Scared to love

Get away from me you asshole.

Chapter four(1D AF sorry)

Harry seemed like a nice guy but I can't make assumptions because that's what happened with Sam and he turned out to be a horny jerk so I have to be more careful.

He was so captivating I couldn't help but stare. He had this perfect jaw line and the most breath taking green eyes. I should stop myself before I write a book about how beautiful he is.

Mrs.James was taking attendance while we all just sat around waiting for him to start teaching. I decided it would only be right for me to help Harry out since it was his first day and he probably doesn't know where his classes are.

"So what classes do you have."I said trying to sound friendly. "Erm" he pulls out his schedule looking at it for a second. "Next I have pre calculus. Then chemistry, English, gym, American government, nutrition technology, and study hall."

"Here let me see that." I say as a take the schedule to see if we have the same teachers. "I have pre calc with you next period so I can take you if you want. And I have English and nutrition tech with you too so I can walk with you." "Sounds like a plan." He said with a cheeky smirk.

After that we pretty much did nothing but listen to Mr.James talk about how important his class is and how we need Spanish to communicate in the real world and blah blah blah.

I told Harry that I had to go to my locker and he gladly came along. We were turning the corner to the hall where my locker was and that's when I saw him. He was standing next to my locker leaning next to it like we were a perfectly fine couple but in reality I wanted to be as far away from him as possible.

We made eye contact and my body immediately tensed up. Harry seemed to notice. "Are you okay." He said worry laced in his words. "Yeah I just well me and uh my boyfriend are kind of uh fighting right now and I just ugh he's waiting at my locker and I don't want to be around him right now."

He looks over towards my locker and Sam was still there acting all innocent. "Come on let's just make this quick." I said avoiding eye contact with Sam as I went to type in the combination.

"Hey baby who's this." wtf I'm not his baby. "U-umm this is h-harry he's new here." I didn't realize how scared I was until my voice came out small and I stuttered to find words. "We'll is everything okay you seem tense." Really of course I'm tense you raped me. I couldn't even form words at this I just gave him a death glare.

I grabbed my pre calc book and shut my locker. "Come on harry let's go." I said trying to get out of Sam's presence quickly. "Where do you think your going." Sam says as he yanks me back. I've had enough of this little act. "Get away from me you asshole." I pulled away from his grasp and kept walking with Harry.

The walk was quiet probably because of how awkward harry must feel. We get to pre calc and I take my seat the desks are arranged in pairs and we can sit where we want so harry sat directly in front of me. Both of us facing each other. I was kind of nervous that harry would ask about Sam but I was hoping he wouldn't. "So you gonna tell me what that was about in the hall." Shit

"Um we'll you see Sam and I kind of got into a fight and he was drunk so I guess things got out of control and some bad things happened so I just don't want to be with him but I guess he doesn't get it." That's not really lying right?

"Oh we'll maybe you should talk with him about it." Maybe not. "Yeah I don't think that's a good idea he's not really the talking type." Or maybe I'm just scared to be alone with him. Harry looks at me with pure sympathy and I give him a little smile.

The rest of class is pretty much going over what will be on the midterm and reviewing. Then we get homework and class is over. I point Harry in the direction of his next class and then head to my class which is gym with the one and only Sam Collinson. Great.

I go to my locker and slowly put my books in my locker. Dreading my next class with Sam. I walk slowly to the locker rooms to change and then someone grabs me from behind. I try and scream but a hand covers my mouth. I kick and scratch trying desperately to get out of his tough hold.

He shoves me out the exit doors and i fall to the ground. "You stupid bitch I'm your boyfriend you don't treat me like that." What "Sam what the hell are you doing we can't date I cannot even look at you the same after what you did."

"I don't know what your talking about." He doesn't remember cause he was drunk. "Oh my gosh Sam you raped me at that party when you were drunk." This is crazy. "That doesn't sound like me at all does it baby." WHAT "NO YOU DID i-i know you did."

"Must of been a bad dream babe because I would never do that." We'll maybe he didn't realize what he was doing. "Sam please believe me okay you have to stay away from me." He pulls me into a tight hug and kisses my forehead."babe it was just a dream I would never do that. And I can't believe you would think that I would do that. I'm nothing but loyal to you. You on grateful bitch." He says as he pulls away pushing me down and then he does it he punches me right in the face.

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Gym is almost over I stayed outside in shock the whole period not bothering to come to class. Sam just left me there but at least he didn't continue to punch me I guess. It's almost time for English so I go to the bathroom and apply some make-up over top of the now light purple mark that I'm sure will get darker with time. Harry's in my next class but so is Sam so hopefully I can just sit with harry and avoid Sam at all costs.

The bell rings and I make my way to my locker. When my locker is in sight a see harry leaning against it waiting for me to walk with him to English. "Hey harry how were your classes? did you make any friends." Hopefully not anyone like Sam. "I'm well I meant this guy named Niall he seemed pretty cool." Oh Niall huh "I know Niall he's a nice guy." He's friends with Sam but he's a lot nicer than the rest of Sam's friends. "So how was your class." I can't tell him "umm pretty boring honestly." Lies lies lies. "We'll we better get going." I say as I shut my locker. "So would it be weird of me to ask for your number I mean since were friends and all." STOP BEING SO CUTE "um yeah sure." He hands me his phone as we get in the classroom I type my name and number and hand it back. "Thanks." He says with a smile.

The bell rings and in walks Sam he gives me a wink and I look away. I guess Harry noticed because he gave me a weird look as if to say why'd you do that. "Do you want me to tell him to just give you some space." Aww he'd do that for me. Wait no "um no it's okay I can handle it. But thanks." I say with a reassuring smile. "Are you sure because you seem really uncomfortable around him." How does he know. "It's fine really I don't want you to get hurt." Wait shit I shouldn't have said that. "Why would I get hurt." Realization hits him and he opens his mouth to speak again. A stern look on his face.

"Has he ever hurt you."

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Uh oh Harry's on to something do you think she will tell him or not.

Dun dun dun

Guys Niall's in the story now yay.

Sam is a turd face sorry.

No school tomorrow so maybe I'll update:)