Temptation 18+

Chapter 45

I glanced over at Yoongi who was slowly eating his food. "Y/n if you want some more food then ask.  You hadn't eaten a good meal in a while and you're pregnant." Yoongi said without even looking at me. I looked over at Jin who had a smile on his face. I loved seeing his small plump lips stretch into a cute little smile. "I do want some more." I said in a shy tone. I didn't feel shy about asking for more food it was more of the fact of how fast I asked for me. It kind of made me feel embarrassed more than anything. "On it!" Jin said with excitement as he hurried out of the room. "I'm so happy you are feeling better enough to eat." Yoongi said with a small smile. "I am too, but I also didn't get much food while I was there. I feel like it would make since to feel this hungry." I replied. "How much exactly were they actually feeding you while you were there?" He asked. I looked down at the bed. I didn't really want to tell him how little they gave me knowing it would make him mad. I let out a mental sigh of relief as Jin rounded the corner of the door from the hallway. He placed the tray down in front of me. "Sorry it took me so long to come back Jungkook and Taehyung were fighting over some food. You know how they are." He said with a slight giggle while shaking his head at the thought. "It's fine thank you." I said then looked over towards Yoongi hoping he'd forget about the question. I looked away so I could start eating. "Are you ok?" Jin asked making me turn my head towards his voice. He was looking over at Yoongi who looked like one wrong word would push him past his boiling point. "I'm just thinking. I'm sorry hyung." He said.   Jin gave him a confused look then shot me a smile before leaving. "Now tell me how much did they feed you." Yoongi demanded. "It doesn't matter now." I said. The last thing I want to deal with right now is an angry Yoongi. "It does matter Y/n. Just because that bastard is dead doesn't mean it doesn't matter what he did to you or made his men do to you. Some of his men are still alive, so I want to know everything they did to you." He said staring at the wall in front of him. 

I looked at him not saying a word. "Y/n please tell me." He said in a calm voice. I let out a big sigh as I mustered up the courage to speak. "To be honest I really don't know what they gave me. It didn't really look like anything, and it wasn't very good at all. They would only bring me food in the morning then they would come in and out during the day to beat me then I'd force myself to go to sleep." I said preparing myself for him to start yelling or maybe even throwing himself off the bed again, but he didn't. He sat there quietly eating the rest of his food looking at the same wall. Moments went by and we finished our food then waited in silence while we waited for Jin to pick up our trays. I wanted to say something, but I felt like he'd talk to me when he feels like it. We sat there for what felt like an eternity. I felt myself getting sleepy as I had eaten a lot of food. "Babe I'm going to take a nap." I said looking over at him as I moved the tray away from me so I could lay down. He nodded his head, but didn't say a thing. I knew he'd get mad if I told him, but I also knew he wouldn't have let me go without telling him. I laid on my side facing him laying my arm across his lap. I glanced up at him, but nothing he just kept looking at the wall with occasional blinks. I shut my eyes trying to stay awake long enough to see if he would say anything or move something, something other then look at that wall. The last time we went silent like that was after the Tae situation. I pulled myself out of the thought as I quietly listened as I pretended to be asleep, but still nothing.

Before I knew it I woke up to the room being very dark. I could barely make out the sleeping lump known as Yoongi next to me. How long did I sleep I thought to myself. I sat up rubbing my eyes trying to adjust my eyes to the darkness. After a few blinks I was able to see a tray with dinner on it on the nightstand next to me. I turned to look at Yoongi who was still dead to the world. Ugh I really wish I could get a hold of someone I really have to use the restroom. I sat there for a while knowing someone would eventually come check on us. The longer I waited the more I needed to pee, and this baby on my bladder didn't help any. I'm pretty sure I could make it myself. The bathroom is only a few steps away I thought to myself before spinning myself around hanging my feet off the bed. I just need to see if I can hold myself up long enough even if I have to hold on to something. I carefully started putting my weight down onto my feet. I managed to stand with no problem. I slowly took a step forward make sure to support myself with the bed. With one step out of the way I felt fairly confident. Step number two is where everything went wrong as soon as I out my weight down I felt myself get weak. I tried so hard to keep myself stable, but I just ended up on the ground anyways. I was surprised me falling didn't wake up Yoongi who was still peacefully asleep in the bed. I felt helpless because I couldn't even get the strength to crawl. I sat there for a moment then it hit me I have that button that Jin gave me.

