I bought some lovely presents for the boys and when Zoe was at the 2nd floor i bought something nice for her too so she wouldn't notice it. ''Shall we go to the McDonald's? I'm hungry.'' I smiled. ''Yeah sure.'' We walked through the city and I was enjoying hanging out with Zoe until my phone rang. ''Hello?''
''Hey Ella, It's Jack.''
''Hey Jackamo.'' I laughed
''How are you?''
''I'm fine I'm with Zoe right now.''
''So I guess this is not the right time to talk about... you know, anyways tell Zoe I said hi!''
''I will, Bye.''
''Bye.'' He hang up.
I put my phone back in my pocket and continued walking. Zoe smirked. ''Are you hanging out with Jack tomorrow?''
''Eh not really, just want to discuss stuff and he said hi.'' I smiled. ''Could you order a hamburger for me I have to go to the toilet.'' Zoe nodded. ''Sure.'' I went to the toilet and checked my phone again. I got a text from Kian and Alfie.
-hey im excited for tonight even tho i don't know what we're going to do ha x kian -
I quickly replied to him.
-idk maybe we could go out and party or something lol xxx -
-yessss, just us or everyone? xxx -
-eh i will text the other guys and i will ask zoe now xxx -
Then I checked Alfie's text.
-your shirt is still here haha xx -
-really omg im so stupid and i still got your shirt too aha xx -
-haha you can keep my shirt if you want xx -
-really aw love u alfie hahaha you can keep my shirt too xx-
-noooo i don't want kian to kill me i will bring it back this week!! xx -
-awe ps joining me and kian clubbing tonight? tell the other guys too x-
-yeaah and i will, 11 pm? you are at kians house right? x -
-yes i am and sounds great yay xxx -
I flushed and washed my hand. Zoe was already eating her cheeseburger. ''Ew.'' I laughed and ate my hamburger, cheeseburgers are so gross.
''So why did Jack call?'' Zoe smiled.
''Eh well we wanted to talk about something..'' I said.
''Ah something private?''
''Kinda, well do you really wanna know it?'' I asked
''Only if you want to, I mean if it's between you and jack.. no need to tell me stuff you don't want to tell.'' She smiled. Aw she's so lovely, I wonder why none of the guys asked her out yet.
''Aw it's okay, I will tell you about it after I talked about that thing with Jack.'' I smiled.
''Okay.'' She smiled and finished eating her cheeseburger. ''Are you joining me and the lads tonight at the club?''
''I'm busy tonight, sorry Ella.''
''Oh well now it's only me and the boys, woo-hoo.'' I said sarcastically. She started laughing. ''I wish i could come tho...'' ''It's okay haha, anyways Kian is picking me up around the mall so shall we head back?'' Zoe nodded and we walked back to the mall and waited for Kian. He didn't take too long to come, he walked to us and smiled. ''Hi I'm Kian.''
''Zoe.'' She smiled. ''Hello Zoe.'' Kian laughed.
While Zoe and Kian were talking to each other I quickly checked my phone. I got a mention on twitter from Alfie.
- @PointlessBlogTV: tonight is gonna be fuuuun @ellalewis @sampepper @marcusbutlertv @finnharries @jacksgap @kianlawley -
I tweeted back and closed the twitter app.
''Shall we go back to your place, huh? Zoe are you coming with us?'' I smiled
''No thanks, I still have to buy a present for you! Bye!'' She gave me a hug and went back to the mall.
Kian gave me a kiss. ''Missed you.'' I blushed.
''My mom is still home right now but she is leaving tonight, but she is excited to see you again after four years.'' He smirked.
''Me too.'' I smiled and we walked back to his car and went to his house.
He knocked on the door. ''Forgot my keys.'' His mom opened the door, she didn't change and she's still very nice. ''Hello, it's nice to see you again.'' I smiled.
She smiled back. ''Hi Ella, you've changed so much, come in!'' I walked inside and saw a lot unpacked boxes. Kian laughed. ''Don't worry, when everything is unpacked it will look better.''
''Oh do you need any help?'' I smiled. ''No thanks, my room is already decorated, it's still boring but whatever, would you like to see it?'' I smiled and nodded. We walked upstairs and he opened his door. ''Tada.'' I laughed, his room actually looked pretty nice and if you compared it to the room of one of the boys it's so clean. I sat down on his bed and looked around. ''Cool room.'' He smiled. ''Not really..'' and sat next to me. ''Anyways, the lads are picking us up at 11 pm.''
''Do they know where I live?'' I nodded. ''I texted your address to Alfie.''
''Oh I talked to him on the phone!'' He smiled.
''I know, I fell asleep haha I think Alfie already told you when you called.'' He started laughing. ''Yes he did, cute.'' I blushed.
''Would you like anything to drink?'' ''Eh no thanks, oh and do you think what I'm wearing right now is okay?''
He smiled. ''Beautiful.'' He was playing with my hair and gave me a little kiss on my lips. He was blushing, what. ''I'm happy to be here with you again.''
I smiled ''Me too.''
