jads <3

the office..... <3

i walk in i see the principal sat down i'm confused why i'm here

principal: hello mads
mads: can i help you ?
principal: please sit down
mads: okay?

i sit down he shakes his head at me

mads: is everything okay sir
principal: do you have somewhere other then your house to stay tonight
mads: no why what is going on?
principal: your mom is in hospital she has OD on drugs and she won't let you go home by yourself
mads: i-
principal: what about your dad

you shake your head

mads: he died ages ago i will find somewhere sir
principal: okay you have 2 options right now
mads: what are they then
principal: go see your mom or go back to lesson
mads: i will go back
principal: well the bell is about to go so go wait outside until it dose
mads: okay

i go sit outside the bell goes it's lunch now i go up to nessa bryce addison jaden  and josh they notice something is up

josh: mads what is up with you
mads: nothing i'm fine
jaden: mads can we talk please
mads: sure

i get up and go to my locker jaden follows after me

jaden: whatsup mads
mads: i'm fine jaden
jaden: you can trust me mads
mads: can we skip the rest of the day
jaden: sure come on my house or yours
mads: yours!!
jaden:  okay come on then

you go to jaden's car he drives to his house i
go to his room his parents are at work i hug him

jaden: now tell me what's up
mads: nothing jaden just hug me please
jaden: ok?

he hugs me

mads: can i stay here tonight
jaden: sure mads i will stay on the floor
mads: no i will jaden
jaden: your cute you know
mads: jaden can i trust you?

he nods his head

jaden: talk to me mads
mads: my mum is in hospital jaden and i'm just worried what if she dies i will have no where to live i will be an orphan jaden

i start tearing up he wipes away my tears he
hugs me tightly i think i have feelings for him...

jaden; don't stress about it mads i will be here for you no matter what happens i will be here for you
mads: can we cuddle please jaden

he nods his head me and jaden cuddle he falls asleep i get up i go to his bathroom i open my phone case

- ⚠️TW⚠️ - 

i grab my razor out of my phone case i make 6 cuts on my wrists blood goes everywhere i clean it up

- ⚠️end of TW⚠️ -

i put one of jaden's hoodies on i go back to him and cuddle him i fall asleep

- jaden's pov -

i wake up at 6am it's saturday i see mads her wrists have blood on she had been self harming again omg i could help her i can't loose her i love her i love mads lewis i have feelings for her i kiss her head she starts waking up she was in my hoodie she looked good in it i kiss her cheek she wakes up

mads: hey lover boy are you okay
jaden: mads can i ask you something
mads: yeah sure
jaden: are you self harming mads ?

she gets up

A/N : 565 words