BTS Caretaker ( BTS x OC)

Chapter 109: Woe II

"And that letter never reaches Jungkook right? Aren't you sly like a snake? How long have it been?"

"About two years?"

"Yah are you insane?! You are not his favourite member, it is Jungkook. And I thought you have bro-code even when it comes fans" she reasoned. If people think Taehyung is weird, wait till they have their first-hand experience with Jimin. This little mochi can be quite handful sometimes.

He retorted sarcastically "That is why I stop looking for her, because it is impossible to find her in the ocean full of Armys. Recently, she wrote something about her attending Wings Tour and one of our fansign during You Never Walk Alone promotion" she places her hand over her chest dramatically.

"Does it mean you keep your eyes on Jungkook's fans during your fansign?" he moved his head slowly, scratching his not itchy head.

"I can't help it don't blame me. I don't see any sign of her though, I wonder if she ever come" she snickered in response, letting out a small giggle.

"You don't even know how she looks like, yet you pretend as if it is the biggest mission on planet" Seul teased.

Jimin simpered, looking pleased of his own decision to track down the mysterious fan "It is worth the try. I still have to apologize to her for not delivering her letters to Jungkook" Seul sent a bewildered look at his way.

"And you continue to steal her letter from Jungkook" she stated sarcastically.

"Jungkook won't know unless you open your big mouth" Jimin squished her cheeks together messing it up a little, mimicking her action few minutes ago. She slapped his hand whining over Jimin's unnecessary affection towards her, it spelled 'Bullies' on his forehead.

"Are you going to find her till the end?" his simple nod earns a loud cheer from the small girl.

"Yes, only because she is a true fan, and I want to thank her for the letters that she wrote few years ago which comfort me. I was in a rough phase when I first read her letters which she mistakenly addressed it to me. Not gonna lie, her words were just so genuine, I was comforted by them."

Seul smiled softly, caressing his knees "You will find her one day. Update me once you find her!" Jimin took a sip of his drink and laughed at her silliness.

"Can we stop talking about me? What about you? Have you made up your mind? About Jungkook or Yoongi hyung?" her face turned sour as soon as he brought up the topic.

She grimaced "I..gave up on Jungkook" Jimin eyes shot opened as guilt consumed her. "Seul if this is about my feelings for Jungkook..You know.. you don't have to do this" he sighed deeply.

"It is not about your feelings for him. I don't deserve Jungkook, he deserves better than me. He is still young, and there is another amazing person out there who deserves him better than me. Don't worry, I am not doing this because of you." Seul gave her assurance that her decision will remain unchanged.

"But..Jimin..after learning the truth about your true feelings, I cant just go behind your back and date him when I am aware about your feelings. That is selfish. You and Jungkook are still possible" she giggled at her own remarks earning a dissatisfied glare from Jimin.

"How thoughtful" Jimin responded bitterly. In all honesty, he loathed the ideas of forging her own feelings for him when she's free to love and be loved especially with Jungkook. Again, he knew stubborn Seul would not let anything to jeopardize their friendship. She guarded Bangtan's friendship with all her heart.

"How are you planning to tell him?" Jimin could imagine the pain that the maknae had to bear when the truth is out. Neither Seul nor Jungkook could be blame in this matter, like she said love is about you loving someone. Your mind can't choose who you're going to fall in love, because your heart does all the work.

A soft sigh escaped from her lips "I have to do it even it hurts" he felt his arm wrapped securely around her, making her lean against his shoulder. "Jungkook and you can handle this. We can't please everyone, that is life. Does it mean you are choosing Yoongi hyung?" suddenly thinking again, she falls into deep silence.

For some reason her silence made him fear her decision. Seul deserved to be loved and to be in a relationship, Jimin knows how much his hyung loved this girl. Hell, if anything happens to her he would be the first one to be by her side without fail. That's the beauty of Min Yoongi when he's in love.

Seul smiled indulgently "Yoongi is a great man. Do I deserve him? He is too good for me" she doubted herself. Jimin noticed the uneasiness in her voice, so he got the idea who is in her heart.

"It is Yoongi hyung then" he chuckled softly.

Her face turned fifty shades red as she shook her head frantically "I didn't say anything about choosing him!"

"But there are only two choices to begin with, it is either Jungkook or Yoongi hyung. Now, that you have explicitly rejected Jungkook, shouldn't you be choosing hyung? Or do you have another guy in your mind" he looked unfazed by the idea of Seul liking someone else who isn't Bangtan.

There is Jin. Seul hated herself for opening the chances for Jin.

Was she trying to be caught in another messy love web? She barely escaped Jungkook yet she's making it hard for herself to decided when it involved Jin. Another thing was that, Jin had never mentioned his feelings openly. Was it safe to assume Jin only see her as a good friend?

This was confusing her.

She liked Yoongi, but there's Jin.

"Drink up, I need to go back in a bit. Mother is alone since Hoon is in Daegu. Shouldn't you be home by now? I heard you have a long day tomorrow for your comeback show" Jimin frowned when he noticed the latter tried to chance the topic. Maybe it is best to stop talking about serious thing like this and moved on to lighter topic.

"Yes, Mnet. Will you be able to come? I can get a ticket for you" she took a big slurp from her drink before opening a new drink for her to savour.

"I am sorry, I have to work tomorrow and accompanying mother for medical check-up. We finally get a donor that suit my mother, hopefully she is able to go for the surgery by the end of this month" her eyes glimmered in happiness. 

Jimin clasped his hand together in delight "Really? Ahjumma finally got the donor! Seul-ah, that is good news! Let me know how it goes, I am happy for you and ahjumma" she tucked the strand of hair behind her ears.

"Thank you Jiminie. I will let you know how it goes okay?" Jimin was satisfied by the news and now that both of them had finally spent their first alone time as a friend together, it was even precious. They stayed for thirty more minutes finishing their snacks and non-alcoholic drinks since Seul couldn't really take alcohol, the reason why they ended up drinking sodas.