Temptation 18+

Chapter 34

(Yoongi POV)

I waited to hear the bedroom door shut before I answered the door. I knew how much Jimin scared her, and I wasn't about to put her through that. I opened the door to a smiling Jin behind him was a very sad looking Jimin staring at the ground. He lifted his head enough to look at me making me turn my gaze to Jin. I really didn't feel like dealing with this today, but there's not much I can do about it now. I took in a deep breath as I turned to the door shutting it. I turned to look for Jin who was already on his way to the bedroom. I let out a sigh as I turned to face Jimin. I sat down on the couch then looked up at him. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't still mad at him, but I also didn't like how upset he looked either. He's still once was my best friend after all. "What do you want?" I asked trying not to get an attitude with him. "Hyung." He said before I cut him off. "Don't call me that." I said. "I'm sorry. I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am with what I did. I was going to apologize at the meeting, but I felt like I was getting attacked. I shouldn't have ever let my jealousy come between us. I feel bad about it everyday. I still don't understand why I did it. It was almost like I couldn't control my urges." He said mid statement looked down at his fingers. "Look Jimin something like this isn't something I can just forgive and forget. She's pregnant you knew she wasn't in the best state when you raped her. She could have lost our baby. I'm actually happy that I'm going to be a father. If something ever happens to that baby I will lose my shit." I couldn't control my anger anymore as I raised my voice with each word I said. It really hurt me with what he did to Y/n, and maybe it would be different if she wasn't pregnant. All I know is he did what he did, and a simple sorry wasn't going to cut it. "I know, I know. I'm just stupid I let my feelings take over me. I don't even know why. I mean I had a crush on her, but just something about her not wanting me made me want her more. I wish I could go back and change it." He said as a tear slid down his cheek followed by him wiping it away. "Jimin she is terrified of you. When she heard the door bell ring she ran up stairs. You've traumatized her to the point that just hearing your name stresses her out. You should honestly be apologizing to her first, but you won't be able to because of how fucking scared she is of you." I said trying my hardest not to curse, but I couldn't hold it in anymore. "Thats why I'm hear I want to get things off my chest, and into the open. I don't want to scare her anymore. I don't want to feel like this anymore. I want things to go back to the way they were before I fucked up.  I not going to make her listen to me, but if you could tell her how truly sorry I am then it might help. I knew it was wrong, and I should have done it. I should have never put my hands on her or you in the first place. I also want to tell you I'm sorry for you finding out about the whole Taehyung thing. It wasn't my place to say anything, and I should have let them tell you. I-I'm just so... so stupid." He said as he wiped more tears from his eyes. "Look I'll tell her, but I doubt it will do any good." I said as I heard Jin coming down the stairs. "How is the talk going?" He asked as he walked up to us. "It's going." I said looking over at Jimin who was still crying on the couch. "He really does feel bad." He said also turning his attention to Jimin. "I don't know." I said turning back to Jin. "Well I have a sonogram machine in the car I'm going to get. Yoongi will you help me with it. Jimin you just stay there." He said giving orders then walking to the door. I nodded then walked out the door with him. "I want you to know that I've been talking to Jimin he's told me a lot. He wanted to come over with me so he could say what was on his mind. He told me when he did what he did that it was almost like he was in a daze. He doesn't understand why he did it all he knows is that he did. He said the reason why he acted the way he did in the meetings was because he didn't think we would believe him." He said as he pulled this suitcase looking thing out of the trunk. "Is that the sonogram?" I asked looking at him confused. "Yes I ordered it online a few weeks back, and it just came in yesterday." Jin said as we walked back to the house. When we got back in I noticed Jimin was still on the couch. He wasn't crying anymore he was just looking down at his hands.

