Temptation 18+

Chapter 46 (Final)

After everyone said what they felt needed to be said about my current situation. Everyone left leaving me and Yoongi to our thoughts. I sat there thinking about how Yoongi really hasn't said much to me since I told him how I was treated, and the fact that he glared at Jimin. I thought we had talked that out fully. II understand why he would be mad or upset, but I feel like in order for us to continue he needs to drop it. After the baby is born I won't have time for him to be mad about stupid things. "Yoongi." I said without looking at him. "Yea." I hear him as as he turns his head towards me. "Why did you glare at Jimin? I asked. "What do you mean? He raped you. Why wouldn't I?" He replied. "We just had a whole talk about it that's what I mean." I said. "I know, but he's one of the ones that put stress on you. I have a right to still be mad about it." He said. "You might have a right to still be mad about it, but I'm not anymore. It happened there's nothing you can do about it now. We need to put this behind us that's the whole reason we even had that long talk. If you don't let it go that means I was in the floor for no reason, and to be honest here you're stressing me out now." I said shaking my head. "How am I stressing you out? I've done nothing, but try to protect you." "I know Yoongi, but you won't let things go. Since I've came back you've been mad about something. Right now I need you more than anything, but it seems like you're more focused on what has happened then what's going on now." I said raising my voice a bit. "I am focused on now our daughter might be born early which means she could have problems, and it's because of everything that has happened to you. I just want to best for you." He said. "Well it doesn't seem like it, because if you where then you'd stop harping on the past. Lay is dead I killed him myself you seen me do it. Jimin has told us he is sorry multiple times, and has yet to do anything else to me. I will say that I'm also at fault for not letting that go, but even then I know what's more important now." I said trying to calm myself back down. "I do know what's important, and that's you babe and my princess. The both of you mean the world to me." He replied. "Then prove to me that we mean the world to you, because that's not what I'm seeing right now." I replied. No matter how hard I tried to calm down I couldn't. 

"Y/n I.. I never meant to make you feel that way." He said his voice sounded shaky. "Well Yoongi you did." I replied. "I promise I'll change. I never want you to feel like you or our daughter aren't important. I love the both of you so much. I guess I'm just worried what happened last time will happen again. Y/n I never meant to fall for someone again let alone have a child. I'm just so scared I'll lose you like I did her." He said before I cut him off. "I'm not her. I'll never be her. I understand why you'd be scared, but the one who killed her is dead. Where your sulking we should be celebrating. Stop thinking about all the bad things that's ever happened to you, so you can enjoy this time. What are you going to do when our daughter is born and she falls. Are you going to just sit there and whine about it or are you going to help her up?" I asked. "Of course I'm going to help her up. I would never just leave her on the ground. I know I need to stop dwelling on the past it's one of my worst flaws. I promise I'll work on it. I'm sorry I made you feel like that. I promise I'll try my hardest to be the best father and husband I can be." He replied. "I'll be the first to say that I need to learn how to not let things stress me out as much as I have been, so we both have things we need to work on before our daughter is born. We both know nothing when it comes to raising a child, so when the time comes I feel like we should be focused on that." I said. " You are completely right on that. Like I said I promise I'll be better. I'll make sure our daughter has everything she needs or ever wants. And Y/n I promise I'll make it up to you for making you feel the way I did. I really didn't mean to make you feel like that, so I'll say this again I'm very sorry." He said with sincerity in his voice. "I'll forgive you, and I'm sorry for being upset about it." I replied. "Don't be sorry babe I was in the wrong, and you had every reason to be upset at me. I promise starting now I'll try to put everything behind me. He said. I gently leaned over giving him a peck on the check. I felt his check puff up as a smile formed on his face. "I love you." He said after I lightly laid my head on his shoulder. "I love you too." I replied.