Temptation 18+

Chapter 29

I knocked on the door announcing who I was hoping I wouldn't scare her too bad. She let me in the door then walked back over to the bed. "How did it go?" She asked as I sat down on the bed next to her. I felt terrible when I noticed her color had faded. "It was pointless. Jimin just seemed to blow everything off like it didn't matter. Even when I told them we would be moving out for a while." I said back. She dropped her head down then tears started falling down her face. "If I had never came here this wouldn't have ever happened." She said lifting her head to look at me then quickly looking away. "If I would have never asked my selfish father to be in that stupid meeting. If Lay wouldn't have ever seen me then everyone here would be fine. It's all my fault everything is falling apart here." She said as she cried harder. "Dont say that. Its not your fault babe." I said lifting her chin up with my finger to look at me. "You did nothing wrong." I said taking my thumb and whipping some of her tears away. "Y-yes I did. I slept with Tae which made Jimin act the way he did. I already knew he liked me, so I should have stayed away from him more then I did. I hurt you and everyone here." She said closing her eyes. I pulled her closer to me embracing her as tight as I could. "Babe you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you, Jin loves you, everyone here loves you. You're family here Jimin is just acting stupid." I said trying to reassure her. I know shes been through a lot these past months. "All I've done is cause trouble, I've hurt you, I've hurt everyone around me. Everything was just fine before I got here." She said as she tired to push me away. "Everyone makes mistakes babe. No one is hurt by you or upset with you. Once everything gets figured out everything will be just fine." I replied as I pulled her out of the embrace. "Look at me. Everything will be just fine ok." I said looking her in the eyes.  She nodded her head as she looked at me. I took my hands and whipped the tears off of her face. "Once we move everything will calm down when that happens we will come back. I'm sure everyone will come visit us pretty regularly. I'll be taking a break from all missions as you and our baby will be my top priority." She didn't say anything, but nodded her head at me. I could tell she was hurting and probably confused about what has happened these past few months. I know it's alot for me to take in, but for her it has to be worse. "Its all going to OK I promise. I love you more then I can put in words." I said pulling her back into my chest. "I love you too." She said with a shaky voice. I smiled as I pulled her out of my embrace once again to look at her beautiful face. "I'm going to go check on dinner. I'll be right back ok." I said making sure she was ok to be left alone. She nodded her head then I got up. I went down to the kitchen looking for Jin. "Jin hyung." I said as I walked through the door. He turned around to look at me. "After dinner will you and the rest of the guys tell Y/n that she's family and tell her that none of this is her fault. She's pretty down about everything going on." I asked. I hated seeing her like this. "I don't mind I'll let them know during dinner." He said as he turned back to the food on the stove. "I'll bring our plates back, and that's when you'll go in and talk to her. I really hope everyone that's here will, and that it will make her feel better. She completely broke down to me when I went in there." I said dropping my head down. "Well she has had a lot happen to her lately, and she's pregnant so that doesn't help. She's going to be very emotional due to the pregnancy." He said. "She wasn't talking about just recently she was talking about from when she went to the meeting with her father also." I said. "She's been through a lot Yoongi." He said. "I know I just want her to be happy here again." I said. "We will talk to her and see if that helps." He said. "Thank you hyung." I said.

(Y/n POV)

