I woke up in Jack's arms. He was already awake and smiled. I laughed but my eyes were still burning.
''Merry Christmas.'' I smiled. ''Merry Christmas.''
I didn't want to get up, it was going to be so awkward after last night. I had to tell Kian, or not, I don't even know.
''We need to get up, breakfast with the family..''
We went downstairs, everyone was already awake.
''There is our cute Christmas couple.'' His mom said smiling. What. Did she just say the word couple. In what kinda situation am I? What the fuck, what is wrong with everyone.. Why can't I just have a nice relationship with Kian, ugh.
''Eh no I didn't feel well that's why eh..'' I said smiling even though I was annoyed.
Finn didn't say anything, just like two weeks ago, great, not. ''Merry Christmas''
He smiled but didn't reply, why does he have to act like a douche bag every single time something happens between us, sigh.
Breakfast was boring, I wasn't in a good mood so yeah, after we gave our presents I left. I don't know if this was the worst or best Christmas ever.
I went to Kian's house, his family and Maddie were still there. ''Hey! Missed you babe.'' He gave me a kiss. ''Missed you too.'' I smiled. I don't know If I should tell Kian about last night. I should but what if I don't.. nothing will happen, right?
Maddie smiled an walked to us. ''Are you guys still together?'' What was she talking about.. I raised my eyebrow.
''After what happened between you and Finn!''
Kian bit his lip. ''Do I want to know this?''
''Hasn't she told you yet?!'' Maddie acted shocked, she is such a good skank, uh I mean actress.
''Told what?'' Kian said worried.
''They kissed!''
I want to die right now, just kill me please, thank you very much.
Kian his eyes were full of anger and sadness. His eyes were becoming red, was he really crying?
''Why didn't you tell me this?''
''I wanted to.. how does she know it?''
Kian sighed. ''Who cares, I can't believe this, I actually trusted you and I loved you and..''
Loved, he just said loved, now I'm officially dead. What if I just lay on the ground and pretend dead would there be any difference? eh.
''I'm sorry I never wanted this to happen I don't know what happened I... I just..''
Silence.
''Please, just leave okay?''
I bit my lip and my eyes were burning again. I looked at Maddie and frowned. ''When are you going to leave my fucking life?!''
She smirked. ''I'm actually staying here for a semester.''
What. This is the worst news I've heard this day, and yes I've heard a lot bad news today. I wanted to punch her in the face so badly.. and this time, I didn't hesitate.
''What the fuck Ella, Leave, NOW!''
I slammed the door and walked back home, I can't believe I actually punched her, in the face. It was the right thing to do, no one would agree with that but whatever.
I opened the door and went straight to my bed with a big bag of random candy.
I just needed some rest but my phone started buzzing, Alfie texted me.
-can't believe you actually did that.-
-did what?
-telling maddie that I like her, she told zoe and zoe told me and she got mad at me-
-I NEVER SAID THAT SHE IS A LIAR -
-wow you're such a good friend, zoe is not lying..-
-I MEAN MADDIE, MADDIE IS LYING OKAY-
-how does she know I like zoe..-
(a/n: zalfie 4 life)
-everyone knows..lol-
-uh yeah sure, I thought you were really sorry, apparently not.-
- what are you talking about.-
-spreading this stupid rumour?! congrats, you just lost 2 friends that really cared about you, I miss the old ella..-
Yay, now Alfie and Zoe hate me too for no reason. Why was Maddie doing this to me, I've never done anything wrong to her except for punching her in the face. I don't know if it's a good thing that I'm proud of myself.
This was the worst Christmas ever, and school is starting in a week, woo-hoo, yay, party hardy, not.