Temptation 18+

Chapter 17

I walked inside after crying my eyes out with Jimin he made me feel some what better. I walked up to our room taking a deep breath before reach for the door. I froze for a few seconds before hearing my name being called. I turned around to see Tae waving at me. "What is it?" I questioned. "I'm sorry about earlier." He said walking up to me. "Its OK it's all my fault I should have stopped when you said to." I said looking down at the floor. "No it's my fault as well I let my feelings get a hold on me." He said placing 2 fingers under my chin forcing me to look up at him. "I'm going to tell him Tae. I feel terrible I've cried about it and talked to Jimin, and he even things it's best." He let go of my face lowering his head for a second. "No don't not yet I'll tell him later myself." He said waving his hand towards me. "Are you sure Tae?" I asked. "Yes leave it to me." He said as he walked away. I really hope he tells him soon I thought to myself. I turned the knob to find Yoongi laying in the bed with his hands under his head. I crawled up on the bed laying my head on his chest. I felt much better knowing that Tae was going to tell Yoongi instead of me. "Babe where have you been?" He asked throwing his arm around my back. "I went out side and shot my gun for a little bit. I talked to Jimin for a little bit, and now I'm here." "Oh I see." He said rolling over making me move my head. He scooted himself down to snuggle his face into my neck. "Babe I love you." I paused a bit then responded back to him. "I love you too." I said squeezing him tightly in my arms. If I was to lose this man I don't know what I would do. We laid there for what felt like seconds turned out to be an hour just holding each other. We stopped holding each other when we heard Hobi tell us Dinner was ready. "I've noticed something." I said as we started get up from the bed. "What's that?" He looked at me confused. "Why does it seem we are always the last ones told?" I asked in a playful tone. "Thats how I've always wanted it just incase we don't have enough food they can eat first." He answered as we walked down the hallway. "That's actually very sweet of you." I answered taking his hand into mine. When we got into the dinning room it felt kind of awkward. I sat down next to Tae which was the only empty spot. I glanced over at him at the same time he was making us make eye contact. We could kind of talk, but when Yoongi was around it was more difficult for some reason. We quickly reverted our eyes from each other down to our plates. I could feel Jimin's gaze on me as I kept my head down only lifting up to put food on my plate. I still didn't feel hungry so I mainly just played with my food. After everyone was done I ended up just going to bed with Yoongi. We laid there watching movies until I finally fell alseep on his chest.

"Tae when are you going to tell him it's been 3 weeks, and you still haven't told him yet?" I asked Tae throwing my hands on my hip. "I'm sorry I'm going to I just hadn't had the chance to do so." He said hanging his head down towards the floor. "Tae come on we have to tell him. It's eating me up inside." "I know it's eating me up inside also, I'm trying my hardest to tell him." He said I could tell he was getting upset. "If you don't tell him soon I'm going to." I said as I turned and stormed off in to the kitchen. "Ugh I can't stand him sometimes." I growled. "Whoa what's wrong with you?" Jungkokk asked from behind the fridge door looking over the door at me. "Nothing it's just Tae." "Oh yea he can be that way sometimes just give it time." He said grabbing some banana milk then walking to the counter. "I've learned with him he can be stubborn, but it's also very caring. He cares about other more then himself which makes doing strain things difficult for him." He said the  took a drink. "Why are you telling me this?" I questioned not that I didn't care, but it seemed way too much like he was talking about situation that we were in. "Oh I don't know just seemed like one of those Tae hyung moments." He said shrugging his shoulders then walking out of the kitchen. I stood there for a minute taking in the information I was just given. That would make since on why he's trying to find the perfect time, but sometimes there's not a perfect time for bad news. I thought to myself as I grabbed a coke out of the fridge. Yoongi and Namjoon have been having meetings a lot since they were trying to work on a mission that only them 2 would go on, so I could see how getting a chance would be difficult. "Babe we're done for the day. Do you want to go for a drive?" Yoongi asked wrapping his arms around me pulling me into a hug. I nodded my head. That honestly sounded so fun to me.