Roommates [gxg]

Chapter 6

Victorias Pov:

Right after Avery and I entered the closet, the door closed. All I could hear were the people from outside, they're whispering about what could possibly happen.

"So..what are we suppose to do in here?" Avery asks, making me look at her.

"It's our decision. We don't have to do anything." I answer with a shrug.

"Okay.." she mumbles.

"Tell me what I can do to make up for not knowing about your birthday." She suddenly says and I frown.

"You couldn't even know." I reply but she just shrugs.

"I want to do something, just tell me what I can do." Avery begs on which I sigh.

"Avery, I don't want you to do anything."

"I-I can kiss you if you want? A birthday kiss, you know." She suggests and my eyes widen.

She then suddenly cups my cheeks and leans in but I stop her by holding onto her shoulders.

"No, I don't want you to kiss me. Look..don't take this personal but I want my first kiss to be special." I tell her, on which her eyes widen.

"You-You didn't have your first kiss yet?" Avery asks shocked and I roll my eyes.

"No, I didn't. I never had the right person I wanted to do it with." I answer with a shrug.

"In general, I want my first girlfriend to be someone I know I'm going spend the rest of my life with." I continue.

"So you don't get hurt?"

"That's one reason. But I just don't want to waste my time with the wrong person." I answer and she nods understandably.

"Oh..then um..sorry for trying to kiss you.." she mumbles embarrassed.

"It's okay."

"But um..didn't a lot girls already try to kiss you?" She asks confused.

"Not really. If you haven't noticed, I'm not really liked here." I respond and she looks down.

"And..what if I get you a cake for you birthday? Would that be okay?" Avery asks shyly, making me laugh.

"Okay, a cake is fine." I tell her and she smiles widely.

"So..um..what now?" Avery asks and I shrug.

"I guess we'll just wait until they let us out again."

"Okay.."

"How long are you going to stay at the party?" She asks, trying to hold the conversation.

"I don't know. I usually don't go to parties so probably not that long." I reply.

Gosh..why is this so awkward? I've never really talked to her before..

"So..you're friend, Maya, why did she said that she knows someone I slept with when there's literally no one?" I ask while crossing my arms.

"I-I don't know." Avery stutters.

"I mean..she's a fricking freshman, I've never even seen her. And she doesn't even know me, all she knows is that I'm your roommate." I say annoyed and she takes a deep breath.

"I know, I'm sorry. I will talk to her later."

Right after that the door opens which makes us look at it. Everyone is looking at us curiously but I just walk out, ignoring everyone. People then start cheering which makes me turn around to see something I'd never expected to see.

Maya..is kissing..Avery

I dont know why, but it hurt

A lot actually

It hurt seeing someone else kissing Avery..

But why?

I look over to Connor, who stares at me with wide eyes. But before he could walk to me I rush out of the room and towards my dorm.

I get inside my room and shut the door behind me, with a loud thud. Right after that Connor runs in, so I quickly turn around to face him.

"W-why does it hurt so much?" I ask anxious and he slowly walks over me.

"I-I think I'm having a panic attack. W-why am I having a panic attack?" I ask, even more scared than before.

Connor wraps his arms around me and hugs me carefully. "I think..you're having a panic attack because you never experienced anything like this." He says softly and after a few minutes I calm down a bit.

"W-What do you mean?" I ask confused as we pull away.

Connor takes a breath and then pulls me towards the bed before sitting down with me.

"I think..you like Avery and seeing her with someone else hurt you. And well..because you never liked anyone before you're panicking because this kind ot pain is new for you." He says, making me look down.

"I can't like Avery. I-I just can't. This isn't possible." I mutter and he wraps his arm around me.

"I'm sorry but it is. I can't come up with any other reason why you would act like this." Connor replies and I take a deep breath before wiping my tears.

It's been long since I last had a panic attack so thank god Connor was with me. I don't know what would have happen if he wouldn't have been..

Then suddenly the door opens and Avery rushes in.