ghosting - awesamdude

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Khai had never been good with feelings.

They were a constant buzzing in her head. She found it easier to ignore them and push them away, rather than act on them. Sometimes this worked. Sometimes, it didn't.

She knew she was being fucking stupid, but she didn't know what else to do. It wasn't going away, and there was no way in hell she was ruining the friendship because of a crush.

So, she was pacing her bedroom at four in the morning, the block button on her screen. All she had to do was-

She knew she was ruining the friendship regardless. But, she was nothing if not a coward, and this was the easier route. Something had to be done. She had just moved to New York. Ghosting him?

Easy-peasy.

She sighed and clicked the block button. That was that, right?

She fucking hoped so.

< imessage >

khai
hey lol 🤪
just did something bad 💃💃
if sam asks i died in a horrific equestrian fire

jas
YOU TOLD HIM?

khai
nah lol
i blocked him 😍🙏

jas
you're actually fucking stupid
like
so inexplicably unfathomably stupid

khai
big words!!

jas
well
die in a hole

khai
🙄🙄 as you wish

jas
you're a horrible person

khai
ouch
i prefer eccentric personality

jas
horrible person

khai
you win some you lose some ig

jas
if you get drunk and call me crying i'm going to laugh

khai
that would never happen

jas
it's happened multiple times

khai
this is for the best
dk how i'm going to navigate the mutual group of friends 🤨🤨
but i'm a genius
i'll figure it out

jas
it amazes me how you have simultaneously the worst self esteem i've ever seen and a borderline god complex

khai
keeps life interesting
arent you glad you have me

jas
not when you do stupid shit like this
he lives next door to me literally what am i supposed to do
moms gonna kill you

khai
moms wanted to kill me since i told her i wanted to fuck both women and men
lolol

jas
don't do that
lolol doesn't fit with that sentence

khai
don't you love how she masks her homophobia  by saying i'm just too young to know and she doesn't want me to miss out on any experiences because of it
mf you're the reason i'm missing out on experiences
i could be dating women rn if it wasn't for the
issues she instilled in me 🙄🙄🙄🙄
guess i'm just ridiculously non-committal

jas
sad ig

khai
whore
at least i was the trial run
you got a warning
you know not to come out

jas
thanks for that lol

khai
die

an/
besties i'm back!!!!
to the one person who said they missed ghosting on my message board it gave me motivation to rewrite this so thank you it's so greatly appreciated