[ᴇᴅɪᴛɪɴɢ] 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐄𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 || 𝐲𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐣𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐚𝐧

20

NOT EDITED!
✨✨I have a bunch of chapters on back up, so I'm posting one more today just for the heck of it.  ✨✨
~AU

Y/N LEE
I turn around to leave, wanting to desperately end this conversation with Jeonghan. I wanted to choke myself for even talking to him. Fuck. His angelic voice that hid Satan himself. His words made me come to haunt, glued my damn feet to the floor. "I can't stop thinking about you, you know?"

I just stood there, I wanted to leave... but I wanted to hear what he had to say. I wanted to know if there was any truth behind his words. Why should I care though? I don't know... I'm also asking myself that. "I'm in a relationship now, Jeonghan. Please respect that."

"I am. I'm trying... but it doesn't help the fact that I want to punch Mingyus fucking face in." I could hear Jeonghans sullen voice mumble. He let out a huge sigh, his shoes squeaking against the floor as he turned to face me. "I don't know what you're doing to me, and I don't like it. I find myself dreaming about you, I have hallucinations of your touch, your smile. I can't get it out of my fucking head. Why're you haunting me?"

I turn to see a heartbroken Jeonghan, tears threatening to fall... I pitied him, but I didn't want to show that I've any other emotion other than pure hatred. So I said something quite... insensitive? "You should go to a doctor. That's not a problem I can solve."

"What if it is?" Jeonghans voice cracked, I can see him reach for me, but I backed up before he could even touch me. "Y/N..."

"I can't solve your problems Jeonghan. Even if I could, why would I want to?" I pause, exhaling and turning towards him. "Jeonghan, you can't blame your problems on me, and expect me to take care of them. I have my own problems to solve, and you're the reason for majority of them."

I began to walk again, plopping a piece of popcorn in my mouth. I feel a gentle tug on my shoulders, making me stop. I turn around staring at an emotionally unstable Jeonghan. I could see Yeonhee and Jeonghan in the corner of my eyes, but they didn't seem to notice us yet. "What is it now, Jeonghan?"

"Please just listen to me." His grip tightened, I can feel a light tug on my shirt. The cold rings on his rings touching against my bare shoulder, made me shiver. It was as cold as ice. "Please just spare me one day, a day just for us. You and I alone, can you at least do that—"

"—I know I'm a game to you. Whether it is sexually or emotionally." I shake him off of me, my heart clenching at how his face dropped. Is he actually hurt by my words? No. That can't be. This is Jeonghan we're talking about. The Jeonghan that's good at acting and scheming. "So let's just stop."

YOON JEONGHAN
"So let's just stop." Her beautiful voice kept ringing in my ear. No. I don't want to stop. Why do I have to stop? You've been torturing me for weeks now. I see your face everywhere, everything reminds me of you. I can't even sleep in my damn bedroom anymore.

I desperately wanted to just grab you and hold you, plead you to stay with me. This feelings been eating me away.
—Is this what you call love? Isn't love suppose to be Joyful? Make the person feel like they have butterflies? Why does it feel like somethings eating away at my insides instead? I hate this feeling. Fuck, do I ever just hate this feeling.

I keep wondering about what Mingyu feels. Is he filled with happiness while I'm left to rot in this hellish heartbreak? Does Y/N even feel anything for me at all? She probably doesn't, judging by how she easily decided to break up our engagement.

I can't do it... I can't just let her leave so easily. I don't want her to leave me. I know you can't force love, but I don't want her to disappear from my sights again. Even if that means being problematic, I just want to be selfish, at least this once. "I can't... you're not a game to me, Y/N. I'm going to prove it to you. I don't care if you're in a relationship, I don't care if you don't like me, I don't care about anyone else."

I pause, walking towards her, caressing her cheek with my hand. "I'm going to say this once, and I'll say it again once you also find the courage to say it. Y/N, I like you. I really do. You can reject me here, you can reject me in the future, but nothings going to change my feelings. So whether you like it or not, I'm planning on courting you."

I place a small kiss on her forehead while she was in a daze. A small pink feeling falling on my cheeks as I stepped back and began to walk away. I looked up, seeing Yeonhees back towards me, and Mingyu glaring his eyes into my skull. I could only smirk as I approached the two leaving Y/N behind. All I need to do his find a way to break up with Yeonhee. It won't be that hard, she's been distant recently anyways. Its seems like a she debating against herself, and trying to figure something out. It's as if she doesn't like me anyways, so I don't think that'll be an issue.

Y/N LEE
I remained in my spot, I reach for my forehead that Jeonghans moist lips connected too. I was flabbergasted by his sudden kiss, it made my heart jump out of my chest. I decide to shake off the thought and return back to Mingyu, who looked deeply upset. I walk with him, linking arms with him, walking to the theatre where our movie was playing. "I'm excited for the movie aren't you?"

Mingyu just nodded his head, but I could see his jaw clench. He didn't say anything except for walking forward. I gripped his hand and played around with his fingers. Guilt rushing over me. I should probably tell him about what Jeonghan said. We are dating after all now. "I have something to tell you Mingyu." He came to a stop, staring a head. I can see his Adam's apple jump in his throat.

"...are you breaking up with me already?" I gasp and gripped him tighter shaking my head.

"God no! Why would I do that?" I almost screamed, Mingyu turns his head towards me, a smile falling on his face, still his smile looked painful. I pout, looking at him. He made me feel guilty. Yeonhee turns around and stares at both of us, not saying anything. "You guys go ahead, I'm going to talk with Mingyu for a minute."

Yeonhee hesitantly nodded and walked away with Jeonghan, who kept looking back at the two of us. "You're not breaking up with me?" Nodded and continued to play with his large fingers. "Then what you wanted to talk about... was it what Jeonghan said at the popcorn stand?" I look up, eyes wide opened and my mouth hanging agape. He laughed, and placed his hand under my chin, shutting my lips together. "It was a lucky guess. I also saw him kiss your forehead. Want me to fight him for you?"

I laughed and pushed his shoulder in. "No. Fighting is bad, so don't do that. Just so you know, whatever he said doesn't matter, I don't plan on breaking up so soon." I continue to walk to the room, I can still see Mingyu pout. "What's wrong? You still seem a little upset..."

"I am still a little worried. It turns out there's more than just one person I have to be wary about."