I tried thinking about all the good things that have happened here, but it just wasn't working. I laid there waiting for Yoongi to return with the food. I really didn't feel like eating I just didn't want to be alone anymore. Even knowing the door was locked I still didn't feel safe. I was deep in my thoughts when Yoongi opened the door making me jump. "I'm sorry babe I didn't mean to scare you." He said handing me my plate. I can't let myself get that far into my thoughts again I didn't even hear him unlock the door. "What took so long?" I asked. "Jin was almost done with dinner, so I just waited for him to finish. I didn't want him to walk all the way here when I was already in there." He said then took a bite of food. "Oh." I let out before taking my fork and pushing food around on my plate. "Are you still thinking about it?" He asked looked up at me. I nodded my head. "I'm sorry I can't help it." I said. "Its OK babe it's going to take a while before you can feel some what ok." He said putting his arm around me pulling me closer to him. "Babe look at me." I looked up at him. "Everything will be ok I'm here and I'm not going to let anything happen to you ever again." He said as he looked at me. "I know I just feel like crap right now." I said as forced food into my mouth. I knew if I didn't eat I'd get sick, and I really didn't have the energy for that. After we ate Yoongi gathered our plates to take then to the kitchen. Moments after he left I heard a knock on the door. "Noona can I come in?" Jungkook said loud enough for me to hear. I got up confused unlocking the door to let him in. "Are you ok?" He asked with concern in his tone. "I'm fine." I answered. "I don't know what's going on with you or what your going through, but I don't what you to be sad any longer. I love you as if you were my sister. I can't speak for the others, but I love that you're here. Yoongi has been a happier person since you came." He said with a smile on his face. "The others can't play video games because they are always so busy with missions. You actually have time to play with me, and I enjoy that so much. Noona you mean a lot to me, and not just because you play with me. You're an amazing friend and person." He said not giving me a chance to speak back. "Thank you Kookie it really means a lot." I said giving him a hug. "Noona please stay with us forever." He said hugging me tighter. "I promise." I said breaking the hug. "I'm sorry noona I have to go, but I'll come back tomorrow if you want." He said as he opened the door. I nodded at him. "That would be great." I said as he walked out of the door shutting it. I sat back down on the bed waiting for Yoongi to get back. I was really confused why Kookie came in here saying all that stuff, but I had a feeling Yoongi told them something.

I heard another knock on the door thinking to myself that must be Yoongi. I jumped up and opened the door standing there was Hobi. "What are you doing here?" I asked in a confused tone. "I want to talk to you if that is OK?" He asked. I nodded my head as I move out of the way for him to come. "I'm sorry to bother you, but Yoongi said you were feeling upset, so I wanted to come to see if you were OK." He said. "I'm feeling a little better Kookie was just in here not to long ago." I said with a slight smile. "Thats good. I've noticed something about you that reminds me of myself. Me and you tend to put others before ourselves it's not always a good thing, but we can't help it. When we see someone hurting or someone who needs our help we do everything in our power to help. Even if that leaves us neglecting ourselves. Y/n I want to let you know that we care about you a lot. Including Jimin even if he's acting like a huge ass deep down he cares about you too. Why he's acting like that we may never know only he knows, but I will say that all of us will protect you at all costs. All of us here has been given terrible cards in this life, but we've all learned to cope with them. I know you will be able to do the same you're a very strong person. Without you knowing it you've helped me to become stronger as a person, and I'm very grateful." He said placing his hand on my shoulder. "Y/n we love you, and we all want the best for you, and our niece or nephew." I gave him a smile and pulled him into a hug. "Thank you Hobi." I said. "Also while I'm here I want to apologize for not be able to protect you the night of the mission. They caught me off guard  normally that wouldn't have happened, but for some reason that night I just wasn't paying attention I guess." He said in a shaky voice. "It's ok Hobi there's nothing to be sorry about. I shouldn't have even went into the mission in the first place. I knew the risks of going, and that happened. It's not your fault Hobi." I said. "No it is I should have been paying more attention it haunts me everyday that you got hurt, and it was because I didn't protect you." He said. "Hobi it's OK. That was a long time ago there's no reason to dwell on the past." I said hugging him tighter. "You're right Y/n, but it goes for you to. Everything that has happened has lead you here with us. You were meant to be with Yoongi. One day we will all find our Y/n, but for now we are all happy just to have you around." He said. "Hobi thank you." I said breaking the hug and giving him a smile. "If you need someone to talk to you can always come to me. I'll always be there for you even if something may happen and you don't live with us anymore. I have to go, but my door is always open for you." He said as he opened the door. "Thank you Hobi, and I will for sure." I said. I could help but smile. I hadn't realized that I've made that big of an impact on them. I went and laid down on the bed. I hope that someday Jimin would go back to his normal self, so we could all be friends again. I don't want my baby growing up in this.