A few minutes after I pressed the button Jin comes running into the room. "What happened?" He asked crouching next to me. "Well I have to use the restroom. I thought I could make it, but I'm still too weak." I said putting my head down in embarrassment. "It's ok Y/n I'll help you." He said as he placed his arm under mine then slowly lifted me up. He walked me into the bathroom then left leaving the door cracked. Shortly after he left I heard a loud slap followed by Yoongi yelling. "Don't you dare yell at me Y/n was on the floor. You've been in a pissy mood all day then you went to bed late." Jin said rasing his voice at him. "I didn't know she was in the floor. You know why I've been in a bad mood all day. I went to bed late thinking she would wake up soon. The only reason why I was asleep was on accident." I heard Yoongi say. "I understand why you would be mad about it, but there's nothing you can do about the past. If you keep acting like that she's going to get hurt, and you're not even going to notice. She's fine, the baby is fine, and you are just fine. You need to pull yourself together Yoongi." Jin said followed by three more slaps. I flinched at each sound. "I know I'm sorry. Where is she now?" I heard Yoongi. "She's in the bathroom. You would have known that if you would have woke up to her falling." Jin replied. "Oh is she ok?" Yoongi said in a low tone. "She is fine. I'm sorry Yoongi I'm just very frustrated right now." Jin said. I felt my heart rate go up, but before I could say anything everything went black.

I woke up to Jin hovering over me. He had the baby heart monitor on me. "Wh-what happened?" I asked. "You passed out in the bathroom. We heard something went into to check on you, and you were laid out on the floor." Jin said sounding frantic. "I-is everything o-ok?" I asked. "Everything seems to be ok, but there was a bit of bleeding. I'm going to do an ultrasound to check the baby." I sat there waiting till I heard the little heartbeat on the monitor. "The heartbeat sounds great." He answered. I sighed a bit in relief that our daughter was ok. I looked around the room seeing Yoongi right next to me in the bed. He looked just as frantic as Jin did. Jin rolled in the ultrasound machine closer to the bed. "Jin I need a trashcan!" I said hurrying him. Within second Jin handed me a trashcan that was inches away from him holding it up to my face. It's been a while since I felt sick like this I thought to myself. Once I was done Jin handed me a tissue from the nightstand. "Sorry." I said in a weak voice. "Don't be Y/n you've been under a lot of stress." He said as he waited for me to wipe my mouth then started preparing me for the ultrasound. Once we made sure I wasn't going to puke anymore he lathered up my stomach. Mine and Yoongi's eyes were glued to the screen as Jin moved it around until he finally came across our daughter. I felt relieved once we seen her move. "There's my princess." Yoongi said making me turn my head towards him. His smile showed off the gums of his mouth. I hadn't seen him that happy in a while. I smiled back at him then looked back at the screen. "The way she is facing you may have her early. Have you been feeling any type of contractions?" Jin asked. I shook my head no, but the thought that I could have her early made me a bit concerned. "Why would she have her early? She's only seven months." Yoongi asked. "With everything she has been through it's been a lot of stress on her mental health and her body." I looked over at Yoongi who was glaring at Jimin who was standing next to Jin. "Yoongi you're not helping." Jin said followed my a smack. "This isn't just his fault it's everything. I warned everyone that she didn't need to be stressed when she passed out the first time. Clearly no one listened to me, so you glaring at Jimin isn't going to help fix or turn things around." Jin said in a calm, but firm voice. Yoongi put his head down followed by Jimin. I looked over at Wonho who was leaning in the door way with his arms crossed. "Don't worry Y/n everything will be just fine. We will make sure of that." He said shooting me a smile. I smiled at his response.  "When do you think I'll go into labor? I asked looking at Jin. "I can't really tell that for sure, but it could be in a couple days to a couple week." He said. "What about her back? She's not going to be able to lay down on her back for that long." Yoongi said. "Well we will just have to figure that out when the time comes." Jin replied. "If I do go into labor early if there some way you could numb my back? I asked. "That is very possible. What I'll do since you are getting close I'll run and grab some extra things for when the time comes." Jin answred. I felt a bit better when he told me that. I'm sure when I go to give birth that my back would be the less of my worries, but I could only imagine the pain of my back added on to the labor pains might not feel to great.