Scared to love

Almost better.

It's been 2 weeks since I told harry part of the truth. We kept our promise, and he never told a soul, he never talked to Sam once. Me on the other hand had it easy because nothing bad happened to me for two weeks. Sam hasn't even been in school. I have no idea why and to be honest I don't care because I've been feeling pretty happy lately. Harry has become a very close friend to me I've been to his house 3 times in the past two weeks and I found out he has an older sister named Gemma and that his mom is currently getting serious with her boyfriend I forgot his name already but I'm sure I'll remember later.

It's currently Friday night and I'm supposed to go to this fancy dinner with my dad and mom. My dad said it's strictly business and it could get very dangerous very quickly so He got me a bodyguard named Leroy I think, I'm not good at remembering names. Honestly I'm nervous to meet this Leroy guy. I really wish my bodyguard could just be a girl what if he's rude or what if he doesn't like me? What if he gets mad at me and hits me? Stop it. Stop thinking like that.

I'm all dressed and ready to go so I grab my phone and head down stairs. I'm half way down the stairs when I hear a British voice. Harry? No it's not harry his voice is more raspy. Maybe my bodyguard is British.he sounds a lot younger than I thought. It sounds like two British voices. Is there more than one bodyguard? I continue to walk down the stairs and into the hallway leading to the kitchen. I walk in and see a group of guys and my mother and father all talking.

"Ah Shane you must be ready to go. That was quicker than I expected." All I did was put on a dress some make up and my hair was already straight so I did a waterfall braid to make it a little more fancy. "We'll let me introduce you to everyone." He points to a man about the same age as him. "This is Peter he is my partner and if you ever need anything done this is the man to ask." The man gives me a little smile. "I've heard nothing but good things about you little missy." Um okay. Then my father points to a much younger guy maybe 19 or 20. He has brown hair and a birthmark on his neck. "This is Liam he will be your bodyguard. He's a very nice young man and I trust him with my life and yours." Liam that's his name. We'll at least he's nice. Will see about that.

He points to another guy about the same age as Liam. This guy has black hair and brown eyes and a jawline crafted by god himself. "This is Zayn. He's just here as extra protection for us." My dad says hesitantly. "Sir everything will be fine nothing will happen to your daughter me and Liam are the best in the business." Zayn says to my father. "I know I'm just nervous. This has never happened. I'm putting my family in possible danger." He says scaring the shit out of me. I know he said his business is Illegal and that things have gotten violent with his competitor but how dangerous is this. "Sir nothing will happen to you or your family we will do everything we can and more to keep you all safe." (AN:holding back the urge to say ya'll) "we've only failed once and it was much much worse than tonight will ever get." Says a man in maybe his 30's or 40's. "Thanks Paul let's get going before I change my mind." My dad says.

"Umm is it really going to be that dangerous?" I asked in pure fear not ready for the answer. "We'll the worst that will happen is maybe a gun fight or something but I doubt tonight will have any of that we will be with are most trusted partners tonight. Liam and zayn will be sitting with you Shane your going to pretend liam is your boyfriend and zayn is a close family friend. I will be sitting with Allison (Shane's mother) and Peter will be with you bobby. (Shane's dad) and there will be someone waiting in an escape car outside just incase things get ugly." Says Paul.

Once were all clear with the plan and what were supposed to do we head outside to pile in the car. Once I'm walking outside the door I see a long black limo sitting in our driveway and a rather older man opening the door for my mom and dad. I get inside and sit in the row that runs down the length of the limo. Liam and Zayn sit next to me. "Don't look so nervous love we want let anybody hurt you." Liam says. He called me love just like harry does. Stop why am I thinking about harry. Maybe it's because you like him? My subconscious mind tells me. I can't like him he could turn out like Sam and I don't think I could handle another guy making my life a living hell.