Playing with The Devil *Book 2*

*letter #1*

(I never mentioned this before and this doesn't really affect the story but Jacob is quite good at writing! The next few chapters will be short and are in Jacob's POV. These are letters he wrote after Charlie left)

Jacob's POV

Dear my Charlie,

   I can't even call you my Charlie anymore. You walked away. I told you to. I didn't want that. I don't know why I said that.

   I let my anger take over me which was something I was working on. I was just so pissed because you snooped when I told you not to, but now that I think about it, I understand why you did.

   I'm sorry for keeping everything I did from you. I don't know why I am apologizing through a letter you will never see, but i truly am sorry. So so so fucking sorry.

   I miss you. I miss your arguments with Cade. I miss you snapping at Amalia whenever she gave you a dirty look. I miss coming home from a meeting and getting in bed with you and wrapping my arms around you.

   Fuck I miss you so much.

   You have every right to hate me. Hell even I hate me. I shouldn't of said what I did but in the end... would it have mattered? I would of said something fucked up eventually and pushed you away, but I can't get over the look on your face when I said that you should go.

   God it broke me into pieces looking at your face. The tears that threatened to fall from your eyes. The eyes that I tried so hard to keep tears from falling from. I miss those damn eyes.

   It's all my fault Charlie. If I wouldn't of kept this all from you we could of avoided this. You could be in my arms and I could hold you tight. Damn I'm fucking whipped. I'm going to admit it. I am. I'm whipped.

   Charlie you could tell me to jump off of a cliff and I'd do it. I'd do anything to keep that smile on your face. I'm sorry I fucked up.
  
   Charlie I love you. I never stopped. When I said I didn't love you five years ago I lied. Charlie you are the only person in this world besides Hannah that I can truly say I love.

   I love you Charlotte Mack and I will never stop. Till the end.