Namjoon leaned his back against the mirror, watching the two adults mending their almost broken friendship. Everyone seemed intrigued to see the things unfold in front of them. This was the perfect time to vent out everything.
Yoongi forced the words out from his mouth "I am sorry Tae.. I am not aware of your worries, but I choose to be ignorant instead. That's very inconsiderate of me to do that. About my feelings for Seul, I- that was a mistake. I know Jimin and Jungkook have made it clear about their feelings.. I am sorry for that...for liking her" he glanced at both of them with an apologetic look.
"It is just...Her tears pained me. When you made Seul cries, I couldn't stop myself from thrashing you. I should not have let my feelings cloud my judgement. I am so fucked up" he continued, followed by a low grunt.
They fell into silence. The rest of the members looked at one another, amazed. This thing with Yoongi had never been this serious. Occasionally, Yoongi would tell them what he felt but just enough to leave them in vain. Yoongi is not the type of person whom expressed his feelings openly especially with the members.
This was by far the deepest things that he ever shared with them.
It rendered them breathless.
"We can't make you hate her hyung. It is your feelings" Taehyung paused few seconds before he took the courage to say it aloud "I am concerned of our future. We have come this far, and this relationship issue bound to happen anyways. I didn't expect it would end up this way, with half of the members in the group liking the same girl. The thought of losing all of you over this.. it petrified me" Taehyung blinked his tears away, rubbing his sore eyes in hope to hide it from others.
Jimin slid his arm around his best friend shoulder "Tae..I am sorry to make you worry of such thing. I know you are worried of us.. I am sorry for falling in love carelessly. That is not my intention to hurt the group, Seul and you in process" Jungkook fiddled with his fingers, looking a little shaky.
Smiling weakly, he squished Jimin's hand meeting his deep gaze "It is not your fault, I am overreacting. I keep it to myself...instead of letting it out" Jungkook on the other hand feeling overwhelmed by the whole thing. He did not know how to react to everything that his hyungs had said and up until now, he sucked in showing his emotion.
"Jung are you alright?" Jin touched his back, scrutinizing his solemn expression.
As soon as all eyes on him, he burst into tears panicking everyone in the room. The sobs were stifled at first as he attempted to hide his grief, then overcome by the wave of his emotions and he ended up crying for real. "Kookie... Jungkook why are you crying?" Jimin went to his side, pulling the younger boy into a tight embrace.
Taehyung and Yoongi's faces loses colour knowing this talk happened tonight was due to their absurd feud. If it weren't for the incident that night, they would not have this talk and the maknae wouldn't be crying. Jungkook clutched onto Jimin's back, burying face in his shoulder "Okay calm down, take your time..." Jin eyes shot open, looking alarmed in his seat.
It took Jungkook a while to stop crying completely, and each of the members were already on their feet pacing back and forth in the cold room. Did Jungkook finally have enough of this drama and pressure around him? Jungkook wouldn't shed his tears easily unless it was their concert. When Jimin first caught Jungkook cried his heart out in their dorm a year ago, the older guy thought he was fooling around. He made fun of him until he realized Jungkook was crying for real. To his utter astonishment, the tears were genuine, and he found out Jungkook was missing his family.
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FanfictionSummary: She may think she has Bangtan Sonyeondan wrapped around her fingers. She may think it is easy to love the members equally without hurting any soul. She may think the boys wont fall head over heels for her. She assumes it is okay to show a...