Temptation 18+

Chapter 22

I didn't get a good look at him at the meeting with so much going on. His face looked a little sunken in, and he had bags under his eyes and his skin looked paler then normal. He looked like he was going to say something, but quickly jumped back into his room. I stood there for a few seconds trying to figure out what he might have wanted to say then went back into my room. I went to the bathroom to freshen up before bed. Why does it look like he hasn't slept in a while nor does it look like he's eaten much, but his plate is always empty or close to it. "Wait a second what if he's really not eating?" I asked quietly to myself. With the thought of him not eating in my head I went to my bed and laid down before slowly drifting off to sleep.

After a month of being stuck in my room Jin finally said tomorrow I could come out. He was going to be letting Yoongi, Jimin, and Tae know that the arguments had to stay minimal other wise he would lock them in their rooms. "One more day." I said as I looked up at the ceiling. Staying in one room for that long can get really boring. I looked down at my stomach which was now starting to take the form of a small pregnant belly. I knew it was getting time for Jin to bring me my lunch. I had skipped breakfast since I slept through it. I laid there until I heard the knock on the door. Getting up I went to the door and grabbed my food. "Are you excited about tomorrow?" He asked with a smile. "I'm so ready to be able to leave this room." I said back to him. I noticed the Yoongi's tray was sitting on the floor next his door. I guess Jin brought both of them up and just gave mine first. I thanked him and shut my door. I walked back to the bed and started eating. I turned the TV to a show I had started watching since I had all the time in the world the past month. My stress had gotten much better and I wasn't as nauseous in the mornings which was good. From what I was told by Hobi hyung and Jungkook Yoongi still hadn't left his room and Jimin and Tae didn't talk much anymore. They would just pass each other as if the other one wasn't there. Once I was finished eating I placed my tray outside looking over to Yoongi's door. He tray was outside of his room already. I know Yoongi he only eats that fast when he's excited about something. I thought to myself as I shut my door. I was wondering if I should bring it up to Jin, but I also felt like Jin had enough on his plate taking care of me. I laid there for a while contemplating what I should do about Yoongi not eating. Even though I'm going to be able to leave my room doesn't mean that's he's going to leave his. When Jin brings me my dinner I'm going to tell him. I've only caught Yoongi a couple times and each time he looks worse. I went to the bathroom to take a shower since I haven't yet. Then just grabbed some clean pajama pants and a tank top. I brushed my hair then threw it in a pony tail. After I got dressed I walked over to the window opening it up to get some fresh air. First thing I'm going to do tomorrow is go outside even if I don't do anything I just want to be out there. The cool breeze blew in making me realize that fall was around the corner.

