Scared to love

Surprise.

Shane's POV

"I hope we never have to use these." Harry says pointing to a pile of guns.

"I hope your right." I say gulping at the thought of actually having to shoot someone. I've never had a problem with guns. Guns aren't the problem. We use guns to hunt for our food so we can survive. The problem is what is we might have to do to survive. If some stalker comes in here threatening to kill me than I need to find a way to survive. If it comes down to it I'll have to shoot them or harry will. I just hope it doesn't come down to that. This pile of guns on the table just mean that we have a better chance of survival. That's what life's all about right surviving. There's also two envelopes next to the guns one with my name on it and one with Harry's name. "I guess we should read these than." He says picking his up. "I guess so." I say picking mine up and ripping the envelope open.

Dear Shane:

I'm sorry things had to happen like this and we didn't get to say goodbye. I want you to know that it was for our safety that we left the country. For all we know your not even in danger. This might just involve me and your mother I honestly don't know. So until I do know for absolute sure. You will have to stay hidden for awhile. Harry should join you considering the amount of time you two have spent together he could be in danger too. So since you have all this time to do nothing while your hiding. I want to ask you to do something for me and yourself. I want you to use some I this time to become stronger. I know you've been through a lot lately and this situation isn't helping much but I want you to become stronger because of it. I also want to be sure that you are strong enough to fight. Just incase some idiot decides to kidnap you again or some asshole tries to take advantage of you. By the way I haven't stopped looking for Sam and when I find him I think you can guess what's going to happen to him. Anyway I want you to feel strong. I know you feel weak because you can't always fight back. I know you try to but what I want you to be able to do is going to take practice so what I have arranged is for Liam to come over and train you. He doesn't live to far from where you are so he will also serve as another form of protection for you. Liam will teach you how to hands on fight and how to use weapons hence why there is a pile of guns sitting on the table. I hope to be back in the country and with you as soon as possible.

Love, dad.

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We learned that the house isn't all that big. It's only one story and it only has two bedrooms but one bedroom is totally empty. There is literally nothing in it. The other one has everything there is even clothes in the dresser and closet. The weirdest part is the clothes are for me and harry. Like are exact sizes and even styles. It's freaking me out. There's a bathroom connected to the bedroom and it also has everything we would need. Tooth brush and tooth paste did I mention the same kind of tooth paste I use at my house. Even shampoo and conditioner mine is the same as normal but harry said the men's kind is different than what he uses so I guess my mom just knew what i used because she usually is the one to buy it. There was even food in the kitchen. The scary part about the kitchen is that it's actually quite big and there's a whole cabinet with baby formula and bottles and everything I would need if I had my baby right now. Another scary thing is that there's a closet in that empty room and inside of it is unopened boxes of baby furniture. That means they really think we could be staying here for a long time. About 8 months or more apparently.

It's about 10 o'clock and we were both tired. I was getting my bag out of Harry's car and harry was going to to the bathroom. Once I got my bag I changed into some pajamas. Just a pair of shorts and a t-shirt. Harry came in the room with sleepy eyes. He looked like he might just drop and fall asleep on the floor at any minute. "Ready for bed." I say taking my bag off the bed and putting it on too of the dresser. "More ready than you think." He says taking off his pants and throwing them on the floor. Next he takes off his shirt and throws that on the floor too. I climb into bed and than he slowly follows. "We're going to be okay right?" I ask once were both under the covers. "Yeah we're going to be just fine." He says wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close to his bare chest. He was warm and comfy and he made me feel safe. So falling asleep and staying asleep was easy with him. As long as he wasn't falling off the bed I was okay.