[ᴇᴅɪᴛɪɴɢ] 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐂𝐄𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 || 𝐲𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐣𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐚𝐧

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NOT EDITED!
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Also posting again because WE HIT 4K WTF HAHAHA——
✨✨Those who're just following along with the story not the other** scenes don't have to worry.
As I stated before, I'll be giving notice for when those specific scenes arrive. Majority of the time, it'll be one a separate chapter so all you have to do is skip to the next chapter, but sometimes if the chapter doesn't reach my recommended word count, then I'd rather to place the lil something something. ✨✨
~AU👁👄👁

     You dragged him closer by the collar, pushing your lips against his. His lips were hesitant at first but then you felt them move against yours which relieved a little of your anxiety. His hands moved towards your back, somehow making your distance even closer than it was before. Jeonghan pointed somewhere behind you , and you turned to look as Jeonghan continued to kiss your jaw down to your neck. "My cars there, baby girl."

     You nod your head turning back to face him, connecting your lips with his. You both walked backwards, your butt hitting against the hood of his car. He opened the door and pushed you back so you was able to sit down, you waited for him to climb on top of you, but he stood there for a few seconds. He looked like he was deep in thought. Jeonghan then sighed and he then shut the door and ran to the other side of the vehicle. "W-what are you doing?"

     He put his hands on the steering wheel, you can see his erection sticking out like the Eiffel Tower. Jeonghan than burred his face in his arms shaking his head. "We shouldn't do this..."

     "Why not?"

     "You're not in the right state of mind..." Jeonghan paused turning his head up to stare at you. His eyes filled with water. He looked like he was about to burst into tears. "Fuck... I don't want to do something you'll regret."

     You continued to sit there and stare at him. Your womanhood was aching and in pain. You were a horny mess and your hormones were going out of control. Maybe it's an alcohol thing..? "Who says I'll regret it?"

     "Don't deny it, Y/N. You and I both know that you would." Jeonghan took a deep breath of air looking around in his car. He glanced back at you, tracing his hand around your face and to the back of your neck. You felt him drag your neck closer to his, placing a small kiss on top of your lips. "This will be the most ill do tonight. If and when the time comes for us to go to that step, I want it to be special and romantic. Not just in this metal piece of shit."

     Despite you being intoxicated with liquor, you were full of surprise. Maybe Jeonghan actually spoke the truth for once, perhaps Jeonghan meant what he said. Maybe he did have feelings for you. It didn't seem like he just wanted to hit and dip, it moved your heart at his words.
     —it still made you uncomfortable though. You were forcing yourself to believe the same words over and over again. No, you don't like Jeonghan and Yes, You despise Jeonghan. Yet now, it's getting harder to convince yourself of said feelings. You didn't want to believe it. Everything about Jeonghan scared you. You didn't want him to be the one you were in love with, because... Jeonghan scared you.

     He made you think the impossible, giving you thoughts you use to never think before. Lastly, he had connections. Connections with everyone you knew. Yet you yearned for him, you desired him. He was definitely Satan, and he was corrupting you. You willing let him, committing the sins you use to hate. "I'm in love with you, Y/N. I don't know how, I don't know when. All I know is, I'm in love with you."

     Jeonghan leaned over, placing a soft kiss on your forehead, patting your hair flat, smiling at you. Jeonghan nodded his head, cupping your face and then turning back to the steering wheel. "I'll drive you home now."