Based on what he has said,
What he has done, doesn't it ever cause you to want to give up now,
It's not like it would matter right?
But i have a few questions for you...............
Haven't you ever wanted to sit in your tub, full of water and just fall asleep?
To take your heart cut it open and watch it bleeds?
Haven't you every wanted to forget?
To run away, never regret?
Have you ever wanted to be non-existent, to just disappear?
Have you never craved pain?
To find some release from your own mind?
Haven't you ever needed love?
Not just from your family and all, but from random people you have just seen?
I know it's weird,
But don't you ever just want to jump,
Just take a chance?
See what will happen?
I guess not..........
But sometimes,
I want to run away,
I want to disappear,
I need your love,
I want to take chances,
I want to jump,
Sometimes I want to fall.......
I don't want it to be quick either; I just want to fall,
And you know the weirdest thing is that sometimes,
.......................................
I just want it to last,
Forever!
Tell me what you guys think *sigh* I gotta get to school and try to forget all this :) But thanks for your kind words and support. I love you all <3 ;)