''Do you remember Maddie?'' I sighed, he just ruined the whole moment and started talking about that slut. ''Eh yes why?'' I asked annoyed.
''She's coming to London tomorrow, she is staying here till the 2nd of January! I bet you guys become best friends.''
I cringed. ''No thanks.''
''Why are you so negative about my friends Ella? I mean I'm not about yours!'' He said a bit annoyed but still kinda sweet.
''That's because they don't tell other people that I don't deserve you.'' Kian was getting really annoyed when I told him this, I could see it in his eyes.
''Stop talking shit about her, she wouldn't do that!''
''Am I talking shit? Oh okay then.'' I didn't start crying even though I wanted to. I saw it with my own eyes and he still doesn't believe me, great. I knew it, I fucking knew it. A relationship would ruin our friendship, ugh.
''No I didn't mean it that way, I love you more than anyone else, please remember that Ella.' He blushed. ''..Trust me.'' He kissed me passionately. I don't know what this boy did to me, it felt so weird. Am I really in love with Kian or do I just miss him. I didn't care at the moment and kissed back until his mom yelled from downstairs. ''ELLA, KIAN!!!!! Come downstairs your friends are waiting!'' Kian laughed. ''Yes mom wait a second.'' We walked downstairs and saw Jack Sam Alfie and Marcus. ''Hey.'' I didn't really pay attention to Sam Marcus and Alfie. Only Jack. ''Where's Finn?'' I asked.
''Home, he's ill.''
''Aw poor Finny.'' I quickly sent him a text
- get well soon x-
He replied immediately.
-thank you I'm not ill tbh I'm just not in a mood to party x -
-why not? we will miss you tonight :-( -
-idk-
What a nice reply. I had to talk to him later but first Jack and just have fun. We went to the club and the music was very loud. Kian was just standing with his phone, texting. Guess who he was texting? Yes, Maddie, ugh. So I decided to dance with Alfie. ''Have you seen Jack?'' I asked.
''Uh yeah he was with a blond girl ehhhhh...'' He was looking around and pointed to Jack and a girl.
''Thanks.'' I went to Jack and smiled. ''Hey.''
''Ellaaaaa.'' He laughed. ''Can we talk, in private?''
''Yeah sure where?'' ''Maybe outside.'' We went outside and sat down on a little bench. ''So....''
''Eh..'' He laughed to make it less awkward, it didn't work.
''What did you mean with your text?''
He looked at the ground. ''Finn.''
I was a bit confused. ''Ehm what? He doesn't like me okay! Have you ever seen my face?!'' I said annoyed.
''Stop being so insecure about yourself, you are beautiful Ella.'' I blushed. ''Thanks Jack. Anyways, what's the real reason Finn is staying home, he told he isn't really ill.''
''Don't act like you don't know. why, you know exactly why.. just admit it.'' I was still confused, everyone was so nice to me tonight, not. I shrugged. Jack sighed. ''Would you like to hang out with someone you love who obviously likes someone else more than you?!''
''No, but I just do it..'' I looked at the ground and wanted to cry, I felt bad for Finn, I never knew he actually liked me, I don't even know why Kian wants me to be his girlfriend, I'm stupid and his ''friend'' Maddie says that I don't deserve him, maybe she's right. I couldn't hold my tears anymore and they streamed down my face. ''Hey, Ella, don't cry.'' He wiped my tears and gave me a tight hug. I tried to smile because Jack was worried. ''Do you wanna go back home?''
''Ehm yes, but I was supposed to stay at Kian's house tonight, eh.. could I stay at your place?'' I asked. ''No problem, I'll tell the other boys that I'm bringing you home and then I will head back.'' He smiled. ''Aren't you staying home? Oh well okay thank you anyways.''
''I should stay home with you hm you're right.'' He smiled but I didn't want to annoy him. ''No need to! Have fun tonight, don't let me ruin your night, please.''
''You never ruin my night, but Finn is home..''
''Great.'' I said sarcastically. He laughed. ''Ehm do you wait outside or...''
''I want to say bye to Kian, then I will wait outside.'' I smiled and went back inside searching Kian. I waved at him and he walked into me. ''Why are you crying El?'' I looked away.
''Don't tell me it's because.... no.. seriously?'' He was annoyed, ugh. I didn't say anything back. ''Why are you acting so stupid?! Seriously you act like Maddie is Satan or something like that, seriously stop.'' At this point I felt even worse than when Jack told me Finn likes me, I just walked back outside, waiting for Jack. After 5 minutes he came back and we went to his car.
We finally arrived and he opened the door. ''If you want to sleep, you can borrow some sweatpants and a shirt, it's in my closet. ''Bye'' He gave me a hug and went back to his car. I walked inside and saw Finn laying on the couch watching TV, he looked up but he didn't say anything, fine. I went to Jack's room and sat on his bed, checking my phone. I got a text from Alfie.
-why did you leave so early? I'm worried :-( xx -
I replied. - no worries alfie <3 -
I could try to sleep but I won't fall asleep, but sitting here doing nothing is stupid. I quickly put some sweatpants on and a white shirt. When I almost fell asleep, someone knocked on the door, Finn.
