It was midnight and Kian was already asleep, I can't sleep because there's so much going on in my mind. Should I really leave London? I mean, what will be the difference.. well I bet everything will be better, it will be okay. I just have to take risks, I'm such a twat.
I looked at Kian who was still sleeping, maybe I should take some rest, ha ha woah so funny.
I sighed and closed my eyes, I was so tired but I just couldn't fall asleep, I decided to take some sleeping pills. I don't even know if Kian has those.. hm I'll just go and find them in the bathroom.
Guess what, nothing.
I don't think I'll sleep tonight but I'm glad Kian gave me his old phone so I can use it, I decided to text Zoe, I haven't spoke to her for such a long time.
-Hi Zoe, how are you? x-
I got a reply immediately, oh we're one and the same... haha.
-Ella <3 I'm fine.. I guess? It's 4 am, thanks for waking me up hoe-
-I'm sorry, I can't sleep and I really miss you and I have to tell you something, are you free tomorrow?''
-Aw it's okay and I miss you too :-( eh Alfie, Jack and Finn are coming over tomorrow but you can come as well if you want to, I hate the fact that jack and finn are moving, ugh.. -
-Yes, I'm going to miss them so much.. but they're moving in may so we still have a whole month.-
-I guess you'll finally confess something in that month.-
-What are you talking about?-
-Don't be silly, it starts with a F and ends with inn-
-oh yeah im totally going to confess finn? great grammar zoe shut up zoe xxxx-
-you know what I mean, i'm not stupid ha, anyways go to sleep u filthy bastard-
-yeah right, good night bby-
I really don't know why Zoe said I will confess something to Finn, like what the fuck that was a half year ago, I like Kian, I think. Wait what, no I really like him, I mean he's my boyfriend, right? right.
Why am I even thinking about this again, I'm the worst friend ever.
I didn't want to go back to Kian's room because I was scared to wake him up so I just stayed in the bathroom, sitting on the ground, yep I'm pretty normal.
My phone started buzzing again, It was an unknown number, maybe it was one of Kian's friends (I deleted all his contacts since it's my phone now)
-Kian I'M COMING TO LONDON WATHTESKSFD-
-I'm not Kian, he gave me his old phone, who are you?''
-Sam.. who are you then?''
-Ella, but oh my god SAM I HAVEN'T SPOKE TO YOU FOR SO LONG ARE YOU COMING TO LONDON WHAT-
-ELLA OMG HEY AND YES I'M COMING FOR 2 WEEKS THIS SUNDAY WITH SOME FRIENDS-
-AHH I'LL TELL KIAN BUT NOT NOW BECAUSE HE'S SLEEPING-
-OH OKAY ISN'T IT LIKE 5 AM OR SOMETHING IN THE UK WHAT ARE YOU DOING-
-I CANT SLEEP-
-POOR YOU-
-WHY ARE WE SCREAMING-
-I DON'T KNOW ASK JESUS-
I started laughing, ah i missed sam, he made me laugh.. at 5 am, wow you must be very special if you can make that happen.
I didn't reply anymore because I was getting really tired and I finally fell asleep...... three hours later.
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a/n: omg SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING AND THIS IS SO SHORT BUT I HOPE YOU STILL LIKE IT I HAVE EXAMS ATM SO IM SORRY AND IM SO SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING AND THIS IS REALLY SHITTY BUT IT WILL GET BETTER I JUST NEED sOME INSPIRATION
ps i dont rly like this story anymore... should i continue
