BTS Caretaker ( BTS x OC)

Chapter 114: Reliance IV

She studied his stoic profile anxiously. Even though his face was hard, he remained stoic, yet she felt his concern. Yoongi resumed, stroking Seul's flush cheeks with the back of his hand "I sought help from people and I worked hard for my mixtape. I found a way to express my rage through song writing, and I was relieved to tell all the stories that were in my heart. That is how you suppose to channel your frustration and worries, not by keeping it to yourself. I know you have a lot of things in your mind right now Seul. I want you to know, you have your mother, Hoon, your friends, BTS and most importantly me" her eyes watered.

"If you give me a chance to help you through this difficult time, allow me to stay by your side Seul. That is all I wish for" she stared at him with mixed emotion. The tip of his nose rubbed against hers, as he savoured this moment with her.

She was swayed by his words, and she let him to steal her heart away. Everything that Yoongi said was too beautiful and he never failed to amaze her. The fact that she was healed previously because of the songs that he produced, Seul found herself was falling deeply with this man. Was she really?

"Yoongi..." she called out softly almost inaudible for him, but he managed to catch the phrase coming out from her clearly just because she's Ji Seul. The queen of his heart.

"When I wake up the next morning, I don't want to live in fear. I want to be free from this pain with you by my side" her small hand made its way to his cheek, tracing it ever so slowly.

That answer was enough to put colour to his dull heart, she gave her trust to him, hence he would guard it close to his heart. "I will be by your side for the next ten seconds, minutes, hours and if it is possible eternity" he kissed the tip of her nose.

"Thank you..for not giving up on me" caressing his jaw softly giving it a butterfly touch, she kissed the corner of his mouth. Her kisses trailed off to his lips, as she leaned down a little to properly latch her lips over his tenderly.

Though he's surprised by her bold gesture, knowing Seul had never initiated the kiss first before, Yoongi brought her head down to him, deepening their butterfly kisses to a real one. This time he poured more emotion into his action.

Smiling between kisses, he stroked her hair and embraced the girl close to him. Gently holding onto each other, they stayed glue to each other in this way for some minutes. They savoured every moment in each other's company.

Yoongi and Seul were now laying on the couch face to face, having their heart-to-heart talk. Yoongi was a great listener as he listened attentively to Seul's story even though he already got the slight idea about her past from Mrs Hwang. He was glad that Seul wanted to go into details and told him everything. It was the first step to heal herself.

During the conversation, his arms were wrapped securely around her torso, only leaving the small space for him to watch her pretty face while she did the talking. Yoongi didn't want to trade this night with others and wished they could stay like this for as long as they wanted.

"You are a strong girl; do you realize that? Even though you can be annoyingly stubborn sometimes, but I can tame you. I have less worry on that" he pursed his lips into a small pout.

"Basically, you are saying no one can tame Ji Seul like Min Yoongi did?" she cringed at the cheesiness though it sounded lowkey good to her. Seul just couldn't get over the cringey feeling that she obtained from this man.

"It doesn't sound bad at all, I like me. I like us" Yoongi enveloped her into a tight hug, which almost suffocate the latter. However, she soon found herself liking the closeness and threw her arm around his waist, returning the same passion.

The sound of his heart beating was so calming, she was convinced that Yoongi's presence brought happiness to her life. Why she only realized it now? "You can be so cheesy sometimes and very bipolar. One second you are yelling at me and not long after that you turn into a total pervert. Then, look at you now, acting all romantic and cheesy" she scrunched her nose, feeling confused.

"I am not acting romantic. Because I am born to be romantic" he sassed.

"Be careful Yoongs, you sound like Jin"

"I am nowhere near him, don't compare me to him!"

"Right. But, you are so full of yourself"

"I am being truthful with you, that is all matter. Which means you are special to me. Very special" he kissed the top of her head, humming a soft melody from one of his mixtape. Yes, out of the blue, but she noticed that habit of his ever since their intimate moment.

It was cute anyways, his rough and raspy voice made it extremely homey.

"About the song that you listened a moment ago. I wanted you to have it" Seul looked up to meet his gaze, finding some sort of confirmation to what she just heard a minute ago. His eyes were genuine with no hint of jokes.

"Yoongi, that song is amazing. You should include it in your future mixtape. I am sure it will get a lot of love from Armys" she shook her head in refusal. As much as she loved the song considering the comfort that she gained from it, Seul did not want Yoongi to put her above his career and Armys.

Yoongi pushed her slightly higher, to close the gap between them. He smiled "I want you to have it. The song is special as it helps me to curb my loneliness and settle some issues in me. So, I want to make it special. Only both of us have the access to it" her eyes were brimming with tears and within a second she let it fall startling the rapper.

"Why are you crying? I am sorry baby if you feel it is too much-" a soft lips brushed against his that didn't really give him time to process. She pulled away with a teary smile "You did nothing to apologize. Instead, I should apologize to you. I only receive but I don't have the chance to give back. It makes me feel bad" said Seul bitterly.

"Don't be nonsense. I want you to promise me that you will come straight to me if you have problems and stay by my side. Can you do that?" his smile was addictive. It lured you to explore the deepest core of his heart.

She sniffed a little and nuzzled their face together "I promise" he hummed happily. "But can you promise me one thing too?" amused, he nodded signalling her to continue her words.

"Urm...Can you stop smoking?" eyeing the girl with suspicious, he frowned.

"I only smoke when I am stressed out. You happen to run into me when I am having that moment"

Seul glowered "Smoking can kill. I don't want you to smoke. If you are stress talk to me, please promise me that?" he heaved a deep sigh before nodded in agreement. She cheered happily, burying her face at the crook of his neck. "Thank you" her softness melted his heart.

"Seul, you are driving me insane. I don't want to let you go ever" he muttered with determination. He'll keep his words till the end.