Scared to love

Anger

Harry's POV

"So you want to come sit down in the living room and talk or should we do that later?" She said nervously. "Um if your ready than we can do it now." I say trying not to pressure her too much. I've only known her a few weeks and I'm already prying into her deepest darkest secrets. "I guess I'm ready but this isn't going to be easy." She says walking into the living room and sitting down on the couch. I follow her and sit next to her on the couch leaving a little distance between us. She turns to look at me with a serious expression. "You have to promise me that you will not react the way you did when you found out Sam hit me okay." She says. "I can try my best." I say not very confidently. "Okay where should I start." She says. "Um why don't you just pick up where you left off before." I said thinking about the first time she opened up to me a few weeks ago in my car. "Um well I guess I should just tell you now that some of that was a lie. Please don't be mad at me I just couldn't tell you then. Nobody knew about it when I lied to you." She says scared if my reaction. It hurts to know that that Sam asshole made her so scared. "It's okay I'm not mad at you but promise you wouldn't lie to me again." I said hoping she will agree.

"I wouldn't I promise." She says. "Okay continue." I say ready to just know what he did already. "Well the weekend before you came here me and Sam did go to a party but the fight didn't happen until after he got totally wasted or so I thought." She says rolling her eyes. "Anyway he wanted to dance and I really didn't want to so he got mad and yelled at me. He grabbed my arm and pulled me to the crowd of dancing bodies. I asked him to let me go because his grip on my arm hurt like hell. He yelled at me and pulled us to the middle of the crowd once we were there he grabbed my hops and pulled me to him. He kept trying to move my hips in a grinding motion and I give in stupidly thinking that he would let me go and I could run and find Leslie and leave. I was so wrong because right after I did that he told me I was going to punish me for being bad. I tried to stop him I did but he was to strong and I tried to run but I wasn't fast enough. He said he would get me something to drink to make it easier. Long story short h-he forced me to um drink it after h-he put t-this white p-powder in it. Then I passed out and when I woke up I was um n-naked in bed with him. He r-raped me and pretended to be drunk when he did it just to make it not look bad." She says as a tear rolls down her cheek. I go to wipe and she flinches. It hurts my heart every time she does this because i know I would never treat her the way that fucking bastard did. I'm going to beat the living shit out of him next time I see him and Shane isn't around that way I don't scare her again when I get mad.

Shit I'm mad right now and she probably notices. I look at my hands to see them balled into fists knuckles turned white. I immediately release them and try and calm down. "I'm so sorry Shane he should have never done that and you should know that if I ever see him again it will take every fiber in my body not to beat him to a pulb." I say meaning every word. "So should I wait to tell you the rest of it than." She says triggering every muscle in my body to tense. "There's more." I say holding back the need to go run to my car and punch the crap out of my steering wheel. "Um yeah." She says ashamed. "We'll tell me but can you just go easy on the details because I will really hunt him down and kill him right now if it gets too bad. "We'll basically the day you came back at the locker he tried to act all innocent an I wanted nothing to do with him so I ignored him for the most part. Until he grabbed me before gym class and gave me the guilt trip. He pretended like he would never do anything to me and than got mad that I would think so lowly of him and then he basically just started um hitting and kicking me. Than he disappeared for 2 weeks and than showed up at my door when I was home alone. It was just like before but this time he didn't give me anything to make me pass out he just forced him self on me and I c-couldn't do a-anything. I-I tried everything and I-I almost made it but he punished me in the head and I passed out. W-when I woke up I was n-naked and my head h-hurt so bad. I f-felt everything and I just sat there and when he was done he p-pulled me by my h-hair and threw m-me in the ground and j-just started y-yelling and h-hitting and k-kicking m-me." She stuttered really starting to cry. It hurt like hell to watch her break in front of me. So I pulled her into my arms ignoring the little flinch she did when I first touched her and I just held her.

She just kept crying and I started crying now too. How could anyone do this to such a beautiful girl? She's been nothing but kind to me ever since I meant her what did she ever deserve to get treated like this? That's just it she did nothing to him she didn't deserve the shit she's been through. I held her tighter and she looked up to see me crying confusion written all over her face. "Why a-are you c-crying?" She asked. "B-because you don't d-deserve any of this shit to happen to y-you." I said. She hugs me again resting her head on my shoulder. She needs to know that I'm going to be be there for her and I'm not going to let any body hurt her again because she's been through too much already. "Shane." I say tilting her chin up so she will look at me. "I want you to know that I'm here and I'm not going to let anyone hurt you ever again you've been through enough to last a lifetime." I say looking deep into her beautiful brown eyes. "Thank you harry. You've been such a great friend and I'm really really glad you've been here for me because it feels good to know that you care." She says. "I'll always be here for you Shane I don't know what it is about you but something about you makes me feel protective over you and something makes me want to know everything about you it's something new and weird for me but I like it." I say feeling cheesy after I say it but that's what I feel and I want to be open and honest with her.

"We'll that's enough crying for one day let's do something more happy than tell sob stories." She says wiping her tears and standing up and walking over to the tv. "You want to watch a movie or something?" She asked. "I'm yeah." I said wiping away my previous tears and trying to stop thinking about the horrible things this girl has been through. "We're watching an action movie because I'm not going to keep crying." She says in all seriousness. "That's probably a good idea." I say. "Oh my gosh transformers 3 in on were watching it. I haven't seen it yet yes." She says getting excited.

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The movies over and of course we both loved it even though she cried when we thought the auto bots died. She went to get me blankets to sleep on the couch. She comes back with two pillows and a big blanket. "We'll here you go I'll be upstairs if you need anything." She says before walking out of the room. "Goodnight." "Night"

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I wake up to the sound of screaming. I immediately get up and follow the sound upstairs. The screaming is coming from Shane's room a swear if Sam is in there I will bea- my thoughts stop when I see her still asleep screaming as crying. I run over and try to wake her. "Shane Shane its just a dream. Wake up Shane it's not real it's just a night terror." I say shaking her. Her eyes open and she looks around in fear. "It's over it was just a dream." I say trying to calm her down. "No it was real." She says crying again. I hug her and just hold her before opening my mouth to speaks "Thats over it's never going to happen again he's gone and I'm not going to let him hurt you again." I say holding her tighter.

It's been a good 20 minutes since I came in and she calmed down since than so I stand up to leave. "Well uh goodnight." I say walking to the door. Just as my and hits the doorknob. " harry can you stay with me."

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