I am no monster (Vampire Knight x Reader) *UNDER EDIT*

Ending 2: Kaname Kuran

*(Y/N)'s P.O.V*

I lifted my tears soaked face from my hands looking to the man who held my heart, he walked over to me slowly so he wouldn't frighten me and knelt. Taking hold of my wrists gently he tugged them away from my face with a soft smile of sympathy. Letting my hands fall to my sides he tucked a stray hair behind my ear "kaname..." i whispered, his smile widened slightly "i remember" his eyes widened in shock and his hands fell from my face.

Smiling once again he wiped a tear from my face "do you now?" he asked rhetorically "when you said that i could love who i chose...were you risking your happiness for my own?" i asked. His eyes saddened slightly but the smile remained the same and he nodded "why?" i asked.

Chuckling he stood taking my hands and helping me to stand myself "because you're happiness is worth far more then my own" "and because you have Yuki?" i asked. Frowning he shook his head once again taking my face into his hands "no, of course not. Because even if i can no longer love you then at least i can stand by your side" he scolded me for thinking such a thing. Wiping the extra tears from my face the familiar smile returned as i closed my eyes and nuzzled into his hands.

Pulling his hands from my face and wrapping them around my waist Kaname pulled me towards him, my head fell to his chest as did my hands and i allowed the pureblood to hug me. With his nose nuzzled in the of my head breathing in my scent, i closed my eyes accepting his warmth. Pulling away and holding me at arms length he stared into my eyes "do you remember everything?" he asked, i nodded "i remember, how many times Zero had hurt me and i had gone running to you, i remember the fake smile you put on your face just to make me feel better, and i remember always running back to him and leaving you behind, i'm sorry" i mumbled.

Smiling he shook his head "don't apologize, i was glad that you chose my shoulder to cry on, and i hope i still am" he said, i nodded my head vigorously. This caused the male to laugh "we should head back to the dorms, everyone is worried about yo-" "wait! Can we go somewhere first?" i cut him off, Kaname raised a brow in interest.

I had taken him to the lake in the woods, where i remember he would console me when i was down at times. I knelt by the water Kaname doing the same despite the fact the mud would stain his white trousers. Leaning over i rested my head on his shoulder looking over as the wind rippled the water "have you decided?" he spoke suddenly "hm?" i hummed in question "have you chosen who to love?" he clarified.

I sighed sitting up straight "i think so...no, i know, i've decided", Kanam turned to me in interest and i simply smiled. His eyes widened as it was the first time he had seen me smile in a long time "it's you Kaname, it's always been you" i whispered. Taking my hands he kissed my palms happily before helping me stand "i'm glad, i'm so happy" hugging me tightly the vampire prince kissed the top of my head. This was how it was supposed to be, the warmth i had been subconsciously longing for, the wish my heart made when i was fast asleep (song reference!).

All this time i had been looking for where i belonged, but now i know, it's here with him. Interlocking out fingers he lead me towards the dorms once again before taking me to my own room "there is a thing, almost a ritual if you will purebloods do when they find their other half. We share blood, a blood bond" he explained before pressing his index finger against his fang and pricking it.

He gestured me to do the same, the pain of cutting open my finger didn't bother me since i've gone through worse, taking my bleeding finger he placed my wound over his own and pressed our fingers together. Ignoring the blood it pushed out and onto the floor, but most out my blood was going into his wound and his into my own.

The wounds began to heal so we pulled out fingers away, the only thing remaining is each other's blood not only staining my carpet (thanks a lot Kaname) but dripping from our fingers. After cleaning off his own finger, Kaname took my hand and lifted it to his mouth, sticking out his tongue he lapped uo the blood despite my obvious embarrassment.

Without letting my hand go he cocked his head to the side "why are you shy? It's just the two of us" he asked "its because it's the two of Kaname, it's you that's why i'm shy" i replied honestly "hm?" he hummed signifying he wanted me to explain further "i mean, i feel like a high school girl with a crush" i said taking my hand from him and covering my face.

Kaname laughed before pulling my hands away from my face "don't hide, you're beautiful" pressing his forehead against mine, he eyes bore into my own. He leant down further having to crouch slightly so i raised my head higher for him. His reddish-brown eyes closed as did my own, and soon there was a soft pressure on my lips, he was kissing me.

With one hand on my cheek and the other at the back of my neck  he pulled away "i love you" he whispered. I opened my eyes looking up at him "i love you too...Kaname Kuran".