[ᴇᴅɪᴛɪɴɢ] 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐄𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 || 𝐲𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐣𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐚𝐧

51

NOT EDITED!
⚠︎︎ MATURE CHAPTER ⚠︎︎
IMPORTANT; Authors note at the bottom!

Jeonghans soft cushioned lips smacked against yours, putting you in surprise that you failed to blink. You were trying to comprehend this whole situation. This kiss was soft, it wasn't forceful. His fingers clasped around your cheeks, dragging your face closer to his as he molded his mouth with yours. Losing yourself in the moment, your began to pace your lips with his. Your speed was identical while you gripped on tightly to his white collared dress shirt. He leaned his forehead against yours, losing himself in your eyes. Jeonghan was panting harder, you could smell and taste the mint off his breath as he gazed lovingly into you.

He leans in again, taking your lips with his. Jeonghan was afraid of letting this moment go, wondering if he did, will he ever get the chance to get this back? Jeonghan was far from perfect, in his eyes, he was nothing special. He made multiple mistakes, just like how you did and everyone else. You were all human after all. One of his mistakes was how he handled the situation with you. Now, He wasn't sure if he would be able to let this go.
—To let you go. So he this one chance, he was going to exploit it to it's fullest.

Jeonghan kissed you once again, burning his frustration with the taste of your lips. The kiss turned rougher by the minute while his swollen lips possessed yours. His hands running down your curves, gripping tightly at your hips that dragged you closer to him. It made you moan in pain as he squeezed tightly on your flesh, his calloused hand that kept its assault on your hips. The sound that escaped your muffled mouth and the feeling of the slight pain made both of you excited.

His lips left our, trailing kisses from your mouth to your jaw, ending with his resting his head in the crook of your neck. He started nibbling at your flesh, earning multiple moans from you which you tried to stifle with your hand. His tongue that rolled on your skin causing you to tremble with satisfaction from the sin you were both about to create.

Jeonghan trailed his hands down your back, squeezing your ass while pulling up on your thighs. He carried you effortlessly as your wrapped your legs around his waist. He walked up the stairs with you hanging from him. Every step he'd take, you bounce up and then hit against his pelvis, and every time that happened, he could feel himself grow in his pants, already wanting to tear them off of him. He walk down the familiar hallways, not bothering at the sight of it because his mind was only focused on the women in his arms. The one who nuzzled herself in his, planting sloppy kisses on his neck. He kicked open the closest bedroom door, which happened to be your room. He eyed the boxes on the ground, the room that was practically empty other then the heavy furniture and blankets that were sprawled all.

His heart dropped at the thought of you leaving. He didn't know where you were going, he didn't know how long you'd be gone for. He wanted to know, he wanted to be able to see you everyday, give you kisses in intimate spots and to wake up with you, whether naked or not. He was high on you and he never wanted to stop this addiction that was growing. Love is a crazy drug.

He'd only hope that his actions could tell you what his heart has been crying about. He placed you on the bed, your hair fanning out while you arched your back giving him a clear view of your chest that was suffocating. Jeonghan reached for the buttons on your shirt, pulling the buttons off the holes one by one. He pulled the polyester off of your shoulder, placing a gentle kiss that let a track down to your half naked chest. His hands folding themselves with your lace bra that secured your chest in place. He unclipped your bra, staring at the perky breasts that laid out in front of him. Dragging his finger over the nipple, as if mouth found the other one.

You cursed out, arching for your back. Your hands found their way into his hair, tugging on the strands in his scalp. You didn't know how this was happening. You needed it. He needed it. You were tugging on his belt with your feet, hinting at it already, but Jeonghan shook his head. He glanced up, his eyes filled with lust and desire. "Not yet, baby. I... I want to cherish this."

His words didn't register in your head as you trailed your hand down his chest, handing on the evident boner you played with your hands. Jeonghan groaned while pushing your hands away. Pinning them above your head. He liked the way this looked. He debated on stripping you both down right away and just doing it already. Then his eyes landed on the boxes. You were just someone to have sex with, he wanted to love you, to satisfy you.

Jeonghan unbuttoned your pants, pulling them off of your legs when his cold fingers trailing up your half naked form. Sending kisses to the soft sensitive skin on your inner thighs.

"Please Jeonghan." You moaned, throwing your head back into the cushioned mattress. He had now lost it. The tremble of pleasure in your voice drove him insane. So much for waiting. He was already unbuckling his belt and his pants, throwing it to the side of the room. He tore the thin fabric that hugged your hips and threw them to the side.

"Do you want this?" Jeonghan asked, admiring her naked body. His fingers tracing her every curve and the stretch marks along her thoughts and breasts. An insecurity most people have, but It didn't matter to him. You were the most beautiful woman he'd ever seen. That includes the marks and scars you carried. He loved those too. You nodded your head, bitting down on your lip. You shut your eyes waiting for him to fill you with pleasure.
—to fill you with him. Jeonghan grabbed his manhood, rubbing the tip against you, the familiar feeling from the party. This time you were sober, this time you'd be crying out for him. He loved it.

He leaned down, drowning his face in your air while he pushed his waist against yours, loud ecstatic moans scratching at your throat. The sharp pain in your abdomen as you could feel him twitch and grow larger from inside you. Your hands went to his back, nails digging into his skin. You knew he was big before, but he felt even bigger now that he was inside you. "Fuck..."

Jeonghan began pacing himself. Not wanting to hurt you. Pulling back before gliding back into you. Slowly he started changing speed. He was now clutching onto your hips like handles, dragging you back and deepening himself into you. Pounding against you as you screaming in pleasure from this dirty deed. You seemed to quiver as loud moans escaped your lips. Jeonghan was already twitching, from the moment he first thrusted into you, he was already in trouble. Hard and fast thrusts, his thighs hitting yours as the smell of sex lingered in the air. The warm liquid that filled you, and the same substances that coated his shaft. He was breathing heavily. Sweat soaking his forehead his hair damp when he admired you once again.

He stared as you covered your eyes tears escaping from them. It wasn't because you were physically hurt, it looked like you were in pain emotionally. Jeonghan laid himself on you again, pulling out of you while caging you in his arms, your chest pressing up against his. You hid your face in your palms, hating everything.

Your views on sex, was just sex. The need to deprive yourself of these hormones through any needs of pleasure. A dirty deed that can be done with whoever, where ever. It was different now. You cared about who it was, where it was and now you could only think of Jeonghan. This would be the last time though. The first and the last of fucking with Jeonghan, loving with Jeonghan, and being with Jeonghan.

He kissed your cheek, resting his chin on your shoulder while tears managing to escape his eyes as well. He wasn't much for a cryer, it was a surprise. He pressed his lips against your ear, whispering words that held so much desperation. "Don't— dont leave. Please don't leave me. I love you."

There was no denying it. After seeing you breakdown, this was goodbye sex. The last time you'd both be cuddled up near each other. To express this disastrous love they had grown for eachother.
—but because it was so disastrous it made you wonder if it was worth it. You shook you head, resting it on top of Jeonghans shoulder.

"I love you too..." a loud sob escaped your lips while Jeonghan sniffled his running nose. "But we shouldn't be together."

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