''Ella.. why are you laying in the bathroom?'' I opened my eyes and saw Kian looking a bit confused, oh I really fell asleep.. what.
''Eh.. I couldn't sleep so I went to the bathroom but I guess I fell asleep here.''
He started laughing. ''Oh you're so stupid, I should be the one leaving you while you're asleep because you're the one that rambles about nothing while being asleep.''
Oh god, what if I've ever said something embarrassing.. um.
''Shut up'' I said jokingly while he kissed my cheek.
We went downstairs and made a sandwich, and with 'we' I'm talking about Kian, I'm the best girlfriend ever.
''Oh by the way I'm going to Zoe when I'm done with the sandwich you've made for me.''
''Are you leaving me alone?'' He said while he made a sad puppy face.
''Eh.. you have Maddie! Where the fuck is she?''
''Still sleeping I guess, but hey it's alright, have fun.'' He smiled and gave me a kiss.
''Thanks.'' I smiled and went outside, Zoe doesn't live too far away but I can't be bothered to walk... maybe Jack and Finn haven't left yet, hopefully.
I walked to their house and knocked on the door.
Finn opened the door, his eyes were red and his hair was messed up, he was wearing a sweater and sweatpants ''...hi'' He tried to smile.
''Hey.. are you okay?'' I was seriously worried, I haven't seen him so sad before, even when he told me he was moving he was less sad.
''Eh.. I'm fine, don't worry.''
''You know you can tell me anything right?''
''Come in please, Jack has already left but I wasn't ready yet.''
I walked inside and we went to his room. ''So.. what happened?''
''I'm fucked up, Ella.'' He sighed and lied down on his bed.
''No you're not! Finn you're an amazing friend and you're not fucked up.''
''I AM! I'VE FINALLY REALIZED THAT I'M THE WORST FRIEND EVER, I'M SELFISH AND NOW I'M MOVING TO ANOTHER COUNTRY.'''
''It's not your fault..'' I whispered, trying to stay calm.
''Ella, are you fucking blind? I fucking love you and I'm never seeing you ever again, the only thing I've ever wanted was you.''
Well that was unexpected, or not.. I don't know, I was a bit in shock and didn't know how to respond.
''I.. I l-love you too Finn, but I can't just leave Kian, you know that right? And I'm probably going back to California so...''
''What.. you're fucked up as well Ella..'' He whispered, pissed off, sad.
''Thanks, thanks a lot.'' I said sarcastically.
''But I still love you, I need you Ella..''
I took a deep breath before I was going to do or say something stupid.
''Sorry, I think it's better If I leave.''
Fucking. Hell.
