. She seemed to contemplate my question before shaking her head "that's right, so come on now, cheer up where's that happy smile?"

*(Y/N)'s P.O.V*

Takuma pinched my cheeks gently tugging them outwards to try and replicate a smile with his own hands of course he was failing and i looked pretty terrifying. He laughed letting my face go, my cheeks were slightly red from his tugging but didn't hurt all in all. Before tapping my nose "see you're not crying anymore" he was right, i was no longer crying. So that was his mission.

He took my hand assisting me to stand and tugged me along the halls back in the direction of the night class dorms. After some worried exchanges of words from the others Takuma led me to my room as he said i needed rest after all that had happened even though it was around mid-day.

Laying back on my bed, Takuma smiled at my form and turned around to leave when i grabbed the back of his jacket causing him to come to a halt "yes?" he questioned "stay with me? Please?" i mumbled shyly. Though shocked he smiled and nodded, i scooted over to give him room as he removed his shoes and climbed in throwing the blanket over the two of us.

Despite the embarassment i shuffled closer to the male who laid on his side facing me, i also laid on my side facing him. He smiled once again opening his arms, i scooted closer resting me head on his arm. He pulled me even closer so i was pressed against him, my hands squished between the two of us. Burying my head into his uniform i could make ut his scent, mint and vanilla...he smelt like mint and vanilla.

I smiled as i listened to the faint hearbeat, most people think vampires have no hearts but that's not true at least not with these vamps. The hearbeat is just too faint for a human to hear or feel, since i'm a vampire and i have increased senses it's easy for me. I closed my eyes as Takuma sighed "are you asleep?" he whispered looking down at my face "hm...i guess you are...you know (Y/N) most think of me as a cool headed nice guy but when i see you with the others...Lord Kaname or Zero or Shiki, or Aido even Mr. Cross or Mr. Yagari i get to...jealous" that was definitely surprising, he masks it so well.

I didn't alert him that i was awake as i wanted to hear more "i was jealous because i wished that i got to talk to you more...hell, even just being close to you would be enough. I'm so emotionally unprepared for cuddling i think i might faint" he chuckled at his own words "i think it's pretty obvious but now why i feel that way" Takuma sighed. Lowering his head to nuzzled my head "because i'm...this is so embarrassing even though you're asleep, i'm kind of..totally....maybe...definitely...in love with you" finally he had gotten the words out.

Lifting my head form his chest, despite his surprise i smiled up at him "well Takuma...i'm kind of, totally, maybe, definitely in love with you too" i repeated his words. Takuma had turned a deep shade of red which engulfed his entire face "y-y-y-y-y-you...." "I?" i questioned wondering what he was trying to say "you tricked me!" he gasped "nope, you assumed i was asleep i didn't bother correcting you" i shook my head.

His jaw dropped "b-b-but i-" "just shut up Ichijo" pressing a quick kiss to his lips i went back to hiding my face in his chest "(Y/N)!"