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e p i l o g u e

𝐸𝑃𝐼𝐿𝑂𝐺𝑈𝐸
𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 & 𝑙𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟

This is goodbye. This is where we'll part. All this drama, all this toxic love. I never wanted to be a destructive person, not in a relationship nor in general. I still don't. Maybe I am self sabotaging, yes maybe I'm hurting you and others in the process...
—but we've hurt enough people already.

Maybe in the future we could start something, maybe if we were given a second life we could've been something, but not now. They say time is for healing, because I still have fear about falling for you, and thinkin' about you. All I want to do is run to you and drown myself with your hug, but then all I'll be is a swimming fool who did nothing about this water filling my lungs.

I wish we could've been together. This habit of being crazy for you as to come to an end. If we both decide to stick through this trauma, we're only going to drift apart, and we'll still be lonely. I'm not sure if I want that, I don't wanna cry anymore. Maybe not every ending of a story is suppose to be satisfying.

Yes, not every story is suppose to have a happy ending. Almost like how every question doesn't have an answer.

So this is my love letter as well as my goodbye letter. Not just for you Jeonghan, but for my past self as well. Come to me in the far future when I'm fearless. If were both still clinging onto the hope of each other, then let's see this through.

This is the end.

I'm sorry.
– Y/N