(Y/n POV)

I waited for a while before hearing a knock on the door again. "Come in." I said trying to hold back my excitement. "Are you ready?" Jin asked as him and Yoongi walked in. I smiled knowing that he'd be here also. Jin put the machine on the table next to the bed then started hooking up all the wires. I was watching as my anticipation increased. I looked over at Yoongi who had sat down on the foot of the bed and watch Jin as well with a huge smile on his face. "Alright I think I got it all put together." He said as he turned the machine on. A smile formed on his face when it turned on then he turned his attention to me. "Y/n lift your shirt up. I'll put this jelly on I will say it will be cold at first." He said as I did what he said. He squeezed the tub as cold jelly like substance landed on my stomach making me shiver for a second. He took probe looking thing placing it on my stomach. We watched the screen as he moved it around to find the baby. Until he was finally able to find it a small little head popped up on the screen. I looked over at Yoongi who was leaning forward to get a better look at it. "Thats my baby." He said with excitement. The baby didn't do much but sit there, but I could have watched for hours. I hadn't even realize I was actually crying until Jin offered me a tissue. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to cry." I said as I took the tissue then wipping my eyes. "Its OK this is probably very emotional for both of you." He said before moving the probe around some more to see if we could find out the gender. "You guys are having a..." He said before being cut off by his phone ringing. "Hold on let me take this it's Namjoon." He said as he turned the machine off then walked out of the room shutting the door behind him. We sat in silence as we waited to find out what happened. "I'm sorry I have to go I asked Jungkook to cut up some meat for lunch and apparently he sliced his hand open." He said as he waved us goodbye.

I whiped the jelly off my stomach with a rag Yoongi had brought me from the bathroom. We walked down to the living room together sitting on the couch to watch some TV.  I leaned against Yoongi like normal as he found a movie to watch. "So what did Jimin say to you?" I asked out of curiosity. He glanced over towards me then back to the TV. "He was apologizing for what he did to you. He wanted to tell you also, but I wasn't going to make you face him." He said still looking at the TV. "Did you forgive him?" I asked. "I told him something like that is going to be hard to forgive. It still makes me mad to look at him, but he did look like he feels bad about it." He said turning to look at me. "I still can't get what he did to you out of my head fully." He said pulling me closer to him. "I can't either honestly it will probably take me a long time to be able to somewhat trust him let alone be around him. I still can't wrap my head fully around it he was so nice to me then all of a sudden he started acting crazy." I said shaking my head. I could feel myself want to cry, but I stopped myself. No I'm not going to cry over him even if he was a friend at one point. "I know that's why I'm not going to put you in that situation even if you weren't pregnant. I'd never make you face someone that's done you like that unless you were ready." He said petting the top of my head which helped me calm down a bit. "Did he say anything else?" I asked looking up to Yoongi. "No that was about it." He said then got up then started towards the kitchen. "What do you want to eat?" He asked. I thought for a second before telling I didn't care. I couldn't think of anything I particularly wanted at the time. After a bit of me watching TV while Yoongi cooked in the kitchen he brought me a plate. "Here babe." He said before handing me my plate. After I ate I gave my empty plate to Yoongi who had gotten up to put his in the kitchen. I knew I was getting tired, but I didn't realize that I'd gotten that tired as soon as Yoongi sat back down on the couch I laid my head on him.

Before I knew it Yoongi was nudging me awake. "Babe let's go to bed." He said as he steadily shook me awake. I slowly opened my eyes taking in the dimly lit living room. He had already turned the TV off and some of the lights. "I'm sorry I didn't mean to fall alseep." I said as I raised off of the couch. "Don't worry about it. I just figured you'd want to go to bed." He said reaching his hand out for me to grab. I took it he threw my arm around his shoulder crouching down a little then wisking me into his arms bridle style. It took me off guard as I grabbed ahold of his neck tightly letting out a slight sequel. He giggled a bit then started walking towards the bedroom. I let a small smile grow on my face as I snuggled my head against his chest. When we go into the room he gently sat me down on my side of the bed. I smiled when he went to the closet grabbing out some clothes for me to wear. Blue shorts and one of his black t-shirts. "Babe again you do know I have clothes." I said with a giggle. "Yea yea." He said as he tossed them at me. He went into the bathroom for a bit then came out in his night clothes. I repeated what he did going into the bathroom then changing. When I opened the door I looked over to Yoongi who was laying on his back with one arm under his head and the other stretched out for me to lay on. I smiled at him knowing he knew that was my favorite sleeping position. I climbed into bed placing my head on his chest and cuddling up to him as close as I could. I laid there for a bit before quickly dozing off.