Should've Never Said It Back

chapter 1

tw// none :)

Sapnap ran a hand through Karl's beautiful brown hair, staring at him so lovingly. Karl smiled gently at the touch, scooting closer into his chest.

"I love you so much baby.." sapnap whispered, kissing Karl all over, making him giggle. "I love you too sappity" sapnap scowled at the nickname, 

"I hate when you call me that." Karl gave a taunting smile, "I know" he pushed sapnap and tried to crawl off of the bed they were cuddling on together, but sapnap grabbed Karl's wrists tightly and pulled him back. Karl yelped at the sudden tug, and sapnap sat up, pulling Karl under him, where sapnap had Karl's arms above his head, on top of Karl. Karl was laughing, "don't tickle me!!" 

sapnap was just staring at his beautiful boyfriend. His grey but beautifully colored eyes, his adorable smile, his perfectly shaped nose, his soft skin. He felt his stomach flutter like it did when he first saw Karl. "Sapnap?" Karl said, noticing how he had zoned out. sapnap traced a finger along Karl's jawline, and grabbed his face gently, pulling it up towards his. He kissed gently and longingly, loving the taste and the feel of Karl against him. "Sapnappp-" Karl breathed heavily in-between the kiss. sapnap still held onto his wrists, and started to tickle him. Since Karl was insanely ticklish, he started squirm, squeal, and laugh in such a beautiful way. sapnap felt his heart pound. 

"I'm so fucking lucky." Karl raised a confused eyebrow, "how so?" sapnap lowered himself onto Karl, "I have you" he said, barely inches from his face. Karl kissed him and smiled as he turned pink. "Stopp sapnap" he hid his face, but sapnap moved his hands away, kissing him all over. "You're adorable when you get embarrassed baby." Karl giggled softly at the compliment. "sapnap I'm sleepy, can we snuggle?"

 sapnap smiled and nodded, moving to be Karl's big spoon. Their fingers still intertwined, their bodies felt as one. Karls breath slowly became more steady, and sapnap stared at his beautiful boyfriend. His. Sapnaps heart pounded as he thought of what he and George had planned for next week. It was their 3rd year anniversary, and since 3 was Karl's favorite number, he thought it would be a good day to propose. Karl and sapnap had talked about it before, and ultimately decided they wanted to spend their lives together. You could tell Karl was thinking about it constantly as he would wear more rings on his ring finger, and would use his left hand more often to catch sapnaps eye.

Little did Karl know, sapnap got the ring 2 years ago. He bought it, knowing with a surety he was going to marry Karl. He had their initials engraved onto the inside of the ring, and he thought of how beautiful it would look on his finger. Sapnap kissed him gently, they did everything together. sapnap loved him with his whole heart and nothing could ever change that. Karl was perfect to sapnap. The way he covered his mouth when he laughed, the way he hopped when he had an emotion overload, his gentle hands, the way his voice was so smooth and beautiful as he sang, sapnap could go on for hours, which George had found out the other day. 

Sapnap leaned to Karl's ear, whispering, "I love you so much karl jacobs." karl smiled in his sleep and murmured back something along the lines of sapnap. sapnap cuddled closer into karl as he drifted off. 

word count: 587 :))