''Sup?'' He was acting like he didn't care but why would he ask it then..
''Nothing.''
He stayed in Jack's room. ''Come on... I can see that you've cried..''
I didn't reply, Finn sighed. ''Sorry....'' He closed the door and went back to the living room. I tried to fall asleep again but it didn't work, people kept texting me.
-where are you? ps plans for tomorrow are cancelled x kian-
-the twins and eh why? -
-i already told you, maddie is coming x -
-poor you-
-she is nice and funny, i don't know why you hate her so much -
-eh i don't really care and if you only knew, or believed me.. -
I seriously had enough of everything and turned my phone off and fell asleep.
//the next morning
It was already 1 pm and I was still laying in bed doing nothing. If it was possible I would lay here for the rest of my life doing nothing. I turned my phone back on, even though I rather threw it away right now. I got text from Zoe.
- hey alfie called me last night he told me he was worried about you, is everything okay? xxx -
- really? aw, and hm i don't know i guess no xx -
I wanted to close my eyes again but then I saw a note on Jack's pedestal cupboard.
I'm sorry for ruining everything, I want you to be happy, with kian, I'm sorry for being an asshole last night and Í will leave you alone, even tho it's hard to leave you alone because you're one of my best friends, i don't want to cause problems between you and kian, i remember last year, i had a chance but i threw it away, i am stupid, and now when you are finally in love and happy with someone nice i decide to fall in love, great, not. Actually it's not even possible to ignore you because you live 5 minutes away from me and I don't want to ruin our friendship. I'm sorry for everything.
- Finn
''Finn?'' I shouted because I'm too lazy to get up. I heard his footsteps and the door knob. He smiled and sat next to me but I could see in his eyes that he cried. I smiled at him. ''It's not your fault.'' His eyes were sparkling, but he was still upset.
My phone beeped, Kian texted me. ''Eh.. it's Kian.'' I said and Finn raised his eyebrows.
- i dont want to be an item anymore - I think I just stopped breathing.
MADDIE'S POV
I was already in London with Kian at Starbucks. ''Hey could I borrow your phone? I need to text my mom.'' He smiled. ''Of course.'' I looked through his contacts and saw Ella, would Kian notice it if I texted her instead of my mom...? I bet he wouldn't.
- i dont want to be an item anymore - I've sent her the text and waited till she replied.
''How long does it take to text your mom?'' He laughed. ''Haha sorry.'' I smiled and got a text from Ella.
-i thought you were different you're an asshole and i fucking hate you right now.. - I smirked. ''What the fuck... Ella just texted you, look.'' I showed him her text and he looked offended. ''Why did she say that?!'' His mouth dropped and I saw a tear.
''I don't know, I thought she was nice but I guess I was wrong.''
He bite his lip and looked at the ground. ''She is.. we got a little fight last night but I didn't knew she would hate me. I made a huge mistake by kissing her, I ruined our friendship.''
I was wiping away his tears and smiled. ''You didn't do anything wrong, she is just being rude, you deserve someone better than her.'' He looked in my eyes.''Who?''
I smiled and pressed my lips against Kians.
ELLA'S POV.
''He wouldn't do that he is not that stupid.''
''Well I obviously just got a text from his phone!'' I yelled and cried harder than a little baby. I looked like a freaking hobo but I didn't care. ''Everything is going to be okay, promise.'' Finn gave me a hug but I started crying even harder. ''I want to see Kian. Now.''
''5 minutes ago he tweeted he is at starbucks with..'' He bit his lip. Without any make-up on and old sweatpants i walked downstairs and ran outside without saying hello to Jack, cough I'm such a good friend cough. I tried to act cool I mean there are people here that know me. I opened the door and the first thing that catched my eye was a blond slut called Maddie kissing Kian.
''Who the fuck do you think you are?'' I was so angry I wanted to slap Maddie and Kian in their faces. ''Look who's here, the psycho girlfriend.'' When I saw Maddie cringing I couldn't control myself anymore and almost slapped her in the face. Instead of that I looked back to Kian. ''Thanks for breaking up with me by a text message, and that kiss obviously ment so much to you.'' I said sarcastically and walked away.
''I never sent you a text saying that.. you were the one who texted me that I'm an asshole and that you hate me.''
''Don't act like you don't know anything you fucking broke up with me by sending me a text!'' He started yelling. ''I never did!''
''Why did you kiss her then?'' I frowned. He didn't say anything and looked at Maddie. ''Because she doesn't tell me lies all the time...'' He stopped yelling and stared at the ground. I couldn't believe he actually answered that question. I had two options. 1. Slap Kian in his face or 2. Stay calm and leave him alone. Surprisely I choosed the second option. ''Okay, erm, sorry for bothering you two.'' with that I left. I waited outside because I didn't want to bother Finn and Jack again. I should say sorry to them. I quickly texted Finn.
-sorry for me crying and yelling and leaving your house without saying bye im stupid sorry xxx -
-it's okay love everything is going to be okay believe me, you are still welcome haha xxx -
-thanks finn and I'll go to my own house I don't want to bother you again! xxx -
-you never bother me, friends help each other :-) x -
-you're the best, seriously xxx -
I still looked like a mess and walked back home. I wasn't really in the mood to hang out with people so I made myself hot chocolate milk and a sandwich. I turned the tv on but nothing I like was on tv right now. I'm glad my parents weren't home, if they saw me like this they would be so worried. I should give them a call but I'm too lazy and I don't want to speak to anyone at the moment so I decided to take a nap. I layed down on the couch with the tv stll on, the sound didn't bother me falling asleep.
*bzzz* I woke up and saw that Kian texted me, ugh he was the last person I wanted to talk to right now.
-I never sent that text, believe me ok? -
-Why would I?-
-I think Maddie has sent it to you.''
-Are you finally going to admit that she's a stupid skank?-
-Everyone makes a mistake.-
-lol erm no-
-can I come over?-
-why?-
-you'll see.-
-what eh okay then...-
Why did I say okay, ugh. Should I get dressed I mean I was still wearing Jack's shirt and sweatpants...whatever I'll just continue laying on the couch watching tv till he comes.
I heard Kian knocking on the door. I opened it and went back to the couch.
I looked at him. ''Why are you here?'' ''To apologize.'' He smiled.
''Ehm okay.'' I sighed. ''So.... are we back together because eh I never sent that text..'' He looked at the ground and I rolled my eyes. ''You kissed Maddie a hour ago.''
''Says the one who's wearing Jack's clothes.'' He smirked. ''Why are you smirking?''
''Because Maddie told me that...'' I didn't even let him finish his sentence. ''Can't you see that she is lying the whole time?''
''Stop overreacting.''
I was calm for a second but now I'm am angrier than I was before. ''You freaking kissed her in front of my face!'' ''She kissed me!'' ''What's the difference, just leave.'' I didn't cry even though I wanted to.
''I want to talk.'' He looked in my eyes. ''Well you just ruined it.''
''Are you mad at me?''
''No of course not!'' I said sarcastically rolling my eyes. He looked a bit worried.
''I'm sorry for everything, do you want me to leave?''
''Yes'' I said while the first teardrops were streaming down my face.
He didn't move and kept staring at the ground but then he suddenly looked deep in my eyes. ''Before I go. I want to tell you something.''
