Should've Never Said It Back

chapter 11

au// alright besties its about to get sad I'm so sorry I don't want to write like this but I feel like making y'all cry, love you all, thank you for almost 400 reads it means a ton, imagine this got famous lol *wink* enjoy, this one isn't that sad but its kinda angsty, it gets worse as it goes along :)

tw// mom and dad are arguing :(

"Sapnap, I'm going to Quackity's again. I'll be back home later."

Sapnap's face dropped. He didn't want karl to go, in honesty, he didn't want karl near quackity. It sounded jealous, but he missed karl. He had just gotten home, and although karl was affectionate, he was acting different. And that made sapnap pissed. Karl wouldn't admit to it, to anything at all. Sapnap held karl's small hands, the engagement ring felt cold to his hands. 

"Baby, come on. You can stay home and we can watch Meet The Robinsons- you love that movie!" 

karl smiled, "I do love that movie.. alright I'll text big q and we can cuddle." 

Sapnap let out a breath he didn't even realize he had been holding. "Alright, I'll make the popcorn." Sapnap walked into the kitchen, and unwrapped the popcorn wrapper. 

"Sorry dude, I want to come but Sapnap wants me here. Can you wait for me? Just an hour or so until we can do it." Sapnap felt like puking. Do what? The microwave's timer beeped, and sapnap poured the popcorn into a bowl, walking to the couch. 

"He's coming, I'll see you soon." Karl put his phone away. "Why are you going to quackity's again darling?" Sapnap gave karl the bowl, grabbing a soft blanket for them to cuddle in.

"Oh- well I uh, want to do this cool thing with him." He said, mumbling with popcorn in his mouth.

"What cool-" he started to say, cut off by a peck on his lips. "Quiet sapnap, the movies starting." Karl whispered. He's avoiding the conversation. Sapnap swallowed hard, snaking his arm around karls waist, pulling him closer. 

"You know I love you, right?" He whispered in karl's ear, and was met by the grey-eyed beauty's gaze. 

"Of course, nothing can ever change that." Karl cupped the younger's face, kissing his pursed lips. They scooted closer to eachother, to the point to where they were spooning. Karl started to giggle, "I remember when me and quackity did this-" 

Sapnap choked on a kernel, "WHAT?" Karl looked up gently, "Are you okay dear?" Sapnap coughed, "you spooned quackity.." 

"Oh yeah! And then after the cake timer went off and the oven was on fire. It was funny! Now quiet you cutie, I can't hear the movie." Sapnap felt so sick. He dropped popcorn back into the bowl, he didn't want it anymore. Why was karl cuddling with quackity? Surely it was because Karl was lonely, karl was faithful. He remembered one time a gorgeous girl was trying to get karl's number, and karl pretended to be French so she wouldn't even talk to him. But karl was so honest and true, to his fiancé and with him in what they did. He hoped silently karl was just lonely when he spooned with quackity. Sapnap felt his eyes drooping as he fell asleep, cuddled close to the older. 

When Sapnap woke, Karl wasn't there. He stretched, checking his phone. It was about 3 hours since he fell asleep. It was most likely due to his anxiety last night. "Karl?" He softly called, rubbing his sore eyes. "You there darling?" When he got no response, he started searching all over the home, like a little toddler looking for his mom. Sapnap hummed in wonder when he couldn't find his fiancé anywhere. He dialed his number, the tone ringing a few times before it answered. "Karl! where are yo-"

Sapnap was cut off by the sound of karl moaning.

What the fuck? "K-karl?" It was silent besides heavy breathing and soft giggles for a second, but he knew what he heard. He hung up immediately, and threw his hands into his hair, warm tears poking at his eyes. "There's no fucking way. No way.. no no no.." Sapnap's breath was shaky as he walked back and forth, the mental puzzle pieces starting to connect. No fucking wonder karl and quackity were hanging out more. No wonder why Karl would get so flabbergasted when Sapnap would ask what they did. No wonder why Karl left when Sapnap was asleep. Sapnap wiped a tear off his cheek, and walked out the front door, to Quackity's front porch. He firmly knocked, and realized the door was unlocked. 

He walked in and heard karl yell, "OH UHM SAPNAP- HAHA I'LL BE RIGHT DOWN." Sapnap could hear stumbling and heavy objects moving around for a few minutes, and karl came out, his cheeks a faint pink. "Sorry about that sapnap," Karl smiled, walking down the stairs. "Bye big Q!" Karl waved towards the room he exited from. Sapnap felt his jaw tense.

Karls pov from 1 hour ago.

Sapnap's steady breathing pointed towards the fact that he fell asleep. He softly kissed his face, and stood up, calling quackity. "Hey man, I can come over now." 

"Oh great, see you soon." Karl hugged sapnap in his sleep, gently moving a curl from the raven-haired boy's face, and pulling a blanket over him. "You're so pretty." Karl smiled, admiring him. Walking over to quackity's home, he giggled in glee. He was so excited to give sapnap the gift. He rang the doorbell, and quackity welcomed him in. 

"The pictures are in my room, we can work on the collage there." They walked up the stairs, and karl had a big smile. "I'm so excited dude, I think he'll love this. They looked at the huge cardboard that was spray painted white, and all the tubes of glue. 

"Alright, so we're gonna glue all these on, and then add cute designs and you can write a note on the other side." Karl looked at all the pictures, his face softening as he remembered each memory that went with the pictures. When sapnap got so drunk he admitted he had a crush on karl, about 4 years ago, when sapnap took karl to disney world for his birthday, when karl did sapnap's make up, when sapnap painted karl's nails, when they did a Mr. Beast challenge and ended up making out in a backroom after the video, when Karl did a photoshoot with sapnap after thanksgiving, pretending to be pregnant, there were so many memories. Every photo made him smile. Each was important. 

"Come on simp, stop staring and start gluing!" Karl rolled his eyes at the insult, but grabbed his favorite photo. He put glue on the back, and stuck it right in the middle. "Perfect, now I can work." They started laughing, karl telling stories about photos when quackity asked. "There's no way you actually convinced sapnap to dye his hair." 

"I don't know how I did it, I think he was drunk, and probably ok since it would wash out." "Thats so stupid, how come I never knew?" "Oh young quackity, little quackity, there's so much that you don't know about that me and sapnap have done." He playfully put an arm on quackity's shoulder, making them both giggle. 

"Woah karl- this photos kinda sus" quackity said, pointing to one where karl's eyes were rolled back, mid moan. Karl covered his reddened face, "that was a photo from when we were teasing each other over text when he went on vacation." Quackity rolled his eyes, 

"You guys are so gross." "Oh as if you're not dirty with sarah. Don't pretend I didn't see all those tissues in your waste bin." Quackity turned red, "shut up." 

Karl sat back laughing, he felt his phone buzz but paid no attention. He fake moaned, pretending to be quackity. "Ohh- harder" He moaned, laughing to himself. "You bitch-" quackity pushed Karl, making karl squeal with laughter, as they started wrestling. 

"You're gonna mess up the college idiot, come on we gotta get back to work." Quackity sighed, obliging. They heard someone knock then walk inside. It was sapnap, karl could tell from the heavy footsteps. He called down, "OH UM SAPNAP- HAHA I'LL BE RIGHT DOWN." He was sweaty after wrestling for a while with quackity, but whispered for him to pack up. He walked out the doorframe, and saw Sapnap's face. His knuckles were white, and his jaw was tense. 

something was wrong, but what?

au// also i was thinking of doing dnf and karlnap/karlnapity one shots, how would y'all feel about that?