Temptation 18+

Chapter 20

(Y/n POV)

When I woke up I looked around remembering that I was in the spare bedroom. I sat up on the bed rubbing my eyes then went to the bathroom.
I jumped into the shower thinking about what happened in the dinning room. I quickly shook the thought not wanting to think about it. I heard a knock on the bathroom door making me get out of the shower wrapping a towel around my figure. I poked my head out from the door seeing Jin standing there. "I'm sorry y/n I was just coming to check on you are you hungry?" He asked I nodded my head then he left the room giving me time dry off and get dressed. I walked into the room and sat on the bed waiting for him to return. I took real good look at the room I was in. I noticed the remote next to on my side table grabbing it I turned the TV on to find a movie to watch. I sat there for a few minutes then suddenly felt sick so I got up and ran to the bathroom as I was puking my guts up I heard the door open then close. "Are you feeling sick again?" Jin asked from behind the closed door. "Yes." I managed to get out before having to puke again. When I came out of the bathroom Jin was sitting on the edge of the bed with a tray of food on the side table. "Until we can get your nausea and stress levels down Yoongi, Taehyung, and Jimin are not allowed to come see you." He said as I sat down and grabbed the tray of food. I nodded my head because I had a mouth full of food. "Once you feel ready we will pick a day when the 4 of us will talk about this like human beings." He said rubbing my back. "Jin am I a bad person?" I asked then looked up at him. "No you're just human everyone makes mistakes some really big and some really small. You were influenced with alcohol and it just happened." He said with a smile. "I know that was supposed to make me feel better, but it didn't." I said looking down at my half empty plate. "Just give it time you'll feel better soon. Yesterday a lot happened its just going to take you a little bit to process everything." He said standing up. "I'll come back and check on you in a little bit." He said as he shut the door then re-opened it. "Oh and make sure you finish all you food. Don't make me bring my spatula." He said shutting the door again. I laughed a little at that and finished my food. I put my tray outside of the door on a table for Jin to pick up later I climbed on my bed getting under the covers cuddling a pillow. I really wish Yoongi was here. I shook my head no no he don't want you anymore he even said so himself. I thought to myself as I started to cry burring my face into my pillow. "I don't have a girlfriend as far as I know Taehyung here has a girlfriend or Jimin he can have her as well." Thoes words played over and over in my head. "But I don't want them I want you." I whispered to myself making me cry even more. I don't know if it's because I'm pregnant or if it's because I'm hurt, but I couldn't get myself to stop crying.

After an hour of crying I finally calmed down enough to stop crying. I sat myself up then went to the bathroom to clean my face up a bit. I looked at myself in the mirror my face was super swollen from all the crying. The longer I looked at myself the more I got mad at myself. I felt like I came into someone's home and train wrecked the whole place. Yoongi wouldn't be mad at Jimin if it wasn't for more and the whole mess with Tae wouldn't have happened either if I had never showed up. Ever since Lay took me from my home my life has been a mess. "I hate it. I hate him." I said to myself as I placed my hands on the rim of the sink. I heard a light knock on my door making me break back into reality. I walked out of the bathroom then opening the door slightly to see who it was. "I brought video games." Jungkook smiled holding his console, the controllers, and his games. I laughed a little letting him in. "I figured you'd be bored, and after everything that's happened you might need a pick me up." He said as he turned the TV side to side trying to find the HDMI slot. "Thank you." I said as he fiddled with the cords. I couldn't think of anything else to say to him besides thank you. I honestly thought he'd be mad at me considering that I was the main problem of what happened. "Jungkook I figured you'd be mad at me." I said as I held my head down looking at my feet dangle off the bed. "Why did you think that?" He said turning around looking at me holding the controller in his hand. "I just thought that with all the problems I've caused you would be mad." I said still looking at my feet. "No I can't be mad at you noona, you're not a problem if anything you've brought excitement into this house." He said with a smile. Excitement huh I thought to myself yea I've brought a lot of that sleeping with Yoongi's friend and roommate. "Uhh not like that in a good way." He said realizing his choice of words. "Well what game do you want to play he asked sitting in the floor showing me a fan of game cases over his shoulder trying to change the subject. "Hmmm this one." I said after I got up and grabbed the game out of his hands. "Great choice noona." He said as he got the disk out and inserted it in. I sat down next to him grabbing a controller. Soon the room filled with the sound of the game and laughter.

