Should've Never Said It Back

chapter 4

au: skip from monday which was yesterday's pov to Friday.

tw// none

Karl couldn't sleep all night, too excited to see what would happen. Around 5 am, he drifted off. When he woke, he saw an empty area in sapnaps side. He rubbed his eyes, it was 8 am. The smell of bacon filled the air and karl smiled. He walked downstairs in sapnaps hoodie and saw his boyfriend, carefully flipping heart shaped waffles, a big 3 shaped pancake, and pieces of bacon. He was whipping whipped cream in a bowl, and there were mini bowls of syrup, strawberries, blueberries and raspberries. Sapnap looked up and grinned brightly.

"Look at my gorgeous fucking boyfriend." sapnap walked over and kissed karl, long and gently. "Happy anniversary baby." he held karls hands and karl brightened immediately. "I knew you didn't forget!! You would never!" Karl giggled in his beautiful way and sapnap melted.

"Well i've only been up since 6, so lets dig in!" Karl took a bite of the waffles and had a long audible "yum" as he chewed. "Oh my gosh sapnap who taught you to cook? They're a genius!!" Karl winked, since he taught sapnap a few years ago. sapnap chuckled, "oh someones cocky, huh?" karl just grinned, kicking his feet as he sat on the stool like a kid. "But seriously these are so good baby. I love you-" karl got cut off by sapnaps lips connecting onto his. he then pulled apart the kiss, grabbing a waffle from the advantage of karl's distraction.

"You're right, these are good." Karl blushed, "youre so hot oh my-" karl just went back to his food but sapnap kept staring, lovingly and happily. He was shaking in honesty. Even though he, dream, quackity, and george had planned this for 4 months, he felt unprepared.

'What if he says no' was a sentence that constantly haunted him. He tried shaking off the nerves, just focusing on his karl. Karl soon finished, "you got any mon-" sapnap slid a key towards karl, and reluctantly, karl grabbed it. "The garage." sapnap slickly said, and karl walked in. there was a huge fridge with a lock on it, karl put the key in and it opened. It was full of monsters. Karl covered his mouth and laughed.

"sapnap you are so insane." karl went over to sapnap kissing his soft cheeks. "I do the best for the best." that statement made karl get butterflies. "I love you sapnap. I love you so much." They kissed again, feeling so natural, so warm. Karl bit his bottom lip, begging for an entrance but sapnap teasingly pulled away. "Thats for later baby." karl smiled, grabbing his hand gently.

"I have something for you." He covered sapnaps eyes and pulled him into their living room, then uncovering his eyes. It was a huge panda hoodie that was soft and smooth, tons of candles that sapnap loved, matches, and a jar full of papers. "The jar is full of dates we've done and things I love about you. I got your favorite candles, and a new hoodie cause I stole yours."

Karl grinned happily as sapnaps smile brightened. "I love this, oh my gosh you give amazing gifts." Sapnap kissed karl and laughed, "this is literally so amazing baby.." sapnap pulled on the hoodie and grinned. "you're the best boyfriend anyone could ask for" sapnap whispered as he embraced karl. karl looked up with his beautiful eyes, his smiling face and just giggled. karl did that a lot when he had an emotion overload. sapnap knew how karl acted in every way, and he loved every move karl made. he was so ready for tonight.

Jimmy (mrbeast) sent sapnap a message, "hey our plane is landing soon. we're gonna get some food around town, we'll see you at the dinner."
"oh thanks, i'm so worried."
"don't be, he really cares about you."
"honestly?"
"yes he literally talks about you constantly and when he does he has the brightest smile i've ever seen. he literally once called me for 8 hours just to tell me how much he loved you."
sapnap smiled softly, that was so wholesome.
"oh my gosh i love him."
"he's gonna say yes, i'll guarantee it."
"thanks jimmy."

sapnap turned off his phone and looked over at karl who was napping. sapnap scooted closer
to him, and played with his soft fluffy hair. "you're so perfect." sapnap whispered, kissing him. karl opened his eyes gently and smiled up at sapnap.

"hi baby" he reached up and wrapped his arms around him, pulling him into a soft hug. "we're gonna go somewhere, so get dressed in this." sapnap grabbed a suit and gave it to karl. "oh no.." karl said softly, grabbing the suit. "i hate suits.. but i'll do it for you."

karl went upstairs to get dressed and sapnap got dressed as well. Thirty minutes later, "Get in the car karl!! Are you dressed?" sapnap shouted and karl came down. "This thing looks so dumb on me-!" karl groaned but sapnap couldn't take his eyes off of him. "Shut up. You look so fucking hot in a suit karl." karl blushed, hiding his face,

"thank you but not really.." sapnap was already wearing a suit, and put his arm out, ready to link it with karl's. They drove to a restaurant, a really familiar one. Karl smiled softly and genuinely. "It's the first restaurant we went to together.. When you asked me to be your boyfriend.." karl started fidgeting with his tie. "This is too sweet, sapnap you're going over the top!" he smiled, and sapnap said to himself 'he has no idea'. They walked into the restaurant, and met george and dream.

"OH MY GOSH HI!" karl screamed, hugging his friends. "Why are you guys here?!?!" He grinned happily. George had to bite his lip to stop from spoiling it and dream just said sapnap invited them. Later during the dinner, karl rested his shoulder on sapnaps.

"Theres nothing you can do to make this day better baby." he smiled up at sapnap and sapnap tried to breathe normally. He was about to propose. What if he did it weird-? George gave sapnap a look, now was a good time. Clay started recording on the camera he put in the corner of the table, super ready. "K-karl?" sapnap stuttered, feeling sick. Karl turned towards him with a bright smile. "Yes?" he saw sapnaps face and his smile faded.

"Whats wrong..?" he gently put a hand out and placed it on sapnaps cheek, kissing him gently. "Its ok, just tell me." sapnap was so in love with karl that he couldn't anymore. "Karl jacobs? You're the funniest, kindest, handsomest, strongest, most caring, best boyfriend anyone can ask for. I've been so happy to be with you for 1095 days. Yes i counted, I remember every single date. You're always on my mind. I just love you so much karl."

karl smiled so genuinely, thinking this was just the anniversary type of compliment. "I love you too sapnap." he smiled. sapnap locked eyes with dream who nodded the okay. sapnap swiftly got on one knee on the side of karls chair and karl choked on his burger. "Karl jacobs. I love you. I'd die an infinite amount of deaths to know you were safe and okay. I love you so much, I always have and I always will. Will you be mine forever?"

he opened up the ring box, the beautifully carved letters of their initials, the beautiful silver, it was perfect. karl was covering his mouth, tears streaming down his face. He gently picked up the ring, and traced a finger over the letters. "Oh my fucking god." was all he said. sapnap felt slight fear but knew karl didn't say much when he felt overwhelmed, so he gently smiled at him.

"A thousand times yes. Yes yes yes I'll marry you!" sapnap let a tear roll down his face and pulled karl towards him. They kissed and george and dream clapped. "I love you so much baby.." Sapnap gently slid the ring onto karls dainty finger, and karl couldn't stop crying.

"I love you too." he sobbed into the kiss. Mr. Beast, Chris, Chandler, Karl's family and sapnaps family all came out cheering. "Karl no wonder you never had a girlfriend!" chris said laughing and karl was too busy sobbing to pay attention. "Baby, look who's here." sapnap tried moving his eyes off of him and to his friends but karl kept his eyes locked on sapnap. "No I'm looking at my fiance. They can wait." karl had a smug grin, continuing to kiss him.

"i love you karl jacobs."

au: i literally cried writing this i'm so touch starved