I am no monster (Vampire Knight x Reader) *UNDER EDIT*

Ending 1: Senri Shiki

I decided to put Shiki's ending first, since he's my favourite (/^.^)/

*(Y/N)'s P.O.V*

Light streamed into the room as the door was opened the full way, i turned to look out tears from the pain of the migraine pouring down my face, but not only were they from physical pain, but the emotional pain of knowing how many i've lost, and joy from the happiness i've shared with others and from remembering. I could see the person's outline, thair hair relatively messy, it was a brown almost red shade.

This person sighed and knelt in front of me removing my hands from my head "Shiki?" i whispered, he nodded "i remember" i smiled softly. His eyes widened, reaching out my hands rested on his cheeks "you...remember me?" he asked, i nodded. Swooping forward he wrapped me up in an uncharacteristic hug, i wasted no time i wrapping my own arms around his torso to hug him back "i remember, that night when you and Aido drank my blood, you smiled at me...i had never seen you smile before that" i  mumbled. He held me tighter his face digging into my shoulder, i could feel it dampening, Senri was crying.

Yet he pulled back allowing me to see the tears leaking from his blue eyes, a smile much like the one he had showed me that day on his lips. I grinned in response, we would tell the others later of my regained memory and i'm afraid i might break some hearts since there's only one mine belonged too.

Wiping the tears from his face with my thumbs i giggled, he did the same with my own tears "i'm glad i'm home" he nodded, closing his eyes he leaned forward resting his forehead on mine. His hands were still on my cheeks, my own hands on his wrists so to feel the hint of warmth that vampires give off. We're cold to the touch that is true, but we're warm if you hold on.

I looked up at his closed eyes, truly vampires were breathtaking, their beauty was over all else not only that but it lasts forever...well until someone kills you but, we don't age so no wrinkles! His eyes opened and peered down into my own but not with his usual coldness there was something hidden in their that i couldn't quite put my finger on. He inched closer but i didn't pull away, of course i didn't he was no longer a stranger after all.

his lips parted in the slightest in one quick yet gentle swoop his mouth covered my own, his eyes closed once more as did mine. I resisted the urge to laugh at the fact he tasted like pocky as he refused to eat normal food for breakfast and resorted to eating the sweets intead. One of his hands fell from my face taking it's opurtunity to wrap around my waist and pull me closer so i was sitting in the boys lap. (But you weren't straddling him) The need for air wasn't strong but it just felt right to pull away at that point.

A light pink dusted the males cheeks and he looked away embarassed, resting my forehead on his shoulder i sighed "is...something wrong?" he asked "no, it's just. I finally remember but all that time i spent thriving to accomplish something and now i've done it, there's nothing to do, i just feel so...empty" i shrugged. Sighing himself he nudged my head forward so i would face him "well we'll have to find something for you to do then, another dream for you, but we'll do it together" he spoke more words then usual which i was happy for since he had a soothing voice.

With a smile i nodded "i'd like that" since the pain in my head that had only gone recently put a strain on my body my legs were too shaky so i couldn't stand. Shiki scooped me up bridal style "my agent's going to be mad if i get muscles for this" he sighed, and i laughed.

~Timeskip~

The others rejoiced at the news of my regained memory though many, especially Zero and Kaname seemed sadened at my announced relationship with Shiki. That's right we're officially together, he's still cautious about speaking too much or showing too much emotion but i'm easing him out of his shell. He only talks more then normal and smiles around me, occasionally Rima since they're partners and she's he's best friend.

I leaned against the window sill looking out over the school grounds as the humans of the day class began flooding into the gates for the first time in a few months. Arms wound around my waist  and a head rested on my shoulder, i smiled, Shiki. He sighed as some girls gushed pointing to the building we were in talking about hot night class students and such.

I chuckled "don't worry, i won't get jelous and even if i do, it means i care" i teased. Senri clicked his tongue against the roof of his mouth and spun me around to face him before burying his nose in my neck and breathing in my scent "i love you" he whispered. I grinned "i love you too Senri" we had been together for a month, and it's been a month since i got my memories back so you're probably wondering how can they know they love each other?

Well, it's hard to explain, it's this feeling of being complete, feeling whole when you're with them and you'd rather die then part. If that's not love...then i have a heck of a lot more to learn.