Sometimes,
I feel as though I am losing my sanity.
Yesterday, I knew it was happening,
But today, it's like I don't even know where it began.
Sometimes,
I feel as though I’m losing my sanity.
I can't remember what it felt like to be me,
Before I got HERE.....? I just don't know.
I've lost it.
Lost myself, to........ Something
Yes, I’m okay.
But I’m not.
Things feel out of place,
How should I put it........?
Um, is it okay if I say.......? Pieces of my mind are missing?
Well yeah......... Yeah that's what's happening, it's like I think about something and then I get stuck at a missing link?
So, nothing makes sense...............? *SIGH*
I sit here, silently crying in the darkness of my room,
Just trying to relax, telling myself,
"Mel you're not crazy, it's all a phase, you'll be okay, and it’s just the emotions,"
Yes I did, I told myself all that but at the same time, the voices in my head were growing louder and I was beaten by my own thoughts.
Everything is messed up!
I find that I am simply lost and running out of time because everything is moving so fast and I hope to God it's a dream (to be honest, most times I wonder if it is)
(Close my eyes and cry silently)
That moment when u think it's gonna be okay, that you can make it through BUT before the day even ends, it sucks you back in.
Everything is messed up,
I'm a mess, my thoughts and emotions are like, glass.........
Broken glass,
How the hell do I put it back together?
I need your help!
Because every time I try, I end up cutting myself.
