BTS Caretaker ( BTS x OC)

Chapter 148: Tizzy II

Her breath hitched at the sight of the door to Yoongi's studios and for some reason the confidence that she gained earlier with Wongeun was fading away. Upon confirming Yoongi whereabouts with the oldest in the group, she went to Bighit office right away.

The walk to Bighit felt extremely long and dreary. Therefore, along the way to the company Seul managed to buy Yoongi's favourite coffee and snacks just to kill time.

Zero idea why she had to feel extremely nervous meeting Yoongi today, perhaps it had been two weeks since they last saw each other. Well, technically they bumped into each other on her way back from their apartment last week.

He didn't even smile at her and seemed edgy. Instead, he urged Seul to head back home before it got dark. Seul was disappointed by the cold treatment that she received from him. So, as an understanding girlfriend, Seul got over her sorrow and pretended that never happen.

Mayhap, it was his bad day.

Everyone has that one bad day, right?

She pushed the small button, clenching onto the plastic bag tight while chanting her virtual scripts mentally that she already prepared an hour ago. She must not come unprepared knowing there's so much things to say yet so little chance to be truthful about it. Seul chose to ring the bell even though having the access code to the studio. Her fears turned Seul into the biggest coward tonight.

Shortly after she was greeted with her sweetheart dishevelled appearance. Yoongi was clearly shocked as he didn't expect any guest today. He was used to Seul texting him for a heads up, making plans instead of showing up at the doorstep in the middle of the night.

"Hi..I brought you food, can I come in?" he flinched at the formality and it made things awkward between them.

It would be a lie that seeing his woman stood prettily in front of him did not wash away all the worries and stress inside him. He had been longing to see his girl. In fact, his hands were itching to pull the small girl into his embrace, inhaling her sweet scent that could cure his illness.

"Are you that surprised to see me?" her eyelashes batted oh so innocently, wavering Yoongi's heart.

How could he ignore this precious girl? Not be able to hold her like he usually did was torturous.

A day felt like months.

"Yoongi?" her oh so sweet voice melted every nerve inside his body.

He heard Seul calling for his name again and this time her fingers lingered around his bicep, trying to snap him out of his daydream.

Yoongi snapped out from his thought and finally responded "Sorry. Come in" he moved away allowing the girl to slide into his studio. Seul shifted awkwardly making her way inside, taking a good look of Yoongi's studio. It had been months since she came here to spend time together.

"Were you working today?"

Seul nodded with a soft smile, scrutinizing her lover exhausted face "Wongeun let me leave early today so I can meet you..and talk.." she mumbled faintly.

Yoongi mind momentarily froze basically not ready to have that kind of talk with Seul. He wasn't prepared for this and Yoongi didn't want to ruin the things that he had with her. Not like this.

Setting down the packed food and drinks on the table, she took few steps closer to Yoongi and encircled her arms around his waist tightly. "I am sorry" she pressed her cheeks to his, inhaling his scent which was comforting.

"Why are you apologizing baby?" he let out a heavy sigh and held her close. How could he have survived the past few months without her by his side? How foolish was him to ignore her due to his personal issue? It wasn't even Seul's fault to begin with, it was his stupid insecurities.

He could have handled it better than shutting her off from his life.

"For everything. I don't know why you feel so far away from me Yoongs, I want you to know that I will always be here for you. I miss you" her voice broke his heart into million pieces.

What have you done Min Yoongi?

"It is not you my love, it is me"

Seul leaned her head back and looked up at him "What actually happen Yoongi? Tell me"

"You won't understand Seul" he released her and created a small gap between them.

"Make me understand Yoongs. If it is about me, I can fix it for you, if you just stop pushing me away. I love you so much and it never change. I don't know what went wrong between us, I don't want to lose you. Were you..disgusted by me?"

His eyes rounded as his gaze landed on Seul's distressed face "No it is not that. I am not disgusted by you baby, I will never be disgusted by you. My feelings never change"

"Then what change? Were you sick of me?"

"No, I don't" he frowned, offended by her accusation.

Seul was frustrated by his unwillingness to cooperate, and it rose the tension between them "This is not the right time to talk" she heard him continued.

"You ignored me for months Yoongs, how is it today not suitable for this talk. What are we then? Is this your way saying goodbye to me, a silent treatment?"

"You are my girlfriend Ji Seul and that won't change unless you have doubts on us. Are you?"