Scared to love

Taken

Harry's POV

I've never seen someone so beautiful. She looked amazing in the blue dress she was wearing tonight. I couldn't help but to look at her a little longer than before because I honestly didn't think she could get any more beautiful. But she did. All she had to do was smile and I would of thought she was an angel. One day she'll be my angel my beautiful broken angel. I'm going to fix her I know I can it's just going to take some time.

It's been ten minutes already I mean I know girls take longer in the bathroom but I don't think it takes this long. I decide that maybe something is wrong so I stand up and walk towards the hallway where the bathrooms are. Once I enter the long hallway I see someone on the floor. I run over to make sure there okay and I notice it's one of the guys from earlier I think Zayn. We is unconscious and has blood coming out of his nose and a gash on the side of his head. I check to make sure he really is unconscious and not dead. Sure enough he has a pulse. I go to the bathroom and knock I'm the door. No answer. Now I'm worried. Scratch that I'm about to freak out. Before I have a panic attack or go beat the crap out of someone I decide I should tell Shane's dad and security people. I walk back out trying my best to act natural. "She's gone Shane's gone she went to the bathroom and now she's not there and Zayn is laying unconscious outside the bathroom." I say to Paul. "We're on it stay calm we will find her."he says not doing a damn thing to help the anger that I'm about to unleash on everyone if she gets hurt.

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We looked everywhere for her. She was nowhere in sight there was no trace of her. Bobby tried calling john to persuade him to bring her back but there was never an answer. I knew I liked her. I knew there was always something about her that intrigued me. I didn't know being without for a week would hurt this bad. I didn't know how much of an impact she had on me until she was gone. I should of been more careful. I knew how dangerous it was going to be they warned me, but I was too caught up in the happiness of Shane wanting to hug me. If I wasn't so stupid she would be here right now with me. She would be safe not taken. But that's just not what happened. I was stupid. She was taken. It's my fault.

Here I am giving up. Giving up on finding her. Giving up on ever fixing her. We have been everywhere. We tried everything. We called, we offered money, we offered a huge amount of drugs, and we begged. Nothing worked. So I'm giving up, right here in this shitty old bar. Yeah I know drinking isn't going to bring her back. It's not going to bring her back to safety. But it will make the pain go away for awhile. I drank beer after beer getting as drunk as I need to until the pain goes away. It finally goes away when I see a girl with dark brown hair just like Shane's and I break down and cry. I can't do this she deserves a someone to save her. She deserves so much more than the crap life she got. I could've given that to her. I still can but I have to find her first. I stand up quickly throw a twenty on the counter and run to my car.

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My drunken state brought me here to her house. I wish I could turn around and just go home and sleep but it's too late when the door opens and her father comes into view. "Harry what are you doing here?" He asks. "I just I don't know. I don't even know how I got here I just miss her. I just wanted to see her but she's not here." I say as the tears build up and start trickling down. "Your drunk aren't you." He says. "I just I needed something to take the pain away. I didn't even know how much I liked her until she was gone and now it's too late." I said wiping away the tears that haven't seemed to stop since she was taken. "Alright son I'm not letting you drive home like that. So get in here." He says opening the door more for me to walk in. "What's going on it 1 o'clock in the morning." Shane's mom saying walking towards the door. "He just showed up like this." Her father said gesturing to me. "Oh my goodness you look horrible." She says looking at the clothes I wore 2 days ago the rats next that must be my hair. It's like all I can do is think if her and not when to take a shower or eat or change my clothes. "Come on." She says grabbing my arm and pulling me into the kitchen. I sit down at the table while she goes to the coffee maker. "I'm going back to bed tell me if you need anything." Her dad says before leaving the room. "No, good night." Her mom says. "Okay tell me what's wrong." She says. "Everything I can't stop thinking about her. I can't stop thinking of how it's my fault. But the worst thing is the pain in my chest from not having her and knowing she's in danger and there is nothing I can do." I said trying to stop the tears threatening to start again. Not that they ever really stopped. "Harry this is not your fault okay don't think that. And honey were going to find her and let me tell you Bobby is going to kill whoever had her and if he doesn't do that than he's going to make their life a living hell. Harry I'm just glad to know that you really truly care about my daughter despite all she's been through these past months. She really needs someone to help her and I'm glad it's you." She says making me feel better and worse at the same time. Better because she right and worse because I'm getting her approval and Shane's not even here to witness it. "I just wish I could protect her but I clearly can't." I said looking done in shame. "Harry this isn't your fault and protecting her isn't your job. Right now all you need to do is trust Bobby because he will deal with this and you just do whatever he asks of you and we will find Shane." She says setting a mug of coffee in front of me. "I can't not worry about her. I literally can not stop the never ending thoughts of what could possibly be happening to her. Anything could be happening to her she could be just fine or she could be dead." I say pulling at my hair to try and calm down. "They won't kill her they need her as bait for whatever it is that they want from us. They won't keep her for much longer they just want us to get desperate. That's why they are keeping her and not answering any of our calls." She says. "How do you know all this stuff." I ask. "We'll Bobby is just like John accept Bobby wouldn't kidnap anyone or kill anyone without a reason. If he wants something he takes it or he earns it. He doesn't find other ways to get it he just gets it." She says making some confusion go away. "So what your saying is Bobby thinks like John just in a more logical way." I say the tears finally stopping as I try and focus. "Yeah so expect us to know what's going on in the next few days. They won't keep her much longer because they know Bobby won't wait that long." She says. "So all we do know is wait and hope that their not doing anything horrible to her." I say sipping some of my coffee. "Pretty much. So are you feeling better now?" She asks. "Yeah i feel a lot better after talking with you so thank you." I say. "Well your welcome. I'm going to head to bed now. If you want to sleep in Shane's room you can. The guest room is kind of a mess right now sorry." She says standing and putting her mug in the sink. "Okay thank you for letting me stay." I say finishing my coffee. "Your welcome." She says walking up stairs.

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Walking in her room should have made me feel worse but it strangely made me feel better. The room smelled like her. It was weird being her without her but at least tonight I could pretend for real that she was here and safe even though she's not. I striped from my clothes leaving only my boxers on and got under the covers. I took the extra pillows that she would use if she was here and hugged them against my chest. Just like I was holding her. I know it's weird but I really miss her and I just need to feel like she's safe for once this week even if I have to pretend. I held the pillows tight until I drifted into sleep.

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This chapter is so depressing I'm sorry but isn't it cute how much harry misses her.

So the next chapter or chapters idk yet will be in Harry's POV because i don't want you guys to know what's happening to her yet.

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