I sat back down on the bed a looked at the wall for a little but before getting down grabbing a controller off the system Jungkook had left in here. I turned the system on then inserted a game. This game is more fun when Jungkook is playing with me I thought to myself after playing a few rounds. I laid they controller back down then laid back on the floor staring at the ceiling. I wonder if I knocked on Yoongi's door if he would go get Jungkook to keep my company? Then I shook the thought out of my head knowing that if I did then he would automatically think something is wrong. I finally sat up grabbing the controller again playing a couple more rounds before I got off completely. I got off the floor then walked over to the window to see if anyone was outside that maybe I could get to come talk to me or something. The boredom is going to kill me I thought to myself before reaching the window. When I looked outside I didn't see anyone feeling a little down about it I went and laid back down on my bed just hoping someone would come in. About an hour had past of me just staring at the ceiling when I finally heard a knock on the door. I jumped up off the bed trying not to look so excited when opening the door. "Hey Y/n I thought you'd might want some company." Hobi said as I stepped aside letting him in. "I did I was just looking at the ceiling before you came." I said with a giggle. "Good thing I stopped by then." He said before sitting on the side of my bed. "Yea you're a life saver." I said dramatically. He laughed at me so hard he closed his eyes. "I have to ask you something." I said sitting down next to him. "Go for it." He said looking at me with a slight smile making his dimples show. "Did you know Yoongi's not eating?" I asked in a serious tone. Hobi looked at me confused. "Have you seen Yoongi lately?" I asked. "No Jin is the only one. Jin said Yoongi didn't want any visitors, so I haven't even tried to talk to him." Hobi answered. "I've caught glimpses of him his face looks sunken in a little, he has bags under his eyes like he hasn't sleep, and his skin in more pale then normal." I replied. "I'm pretty sure Jin has taken notice, and I'm sure he's said something to him, but there's times when Yokngi won't listen to anyone." He said as his smile disappeared. "There's times he won't even listen to me." He added. "I wish he would take care of himself I know I hurt him, but he still has to be healthy just like I do we have a baby on the way." I said placing my hand on my small bump. "How far along are you now?" Hobi asked looking at my stomach. "Jin thinks I'm 3 months now." I answered. "Wouldn't that put you getting pregnant before you and Taehyung did anything?" He asked. "Yea that would put it around the first time me and Yoongi did things." I said. It felt kind of weird talking about when I had sex, but I guess that's what happens when you get pregnant. "So then that would mean that Taehyung being the father isn't possible right?" I nodded answering his question. "So then it is Yoongi's, and all this mess can end. All you have to do is tell them." He said with a smile. "Thats the problem I don't think they will listen to me." I said remembering how the meeting went. "Then dont tell them together tell them one at a time." He said with a smile. "That's actually a good idea." I said. "I can do that tomorrow. That's if Yoongi will talk to me." I said holding my head down. "Look I know he will especially when it comes to that baby. I know Yoongi very well he takes his responsibilitys very serious." He said placing his hand on my back. "Well it should be about time for dinner. I'll go check, and let Jin know that you would like to talk to him about Yoongi not eating." He said as he got up. "Thank you Hobi." I said with a smile. "Anything for you." He said with a smile as he slid out of the door. I sat there for a while just thinking about Yoongi not eating. It felt like I shouldn't care, but deep down it really bothered me. He has to be here for his baby I thought to myself. When I heard the knock on the door I yelled out it's open. I didn't really feel like getting up. Jin walked in the door holding my tray. "Hoseok said that you wanted to talk to me." He said as he sat down next to me." I nodded my head at him. "Are you feeling OK?" He asked as he put the tray down to feel my forehead. "I feel fine. I wanted to talk to you about Yoongi. He's not eating I know he's not I've caught a couple glimpses of him, and he looks terrible." I said as I looked down I wanted to cry because I knew it was my fault. "I know I've tried to get him to eat, but he won't. He hasn't slept much, because he wants to make sure he's awake if you ever needed something." He said placing his hand on my back rubbing in a circle. "Dont worry about him too much he's very stubborn at times." He added. "Will you do something for me?" I asked looking up at him. "Anything." He answered. "Will you go over there and tell him I said he needs to eat?" I asked. "I'll tell him." He said nodding. "Thank you Jin." I said perking up. "You're welcome Y/n." He said as he got up. I watched as he left my room then jumped up and ran to my door. I placed my ear on it to see if I could hear anything, but all I could hear was faint talking that I couldn't get out then the sound of Yoongi's door shutting. A little sad I couldn't hear anything I walked back over to my bed sitting back down. I looked over at the food on the bed for some reason it made me mad, so I didn't touch it. You know what if he doesn't eat then I won't either. I got up grabbing my tray then put it outside my door. I'm going to show him that if he doesn't eat I won't either. I could tell I was getting hungry, but I didn't care my point must be made. I looked at his door for a little bit then went back inside shutting my door behind me. I went over to my bed and laid down just to stare are the ceiling again. Jin's going to be mad at me, but I don't care I thought as I slowly closed my eyes as I drifted off to sleep.

When I woke up it looked pretty late. My window was still open letting cold air in, so I got up and closed it. My stomach started to growl as I started getting nauseous. I ran to the bathroom barely making it to the toilet then started puking my guts out.  Once I was done I knew not eating earlier would bite me in the butt. I walked out of my room trying to be quiet with shutting my door, but unfortunately it shut loudly. I scrunched my face as soon as it shut. I looked around noticing no one was coming I continued down to the kitchen. When I got in there my stomach started growling again. I placed my hand on my stomach. Just give me a second I thought to myself as I started grabbing the stuff to make a sandwich. "What are you doing?" I heard a voice behind me. Making me jump from surprise. "I'm making a sandwich." I said turning around to see a Yoongi rubbing his eyes. "Why didn't you eat your dinner?" He asked as he walked closer to me. Should I tell him it was because he wasn't eating or should I lie I thought to myself before answering the question. "I just wasn't hungry." I answered awkwardly. "Oh its happens sometimes." He said as he looked at the ground. "I'm sorry Y/n for everything." He said before I could say anything back. "I'm sorry for everything I said and everything I did. I miss you Y/n. I love you. I love our baby that's growing inside of you everyday." He said as I took a bit of my sandwich. "When we had that meeting it made me realize that I was being selfish, and when you passed out it scared me so much. When I wasn't able to hold you or comfort you it killed me inside. I need you more then I thought." He said as he held his head down. "Yoongi." I said making him look up at me. "I've missed you so much. I love you more then you'll ever know. I made a huge mistake, and I regret it everyday. I'm sorry I hurt you so badly that you stopped eating or sleeping." I said as I took another bite. "Y/n I didn't mean what I said back then I didn't mean to knock you down that eats at me everyday knowing I could have hurt you badly." He said walking over to me wrapping his arms around me. Pulling me tight into his chest I responded by wrapping my arms around him. I could tell he had lost a lot of weight. "I didn't stop eating because you hurt me I couldn't get myself to eat, because I hurt you." He said.