"Ahh noona why are you so good at this." He whined as he sat the controller to crack his knuckles. "I'll beat you this time." He said picking the controller back up, but a knock on the door made us both jump a little. I placed my controlled down then got up to check the door. "Is Jungkook in here?" Hobi asked as soon as I opened the door. I nodded. "Jin needs him for a second." I turned to tell Jungkook but he was already getting up. "I heard him I'll be back noona then I'll kick your butt." He said sticking his tongue out at me then walking out of the room. "How are you?" Hobi asked in a semi concerned voice. "I'm OK Jungkook helped me clear my mind for a little bit." I said showing a slight smile. "How's Yoongi?" I asked. Even though I know he doesn't want anything to do with me I still worried about him. I still love him after all. "He hasn't been out of his room since yesterday. I've went to check on him a little bit ago. He seemed to want to be left alone." He said scratching his head. "Has he eaten anything?" I asked. "Yea Jin sent him a plate this morning shortly after he came back from your room I grabbed his tray after I checked on him." He said with a smile. "Dont worry to much about him, but I have to go I'll see you later. He said as he started walking down the hallway. I know he said not to worry, but I can't help it. Not long after that Jin brought me a tray of food. "Jungkook wanted me to tell you once he finishes eating he's going to come back and kick your butt." He said with a smile. I thanked him after taking my food then shut my door. I watched some TV while I ate then I went to the door. I opened the door stepping out long enough to place it on the floor. I felt like someone was staring at me when I looked up I noticed Yoongi who had also put his tray on the floor. Once I stood up to look at him he hurried back into the room shutting the door tight. I stood there confused for a bit. Why would Yoongi be in that room and not his room? Why didn't Hobi tell me that Yoongi had switched rooms?

Not long after that Jungkook came back we played games all the way up until dinner. The knock on the door made us put our controllers down. I answered the door knowing it would be Jin. "I brought Jungkook a tray since he was in here, but tell him when he leaves he has to bring it to the kitchen." He said handing me his tray. I walked it over to Jungkook who was still sitting in the floor then walked back to grab mine. I walked over to the bed and sat down putting my tray in my lap. "Jungkook why don't you sit on the bed?" I questioned. He turned around to looked at me. "You know I have no idea." He said getting to sit next to me. "Noona are the games making you feel better?" He asked looking down at his tray. "They really have. Thank you for that." I said looking over at him. "Yesterday really scared me I thought Yoongi hurt you." He said referring to when he knocked me down. "No he didn't hurt me it was all the stress I was in." I answered. "Did you know Yoongi hyung didn't mean to knock you down?" He asked with his big doe eyes. "No I didn't." I answered. He clearly stepped on my foot knocking me down how was that not on purpose I thought to myself before being brought back to reality by Jungkook's voice. "Yep he said that he meant to step backwards hoping you'd let go of him. He said that he thought that you had let go on your own he didn't even know you fell." I looked at him a bit confused. "When did you talk to him?" I asked still confused. "When you, Taehyung, and Jimin were in the dining yesterday, before you nearly passed out." He said picking up a piece of food and putting it in his mouth. "What all did he say?" I asked just curious. "I think you should talk to Yoongi about that." He said as he finished his food taking the tray and putting it on the side table. "Are you done with yours?" He asked pointing at mine. I looked down at my half eaten food. "Yea Jin brought me a big lunch today." I replied. "I'm going to take these to the kitchen then start getting ready for bed. Thank you for playing games with me, and I'll be back tomorrow." He said grabbing the trays then leaving the room.