Sad Song- The Vamps
Aviana Ross:
It's been three days since Calum and I spoke. I think I was too harsh. But I'm really not sure though, it's not as if I lied to him.
I really don't know how I feel. Yes, there was that moment two weeks ago, but we're good friends, I thought it meant nothing. Again, I won't lie, he could make me happy.
But over these past two weeks, while he was out traveling the world, I wasn't thinking of him. My mind was elsewhere.
In technical terms, my ex.
We were still friends; we broke up because we couldn't handle the relationship at the time. I've missed him though, and it led me to the hope that maybe we could try it again.
He's still running through my head, and although I say I've moved on, I think I still love him.
What we had was special. He knew it too. I regret our decision to end it before it ever got difficult. Maybe it could have worked if we had tried just a bit harder.
I dial his number and go for it.
"Hey, I can't get you off my mind, I think we screwed up," I blatantly state.
"I think about you everyday, Aviana, to be honest, I think we did too," he answers.
"We didn't even try to make it work, I'm sorry I broke up with you, it deserved a chance,"
"It's okay, Av. I didn't lose you for good,"
"Yeah, but what if I lose you now?" I ask.
"And what if you don't? We're older now. Adults. Probably a bit smarter than back then,"
I lightly laugh, yeah, we probably are. "You belong in my life, one way or another,"
"We can talk some more tomorrow, Aviana, I'm pretty tired. But thank you for calling, it's been too long,"
"Goodnight,"
He hangs up. Maybe this can still work.
I'm sorry Calum, but I have to figure myself out first, and I don't think I've moved on just yet. Deep down there's something there, some regret, and I need to make sure I didn't screw this up.
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This one is SHORT short, but what are y'all thinking of mr. ex boyfriend???
Also surprise, a picture for my Aviana inspiration based off of your thoughts :)
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