Fade

53 6 5
                                    

*I was only strong enough until this morning*

I wish they'd all disappear.
I wish I could go away and not matter at all.
Guys I'm in a mood.
And I'm scared.
It's never good when i'm scared,
Bad things happen.

I get desperate. (Not like that)

And needy. (Not like that)

Even more vulnerably than I normally am. ( a little like that)

I wish I wasn't like this.
I wish I could be NORMAL,
And not like that but like,
Normal as in have problems and move on
But then again,

I guess everyone  has that problem,
Wanting to not stress or worry or cry or..............
Cut.

Rght now.
I just wanna fade.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wrote this the same day too! Right before the you know........ So yeah..... Um sorry it took so long, but I was busy with mom.

PhasesWhere stories live. Discover now