Lights, Camera, Action ✔~ trixya

Chapter 36: Fallen Angel

Trigger warning: mentions/descriptions of violence and abuse

"This is smaller than I had imagined." Trixie said as she looked around Katya's apartment. It was a big apartment, but with the rumors of Katya's wealth, Trixie had almost expected  a castle.

"Are you calling me poor?" The other woman asked in fake offence, feeling proud as a smile broke out on the doll's face.

"No, I'm just surprised you can fit your ego in this place." 

"Wow, read for filth in my own home." Katya replied, not even trying to seem upset. She was too happy from hearing Trixie laugh and joke again. "Honestly anything bigger just gives me the creeps, I've spent too much time in empty houses." She added.

Trixie didn't question the statement, instead silently settling down on Katya's couch, enjoying how close it was to the balcony, allowing her a nice view of the large city. 

"You want anything?" Katya asked as she made her way to the large kitchen.

"Do you have wine? I think I'm gonna need alcohol." 

"Sure." The blue-eyed girl responded, returning with a bottle of white wine and two glasses. "So.." Katya added awkwardly after pouring them a glass each.

"Yeah... I guess I should start.." 

"Don't rush, you can take your time." Katya assured her.

"No it's okay, I think it might be better to rip this off like a band-aid." Trixie said, taking a deep breath before she continued. "Robert has signed an agreement which states that I'll be filming a disgusting gang bang scene." 

"I'm assuming this thing is only you with a bunch of men." 

"Yeah... and the whole thing is just degrading and gross, and when I tried to refuse he threatened me and reminded me that I can't get out of my contract." Trixie replied.

"How can he control that tho? What has he got on you?" Katya asked. 

"Well firstly... he tricked me.. he put in a clause which states that I can't exit the contract without providing the company with compensation for their loss. They're asking a ridiculous amount... they demand that I pay half of the revenue that they make off of my films yearly. That's like 30 million dollars, Katya... And that's not even the worst part.." Trixie said weakly, tears filling her eyes. 

Katya took the girl's hand in hers, rubbing soothing circles into it and once again Trixie felt as if she had an anchor, keeping her from drifting away completely.

"The-they want me to pay back all the extra expenses on top of that, which includes my home because they own half of that. It was a bonus from them and foolishly I fell for the trick, not realizing that Robert was trapping me in every possible way. But the worst part of it is that if I try to leave without paying for it all, and for the other large extra expenses, Robert will give my info to someone who wants to seriously hurt me." 

"Who?" Katya asked gently, urging the girl to continue.

"Remember when I said that my home was hell?" Trixie said, trying her best to hold herself together.

"Yeah." 

"Well, it really was. My dad died before I was born, his parents loved me and I was always welcome at theirs, but then when I turned eight, they passed away to. My mom... she's really religious, always has been, but it all got worse when she met him. Aaron he-he's a monster... I was six when he came into our lives, and right away he acted like man of the house. He could convince mom that anything was God's will, especially harsh punishments of me.... I was his punching bag, and he'd always make me thank him afterwards for receiving "God's love and law".... I wasn't allowed to go to the hospital, most times I just had to treat myself, 'cause mama did nothing. One time he went too far tho, he banged my head into the wall multiple times, kicked my stomach and threw me down the stairs. I almost died. I thought someone would finally find out, but the manipulative son of a bitch had every excuse ready, and I knew better than to tell... One day the pastor told Aaron that he'd seen me kissing a girl. Aaron was furious, yelling out bible verses whilst throwing bottles at me. Mom was horrified that "the devil had gotten hold her child", convinced that I needed conversation therapy... and I-I couldn't stay... So I ran away, took life my own hands... I stole Aaron's car and around two hundred bucks in cash, and drove off..."

"Oh my god... I'm so sorry you had to go through that." Katya said, her voice nearly breaking, tears of compassion threatening to spill from her eyes. 

"It's okay... well, it's not, but.. there's nothing anyone can do to change it..."

"Wait, what does this have to do with your contract tho? How does Robert have anything to do with your parents?" The blue-eyed girl asked after a moment of silence.

"A couple years ago, my stepdad found out that I had become a pornstar. When I was just a camgirl, I wasn't popular enough to draw too much attention to myself, so he had no way to find me. I'd dumped his car on the road, and I don't think he ever reported it stolen either, so I was safe from him. But when I started blowing up after joining Kinky Dolls, someone in town found my videos and showed him. It became well-known in town that their daughter had become a pornstar, and he hated it. So he contacted the company, demanding that Robert give him all my info and that I came home. After I had explained the situation to Robert, he agreed not to share it tho. I thought he was being kind, protecting me, but in reality he was just protecting the company from loosing their biggest asset. Robert ended up offering my stepdad a deal, Aaron would leave me alone and in exchange Robert would pay for my mom and him to move somewhere where no one knew that they had a daughter. He bought them a new car, new house, new everything. I thought I was free of it all, that Robert was the best boss in the world. But instead it became a bargaining chip, something for him to dangle over my head whenever I refused to do something. My stepdad still wants revenge on me, he wants to drag me back to Wisconsin, likely wants to beat the shit out of me, and convert me into the nice Christian daughter that they've always wanted. If Robert gives him my personal information, I have no guarantee that I'll get away from here in time... And I just.. I can't end up in Aaron's claws again..." Trixie told the other girl, tears rolling down her cheeks and small hiccups leaving her throat.

"We'll find a solution to this, Trixie." Katya said, wiping the doll's tears away.

"How?" 

"I don't know, but I'm gonna fix it. I promise I'll get you out of that contract, no matter what it costs."